The worst kind of pain is when you're smiling,

Just to stop the tears from failing

                                 To Hyun,

Dear Heart, why him?

When you get erratic around him, I only can feel the hurt

And realize.. in his eyes, there was another girl

Dear Heart, why him?

When you stop pumping in my body, I only can feel the sadness

And realize.. in his eyes, I only a friend who need help

Dear Heart, why him?

When you got broke, I felt.. the hope to die

While he, heartlessly pieced you with his words after the word 'I love you' came out from my mouth

Dear Heart, why him?

When I know you was not in your real shape anymore, I felt the desirability to hate you

Because you take my consequence of loving him

While me, hit you endlessly with tears

Dear Heart, why him?

I dont blame you for getting in my line

But, I blame myself for let you

And he cruelly blame me for loving him

It is fair for me to give him a smile?

Dear Heart, why him?

I now realize.. loving him is only give me a painful heart

And chance for him to take all my happiness in life

Dear Heart, why him?

Why you doing other job than pumping an oxygen in my vein

If only you does not got in my love story, maybe you wont felt broken with my actions

Things will go easy if you leave me alone

I regret it. I didn't care about you and blind because of him. But now, not anymore

I love you. You.. you are the only one who never ever leave me, love me, and let me breath in this cruel world

Thank you. But, I won't let you stay still with me anymore

I dont want you to feel the pain anymore.

So, please.. leave me and let me doing my business all alone.