Luhan’s POV

“Glad it’s over…”

I could still remember it… The day my world crumbled, the day my life felt like it had no more meaning… The day she tore my heart to pieces…

“Luhan, can we meet at the park?”

“Sure”

I was running late due to traffic and as soon as I parked the car, I immediately ran towards the bench Seohyun was sitting on, I held the flowers I specially bought for her and plastered a wide smile on my face.

“I’m here! Sorry I’m late sweeti—"

I stopped, curiously staring at Seohyun, she threw the neckleace i gave her on the floor, I didn't listen to what my heart told me and joked "You could have just told me you hated that necklace so I could buy you a better one" I looked at her "You didn't have to throw it"

“Oh you’re here.” Seohyun looked at me blankly

“Why did you throw the necklace?" I asked her, my face showed no interest yet my heart said otherwise

“Your smart enough to know why Luhan.” Seohyun stood up and began to walk away. And when I finally realised why, I quickly grabbed her wrist and pulled her for a hug.

“No! You can’t leave me Seohyun! You matter the entire world to me and if you leave, it’s like I’ve lost everything I have” I hugged her tightly

“Then it looks like you just lost everything.” She pushed me away

“No! Seohyun please! What did I even do? I thought we love each other” I grabbed on to her wrist as strong as I could.

"That's what you thought. Stop it Luhan! I'm leaving you! I don't love you anymore!"Seohyun pushed me away from her as she left stepping on the flowers I bought for her. And as she got further away, I could still hear the words she mumbled  “Glad it’s over…”

“Hyung! Wake-up!”  Suho appeared in front of me

“We have to get ready” Kyungsoo added

“Arraso” I lazily walked to the bathroom to take a shower.

Honestly, I don’t even know why I’m still living and breathing up until now. I knew that after Seohyun broke up with me, all that’s left is for me to die. I wanted to go somewhere and permanently leave this cruel world. Yes, I had a caring family but what’s the use if they’re always busy? I have good friends but I can’t spend my entire life with them.

I guess there was still something pushing me, something that was telling me to get back to the world and make use of my life again. Yes, I still love Seohyun, I still have a soft spot for her, but after she left, everything about me completely changed. I’ve turned cold and boring and I know that. And I have no plans on loving someone ever again. I guess this is how I live now, single. Cause I don’t know how to love again.

“Hey guys, the driver is here! Hurry! I don’t want to be late” Suho yelled and we all followed and left the dorm.

At the van…

“Hey Luhan Hyung! Look! This girl here is pretty, oh and she goes to the same school as us!” Kai shoved his phone in front of my face, but before I could even glance at the picture I quickly pushed his hand away

“Don’t even bother Kai. I’m not interested” I glared

“C’mon Hyung, get a life! Choose a girl! You have many fangirls” Baekhyun nudged me

“No thanks. All those girls are the same, nothing extraordinary” I looked out the window

“You didn’t even get to know them yet” Xiumin chuckled

“Why should I? Just a waste of time” I pulled my earphones out of my bag

“Hmm, how about that Bomi girl, you know, the one from Ap