"Was it something i said, or did, that i deserve this kind of misery?" Lay screams, silently..in his heart, but all he can do just keep it cool. It's like he's not himself anymore, a cool i-don't-give-a-damn-about-anything-or-anyone-else cool. Someone that can just do anything he wants.

But now, what happened to him? He can even sit straight right now, thinking about nothing. He can't contain himself right now. What about his motto of life "WORRY IS A TOTAL WASTE OF TIME, IT DOESN'T CHANGE ANYTHING. ALL IT DOES IS STEAL YOUR JOY AND KEEP YOU VERY BUSY DOING NOTHING"

"I hate him" lay announce.

"Suho, i hate you, for just being you and making me fall into you, deep" lay cried.

...........

"I hope i am somewhere else right now, somewhere right where you are lay, somewhere i belongs" suho sigh.

But he knows, all he can do is pray silently that he'll be able to meet lay once again. Talking about coincidence, suprise and destiny. Even though his brain sceptically denies it, he really miss those eyes, nose, dimple, soft hands and the warmness lay brings.

Oedika lay, where art thou?