Jonghyun's pov:

"Ya, it's beenone month already, stop being this depressed." Key complained as he opened the curtains of my window, letting the sun shine inside my room that had been dark for too long.

"And open the freaking windows, are you trying to suffocate yourelf in dust?" Key sighed heavily, opening the windows, letting the fresh air storm inside the stuffy room.

"Jonghyun..." Keu called my name and I slowly looked up at Key, my best friend who had been with me my whole life.

I hummed weakly, waiting for Key to say something, but the brat only looked at me with eyes full pity and concern.

"Please stop being like this, Jonghyun." he said with worry coating his words, sitting next to me and patting my shoulder a bit.

"I miss her..." 

Key smiled sadly, rubbing my arm as another heavy sigh left him.

"You're toturing yourself, Jonghyun. You didn't hold you on the rule. You were to never fall in love again, especially not someone that's invovled in your work."

I grumbled and closed my eyes, leaning against the couch.

"I should never have accepted that job." I growled, shaking my head furiously.

I felt horrible.

Miserable.

The worst of the worst.

It's been a month since Sumi found out about everything.

It's been a month since I've seen her, but I have never stopped thinking about her.

I didn't know when it started, but it hit me hard, I like her.

I love her.

How was it even possible to like her when I knew I was only working and not socializing honestly?

"Come on. You've been rejecting all the job offers too. The thing with Sumi is over. Stop thinking about it, it'll only make you more miserable than you already are." Key sighed.

He was really worried about me and he hadn't been like this ever I was heartbroken by my first love.

The very reason why I never wanted to love anymore.

"I never thought I would like her." I laughed, looking at Key who looked honestly worried for me.

"You fell for her, Jonghyun. It's normal. I never understood why you always followed that rule of not falling in love."

"She's so different from all the girls I've encountered. The way she smiled was so sweet and the way she would move her lips to the side whenever she was thinking deeply..."

"You're really struck by love aren't you?" Key smiled.

I nodded my head before another heavy sigh left me.

"I guess..."

"Jonghyun, just go outside and please move forward. I know you miss her, but please, don't do this to yourself. You're wasting yourself."

I nodded slowly, standing up and looking out of the window.

"Let's first get you something to eat." Key commented, going to my kitchen and opening my fridge.

"Well, euhm, let's do groceries, you have absolutely nothing in your fridge aside water."

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Sumi's pov:

"Sumi, your grades have dropped again!"

I looked at dad and mom who weren't liking it at all that my grades had been dropped a bit.

It was too much.

I couldn't handle it anymore.

"I'm still first place..." I muttered.

"Don't mutter speak clearly." mom scolded me, making me sigh in my head.

"I'll do my best." I said, making mom hum unsatisfied.

"You'll have to do better than your best." 

What does she want me to do then?

Study myself to death?!

I've already been sick this month because I kept forcing myself.

"I'll do my best." I repeated again.

"Go to your room and study. Don't you even come out, not even for the bathroom." 

I nodded and went to my own room, locking the door behind me as tears started to escape my eyes.

The tears didn't want to stop as I lied on my bed, trying to stop myself from being this emotional.

My hands automatically went to a little plush toy that Jonghyun won for me back at the school's festival.

I stared at it and only felt myself feel even more miserable.

At least he could hold my mind from studying away, but now, everything is studying and nothing else...

I miss him...

He was an idiot, a jerk, but I miss him so much...

I actually fell for him..

I tightened the grip on the plush toy as more tears started to burst out, staining my pillow wet.

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