PLEASE GIVE ME STRENGTH

Give Me A Hint (My Real Love Story)
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Sorry, I know it's been a while...

 

If you guys haven't noticed already, the story is marked as complete, and here's the reason why. Last week, me and my boyfriend Chanhyun decided it was time, after a year and two months,  for our relationship to come to an end.

 

Why? Everybody expected for us to be together forever, including me and I'm still shocked and depressed about what happened. Communication is the one of the most important components to a relationship, and we were both so busy we almost didn't get to talk to each other, but whenever we did it was uncomfortable awkward. So basically, we just drifted apart.

 

That was when he realized that he did love me, but only as a little brother, but it's okay. He did love me romanticaly, and I thank him for giving me a little over a year of happiness with him. I'm only now coming to terms that we will only be good friends, but I still have feelings for him. I feel like crying everytime I see or think about him, even when he's trying to comfort me I push him away and I don't know why.

 

Please give me strength, it's been hard fighting this battle alone...

 

Again, I'm sorry.

-Ken

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Yoshi875 #1
Chapter 48: ;_; welp, i was going to start complaining about how your life is going way more perfectly than mine, but now i see we're both at heartbreak, but for didn't reasons.
1. My crush got a girlfriend
2. Two of my close friends are homophobes
3. My parents are disappointed in my... Life choices :(, Anyways, hope you have it better than i do later on :) Don't cry pls, i got rashes on my cheeks which are now cuts from excessive crying :p
kpopchicken #2
Chapter 46: I hope you're okay, Ken ;_; Glad to see that you're active again ^^ I love this story, and I hope you're recovering bit by bit! You're ana wesome writer (:
25biased #3
Chapter 47: Hyuuuuuung don't say that I'll accept you no matter what. Truthfully it was kinda hurt, I thought you're mad at me and I was so annoying that you don't want to be my friend anymore. You still have me if you want to talk with someone hyung. I miss you so much
absoluteperfection #4
Chapter 47: I miss you kegu~ya. Miss you soooo much. You didn't reply for any of the messages so i was pretty mad at you and so was scared that something must have happened to you. Awww baby i never thought you had to go through so much. Feel free to talk again k?! Love ya always. Gather strength. I hope you are doing okay?!❤
OgoPogo #5
Chapter 47: We'll always be there! Don't hesitate to turn to us, but I also hope your friends understand your situation and re-welcome you with open arms! If they're true friends, they certainly will!!~
Sweetie99 #6
Chapter 47: Aaaww :/
I hope everything goes well for you from now on and we all are here for you so if youre feeling down just write us ^^
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guanmint17 #7
Chapter 2: they are so sweet omg ><
AdorableXingMyeon #8
Chapter 47: oppa i miss you . dont worry you can talk and chat with us everytime you want
dojorockergirl #9
Chapter 47: We care. If you ever need anything even just some to distract you or listen to you, just send a message a you got yourself someone :) be strong, things like this are hard but in the end you'll always pull through
night_club #10
Chapter 47: Aww, I may not know how you feel, as I've never been in a relationship before, but I feel sympathy towards you. I wish you the best of luck with regaining your friendship with your other friends that you have kept distance from. I can only imagine how much pain you must be going through. I just really hope this one break up doesn't affect who you are for the rest of your life. Once again, good luck Ken.
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