"o-oppa? wae??"

 

D.O. pinned me against the wall.

 

"you're a trainee huh?"

 

"what? what are you... y-you.. y-you knew???"

 

"will you explain it?!"

 

D.O. seems mad. i know he said he trusted me.. but lying to everyone especially to my mom can't tolerate him. i told him everything. i told him the truth. I was born here in Korea. I grew up in Japan. When I was 10 years old, we decided to live there for good. My father don't want me to be a singer. He wants me to be in animation. that's why he objected my decision to be a trainee. i left home. i want to show my father that i can sing better than just using my own hands.. i came to Seoul to be a trainee, but all of the agencies rejected me.

 

"what's your purpose of coming here?"

 

"i.. i wanted to be a trai--"

 

"that's not it."

 

"huh? but--"

 

"you came here to prove yourself and to your father that you can be independent.. that's why you got rejected. you don't the spirit of pursuing your dream Jin-ah.."

 

i sighed.. maybe he's right.

 

"what should i do?"

 

"i think Mr. Kim wants you to discover what really is your purpose. that's why you're here."

 

"oppa..."

 

D.O. smiled at me. a warm smile that made my worries gone little by little..

 

"is there anything you want to tell me?"

 

"i think.. i've given you enough information. :)"

 

"ok then, but if you need someone to talk to, i can be your listener. ^__^"

 

"thank you oppa! ^__^"

 

"just don't lie to me okay?"

 

"...neh. :)"