My heart feels like stop beating when I hear what Eric Hyung said. He will go ? Where ?

“ E .. Eric hyung .. What are you saying ? “ I asked nervously . I need to struggle to control my heartbeat that increase rapidly to make it hurt.

“ Hear what I said , you don’t have to ask .. Just listen to me .. “

“ What ? “ I get up from my seat and look toward the main stage . I try to find him in the first row where the teachers sit. “ Eric hyung where are you ? “

“ I’m sorry , Hyesung . For everything .. From the first time . I knew that you’re must be upset about our sudden engagement . You must blame your parents because they forced you to engage with a stranger , right ? I want to tell the truth about our engagement .. “

I try to walk through the people who gathered around in the school yard. Eric Hyung where is he now ? I hold my phone with a trembling hand.

“ I asked them , I asked my parents and yours to arrange that engagement , it was a good thing that they’ve known each other since beginning “

I freeze . Our engagement night is dancing in my mind again .

“ I’m sorry , I am just saying this now , I love you Hyesung .. Since two years ago .. I love you. I feel upset at the fact you don’t have any feeling for me . I feel hurt when you cried on our engagement party , “

“ Eric .. Where are you ? “

“ I feel more upset and jealous when I know that Junjin is your boyfriend . . “

I lower my head . My cheek start to wet . Why has he not told me about this for the first time ? Why is he keeping his pain on his own ?

“ I don’t want to make you love me because force .. I want to make you love me naturally .. “

I stand stiffly near the stairs to the rooftop . Everything is dark . I don’t even know why I get to this place.

“ Eric .. Where are you ? “ My voice sound hoarse . I sat on the stairs .

“ I already told you everything . And now I want you to forgive me .. Do you want to forgive me right ? I love you Hyesung ah .. “

“ Eric .. Please , where are you ? “ I’m sobbing when I say this . I hugged my knee . I’m afraid . I have the mixed feeling in my chest. I’m afraid of the dark . But , I don’t know why my legs brought me here .

“ I love you Hyesung ah .. “ His voice lingering in my ears

“ I’m sorry for everything . I’m sorry I just said it now . I need time Hyesung .. “

I closed my eyes and whimpered , “ Eric hyung .. I’m afraid . Where are you ? “

“ In the place where we can see the start above , below and from our side too , “

I turn my head when I hear someone open the rooftop door. His figure emerged from that place and look at me with his soft eyes. I stunned . I have nothing to say to describe my feeling right now.

“ Come on Hyesung ah .. Come here , “ he stretches out his hand to me

I ran upstairs and hugged him . I cry in his embrace , “ Why are not telling me from the start ? “

“ I’m sorry ! “

“ Napeun namja ! “

“ I’m sorry , Hyesung ah .. “

I try to stop my tears . For a few minutes , there is nothing but my crying sound. I wipe my tears after my cry subsides

“ Eric .. “

“ Hmm ? “

“ I’m sorry too , “

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“ Don’t open your eyes before I allow you , “

My heart skips a beat when he covers my eyes and me to the rooftop . What is he doing there ?

“ If I feel down I broke my legs I’ll blame you !! “

“ Trust me ! “

Eric hyung remove his hand from my eyes . A second later I gasped when I see a lot of lampion hanging in the rooftop and there are a lot of candles on the ground .

“ Wow ! “

“ Eric hyung .. this is still in our school , right ? “

“ What do you expect ? “

I pouted and hit playfully hit his arms , “ Who know that you bring us to the wonderland , “ I look around and enjoy the beautiful view here . He was so romantic really .

“ Hyesung ah , “ He stand in front of me . He look at me fiercely . He took a deep breath , “ if I say that I love you , you believe me ? “

I nodded my head

“ If I say that you’re so pretty , you believe me ? “

I nodded my head again . My mind feel empty . I don’t know why he is asking me like that .

“ I love you .. Shin Hyesung, now and forever , “ He takes out a bouquet of white roses from behind .

I widened my eyes . Am I not dreaming , right ?

“ Saranghae yo , “ Eric hyung repeat it again louder , “ Do you want .. Hmm Do you want to be my mine ? “ He puffed his cheek and look away . I never knew he could nervous like that . So cute.

I was about  to my answer when someone interrupts .

“ Sorry , we’re not disturbed anything right ? “

Eric hyung and I turn toward Dongwan and Minwoo who smile innocently like nothing happened near the door .

“ Mr Moon , I’m sorry but the principal is looking for you , “  Dongwan bow slightly to Eric hyung

Eric hyung take a glance at me , “ But .. “

“ Hyesung will not go anywhere Mr Moon , “ Dongwan added , “ The principal need you right now , “

Eric hyung snort .

Minwoo grab my arms after Eric followed Dongwan to meet the principal . Minwoo smile meaningfully at me , “ Congratulations , you get your Mr Moon back , “

I pouted , “ How do you know that I’m here ? “

“ of course ! Mr Moon asked me and Dongwan to help him to prepare this for you , “

He nudged my ribs when I said nothing at all , “ Hey , are you angry ? “

Of course !! they’re ruin my moment ! “ I hate you !! “

Minwoo laugh like maniac , “ Hey , Junjin waiting for you downstairs , “

I tilted my head

“ We secretly added you in the guest list to duet with Junjin , “

“ You what ?! “

Aish this fellow really ! aish !!

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Eric hyung look at me with annoying face. I just smile nervously at him.

“ I don’t understand what’s wrong with you . Why are you doesn’t say anything to me ? and why are you duet with Junjin on stage ? “ He snorts and look away

“ Do you think it was easy to design a romantic place like that ? “

“ Mianahe , “ I pouted my lips and look away too . I feel ashamed . I just need to say that ‘ I love you too’ but the chitchai couple . Minwoo and Dongwan . They ruined everything .

“ If I reject you , are you feeling disappointed ? “ I want to know his reaction

“ Then , I will accept Hyosun as my girlfriend ! “

Aish this man !

“ Hmm .. Eric .. “

“ Okay , I have bread with chocolate and cheese , “ Since when he brought that things ? “ if you accept me choose this one , “ he put the cheese bread on the table , “ If you reject me choose this one , “ he put the chocolate one beside the cheese one .

“ I will count to three and choose ! “

“ One .. two .. Three , “

He gasped when I choose the bread with chocolate filler . He look at me in this disbelieve as I lower my head .

“ are you sure to choose that one ? “ I asked me with weak voice . I nodded my head . He breathed , “ I will asked your Dad to cancel our eng .. Yah ! What are you doing ? “

Eric hyung jump from his seat when I wipe the chocolate paste on his cheek .

“ You said you understand me , you know me but I guess you don’t know this one , “

He raises his eyebrow , “ What do you mean ? “

“ I’m allergic to cheese . Do you want me to admit to hospital because of that ? “

I almost burst into laughter when I look at his stupid face. The most charismatic teacher can have such an idiot face like that . Ahahahahaha ..

“ Eric hyung .. I love you , “ I swallowed the lump in my throat . Why did I feel so nervous like this . When I confess to Junjin I don’t feel like this .

“ huh ? what are say ? “ he lift my head and show his victorious smile at me

“ I .. I love you , “

“ I’m sorry Hyesung , but I think something get into my ears and make hard to hear such a small voice .. “

Aish ! He is so annoying !! “ Saranghae ! aieru ! wo ai ni ! Je T’aime , Te A mo !  I love you !! “

Eric smile at me and ruffled my hair , “ Yah ! are you scolding me ? “

I look at him shyly . Suddenly something cross my mind , “ Yesterday , you said you will be gone , where ? “ My heart sank when I think that he will left me

“ Oh .. forget it ! “

What ? how can he said something like that ? How can I just forget it ?

“ Yah .. why are you crying again ? Since when you growing into a crybaby ?! hmm ? “ He wipe my tears with his thumb .

“ I hate you , “ I look away from him and try to calmed myself. I don’t want he to leave me . He ignore me for two week is enough to make me become a lifeless soul what if he really leave me ?

“ Oh My Goodness , Hyesung ! “ he get up from his seat and hugged from behind , “ I just want to go to America for holiday . Did your parents doesn’t say anything to you ? my sisters send me two ticket for you and I to go to America and celebrate the thanksgiving and your birthday there , “

I blinked my eyes . So he is tricked me ? Not only him but my parents too ?

He tightened his hold around my waist and said , “ You know that I love you not only for now but forever . I can’t let you be alone , “

“ Are you serious ? “

He turn my body so I was facing him right now , “ of course I’m serious ! Because I like you my little prince , “ He leans forward. Is he trying to kiss me right now ? I close my eyes but suddenly he said

“ Oops I forget , “ I open my eyes and he take out a jewelry box from his pocket .I gasped when he open it . It was my engagement ring .

“ How .. “

He pulled my hand and slip the ring on my finger , “ Your Dad took this from you when you’re unconscious after being drowned in that pool , “

“ What ?! Dad ? “

He nodded his head , “ Your mom doesn’t know about this . Your dad took this because he wants to know your reaction if your ring gone , “

My dad ? Want to know my reaction ? I almost died in the pool because I’m afraid to lose this ring . aish Jinja ! That old man !

“ Hyesung ah .. “ Eric hyung holds my chin and lean forward . I guess he will kiss me for real this time . I close my eyes and feel his lips crashed into mine.

I love you Eric .. now and forever .. ~

End

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