Days to weeks, weeks to months, Sungyeol was still lying on the hospital bed, unconscious. Four months have passed since the car accident. Along the way, Myungsoo and Woohyun would always end up arguing about who to blame. As a result, they would get kicked out of the hospital room by the nurses from being so loud. Basically, without Sungyeol's presence, it was pure war between the two.

“Take it.” Woohyun pushes a nicely bounded notebook into Myungsoo’s hands.

“What is it?”

“You’ll find out when you read the first page.” Woohyun instructed.

Myungsoo carefully opens the book and flips to the first page.

Today I ran into an awful guy. He basically swore at me and poured ice water all over my body. Luckily, his mother noticed and pulled me into their house for a change of clothes. This is exactly why you should never judge a book by its cover. He has an innocent look and not to mention, fantastic features, but he’s totally the opposite of that. Except, he did drive me out to Seoul after I changed…..and he asked me for my name. I lied…God, I’m sorry. I just can’t trust anyone at the moment though. Seriously, what kind of a name is Youngsoo? 

-Feeling guilty

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So, it turns out that guy’s an idol.

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I’m so lost for words right now, my head is completely blank….Why do I even care?

-Lost

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Does fate really exist? That’s the only thing I’m questioning myself right now. I ran into Kim Myungsoo at the airport today. Not only that, but he kind of asked me out. Or did he? It’s not like I’m interested in him or anything, but I’m just curious....does he like me perhaps? I’m just thinking way too much right? Dear god, please just send me some sign. Just maybe….not getting struck by lightning..

-Stupidity

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My ing like he’s interested in me. His ideal type is an innocent, pure looking girl. How the am I even close to looking like one? I feel like a fanboy getting jealous. I should really just stop.

Agh. I hate him.

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Just when I thought he was a great guy, he turns out to be an . I’m seriously just going to start avoiding him. I’d rather be annoyed my L.joe 24/7 than see his face.

-Screw it

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HE TOOK MY ING FIRST KISS!! THAT MOTHER ER! I want to beat his sorry so bad right now. I mean sure, I’ve been kissed by girls on the cheek, but he basically smashed his lips onto mine and stole my kiss! THAT WAS MY ING KISS. It didn’t even feel good.

-I was totally ripped off.

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Myungsoo flipped the pages and read every word and each in great detail. As if he were to re live what