Italic words are lyrics of the song..

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Jessica's POV

 

 

 

 

"Here's your food, enjoy your meal" I said and bowed at them.

 

 

 

"Sica, come eat with us, you're not yet eating right?" Yuri asked.

 

 

 

"I-I still have work to do....excuse me" I said and walk out.

 

 

 

 

"Jessie, you're going to sing now, change your clothes and go to the stage" Sunny calls and

I nodded. This is my first time singing in front of the crowd. I'm shy, but I need to do this for my

son. Even if Yuri is here, I'm not going to depend on him.

 

 

 

I changed my clothes into decent one. Before stepping the stage. 'Okay Jessie, inhale exhale!

you can do this, for Yoogeun!'

 

 

 

"Good evening ladies and gentlemen, tonight there would be an acoustic band that will sing a

song for you, enjoy your meal while listening to her, you can also make a song request on her"

Sunny announced making the customers cheer. 'God! please give me strength' I began to step

on the stage and look at the crowd. They're smiling and clapping their hands on me. 'Gosh! Why

so many customers today?'

 

 

 

"Good evening to all of you, the first song that I'm going to sing is Back to December by Taylor

Swift" I spoke on the mic and everyone began to clap their hands.

 

 

 

There I saw Yuri smiling at me while clapping his hands. I was relieved when I know that he's

there, still there, willing to watch this girl who made him cry before. 'this is for you seobang'

 

 

 

I'm so glad you made time to see me

How's life, tell me how's your family?

I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good busier than ever

We small talk, work and the weather

 

 

 

''Cute''

 

''don't touch me''

 

 

 

Your guard is up and I know why

Because the last time you saw me 

Is still burned in the back of your mind

You gave me roses,  and I left them there to die

 

 

 

"Baby!"

 

 

 

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

 

 

 

''Princess where do you want to go after class?''

 

''Anywhere without you''

 

 

 

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I have when you were mine

 

 

 

''I have but I want to eat with you''

 

''well in my case, I don't want to see your face, what more if I eat with you''

 

 

 

I go back to December turn around and make it alright

I go back to December all the time

 

 

 

"Can I show how much I love you?"

 

 

 

These days, I haven't been sleeping

Staying up, playing back my self leaving

When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

 

 

 

"Advance Happy Birthday seobang"

 

"Thank you baby, I love you"

 

 

 

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times

I watched you laughing from the passenger side

And realized I loved you in the fall

 

 

 

"You....you.....you love me too?"

 

"I love you too seobang"

 

 

 

And then cold came, the dark days

When fear crept into my mind

You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

 

 

 

"Look straight to my eyes, and say that you don't love me"

 

"I don't love you"

 

 

 

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

 

 

 

''I'm sorry baby, I was carried away by shooting that ducks that I didn't noticed the time,

I thought it would be easy to shoot them, but I'm wrong, DongHae is still greater than me,

I'm sorry''

 

 

 

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I have when you were mine

And I go back to December, turn around and change my on mind

I go back to December all the time

 

 

 

"I-I-I love-"

 

"uhh.....thanks for all"

 

 

 

 

Yuri's POV

 

 

 

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I have when you were mine

And I go back to December, turn around and change my on mind

I go back to December all the time

 

 

 

 

"Whoa! I didn't know that your umma is singing" I asked Yoogeun.

 

 

 

"I didn't know that also appa, I only hear her sing now" Yoogeun said, and smiled at Jessica. I

nodded at him and turned my gaze on Jessica. I was shock. 'is she looking at me?.....nah I

guess she's looking at Yoogeun'

 

 

 

Then what made me shock most is when she's looking in our direction, singing this line,

while the tears falls from her eyes. 

 

 

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile

So good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arms last September night

The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking

 

 

 

'Why is she crying?'

 

 

 

Probably mindless dreaming

But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't

So if the chain is on your door, I understand

 

 

 

"Appa, is umma crying?"

 

"I don't know, Yoogeun-ah" I said not looking at my son, I just focus my gaze on Jessica who

were crying while singing. 'Why are you looking at me while singing those lines?'

 

 

This is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and make it alright

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time, all the time

 

 

 

A loud clapping of hands and cheering after the song coming from the audience who were

amazed by her voice. She bowed at the audience and leave the stage.

 

 

"Are you crying because of me? Sica-baby" 

 

 

 

 

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ASFASFFADFHBD...... go get her Yul..... to be continue....

 

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