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Yuri's POV

 

 

I'd been in the hospital for two weeks, and my eyes just want to see a certain person when I

step outside the hospital. It's her, still her my wife, Jessica Jung. I already forgive her not because

she didn't ask for forgiveness, but because my heart can't go on without her.

 

 

 

"Where are you going, Yul?" I heard Gyuri asked leaning her back at the door.

 

 

 

"I'm going to my wife" I said then passed through her position.

 

 

 

"Are you crazy?!" she asked raising one eyebrow at me. I just sighed.

 

 

 

"You can say that" I said as I smirked at her. She just give me a fake smile.

 

 

 

 

 

I head to my car and start the engine. I'm really greedy to see my wife. I know what happened to

us is not a lie or maybe its just me who wants to think that its real, I just shrugged it off and focus

on the road.

 

 

 

Here I am, in front of the door of their house. I took a deep breath before pressing their door bell.

 

 

 

"Who's there?" I heard Krystal's voice inside their house. She opened the door and was shocked

to see me, I smiled at her.

 

 

 

"Yul oppa! I'm happy that you're okay now" she shouted and hugged me.

 

 

 

"I'm happy to see you Krystal. Where's your unnie?" I asked her.

 

 

 

"I'm here" Jessica answered coldly leaning at the door of their house. 'Huh? Is she not happy to

see me?'

 

 

 

"Baby!" I shouted and run to hug her but she stepped back. I was hurt at her action.

 

 

 

"Don't call me baby. Why are you here?" she asked glaring at me, as if I'm the one who've

done wrong.

 

 

 

"Excuse unnie, Yul oppa, I'll just wash the dishes" Krystal excused herself then entered their 

house.

 

 

 

"I-I-I......I want you back" I said as I put my hands on Jessica's shoulder but she removed  it

immediately.

 

 

 

"I thought its clear to you, that all I want is your money?" she asked still glaring at me. 

 

 

 

"I don't care" I said.

 

 

 

 

Jessica's POV

 

 

 

"I don't care" he said.

 

 

 

"You know Yuri, the best thing you can do now is to leave, DongHae might see you here" I said

DongHae's name purposely to hurt him. I really don't want to hurt him but this is the only thing

to lessen the pain that I'll give him.

 

 

 

"Huh? DongHae? You're still together? he asked as tears starting to form in his eyes. 'Don't cry'

 

 

 

"Yeah, he's my boyfriend, right?" I said wearing my cold look. I saw him frown.

 

 

 

"D-d-do you really love him?" he asked as tears fall from his eyes but he wiped it immediately. 

 

 

 

"Y-y-yes" I said almost a whisper as I turned my gaze on the other direction. 'No! you're the one I

love seobang'

 

 

 

"Liar!" he said cupping my face. 'Gosh! I miss his touch'

 

 

 

"I know I'm the one you love" he said leaning his face on mine. I was about to do the same when

I remember what Mrs. Kwon said.

 

 

 

'So? Are you willing to set my son free from all the danger that you're going to bring him?'

 

 

 

"YAH!" I shouted as I pushed him harshly. His face really looked hurt.  'I'm sorry, Yuri'

 

 

 

"If you really don't love me, then prove it" he dared looking to my eyes. I felt my whole body is going

to melt if this stare of him would be longer. 

 

 

 

"How?" I asked, as I raised one of my eyebrow.

 

 

 

"Look straight to my eyes, and say that you don't love me" he said looking at me

intensely. 'Oh God, please give me strength'

 

 

 

 

Yuri's POV

 

 

 

'I know you love me'

 

 

 

"Look straight to my eyes, and say that you don't love me" I dared her. She just smirked.

 

 

 

"I don't love you" she said without hesitation on her face. My heart clenched. Is it really easy for

her to say she doesn't love me after all we've been through? I don't want to believe that we're over,

but I can't force her if I know that she'll get hurt if I continue this.

 

 

 

"I-I-I lov-" I said but I stopped myself from saying it. She doesn't care anyway.

 

 

 

"Uhh.....thanks for all" I said and smiled at her bitterly, when I turned around, I swear I saw her

expression changed. 'Was it because you want me to stay? Just say the magic word and I'll stay'

I thought to myself as I began to walk away from her. 5 steps and still no words came from her. 

 

 

 

'I guess you're just guilty' I thought to myself as I took a glance at her again but she's not there

anymore. Maybe she's in their house now waiting for him. Waiting for the one who she really

loves, unfortunately its not me. How I wished its me. I opened the door of my car and drive away.

Away from her as tears falls on my cheeks uncontrollably.

 

 

 

"Good bye Jessica, I hope he will love you the way you wanted to be love, I'm sorry if

I cannot give you the happiness that you're looking for, I love you"

 

 

 

 

Jessica's POV

 

 

 

"I-I-I lov-" he cut whatever the word he would say. Thank God he didn't say it, I might give in and

never let him go.

 

 

 

"Uhh.....thanks for all" he said and turned around. I felt my heart is going to break into pieces

anytime when I saw him walked away from me. I wanted to hug him because I know in myself that

I can't live without him but this is the only thing that I could do right. I would be selfish if I let him stay.

He'll get hurt again and again because of me, and I don't want to be the reason why he didn't get a

chance to be happy.

 

 

 

"I'm sorry princess, I was just mesmerized by your beauty" 

 

 

 

"I'm here"

 

 

 

"And to my ever beautiful wife, thank you for coming into my life, it wouldn't be complete without

you"

 

 

 

"Promise me that you're not going to leave me"

 

 

 

"Huh? Are you scared of fireworks?"

 

 

 

"Don't be, i'm here"  

 

 

 

"I love you Sica" I cried silently as his words sinks to my mind.

 

 

 

I ran to our house and peeked at our window to see what is he doing, all I can do is to watch his

back heading to his car. That moment I realize how tall he was, how he got thinner. I also

memorized  what long sleeves and slacks he wears, how many footsteps he took before leaving

me. I took this moment to memorize his handsome face when he turned around again, I saw his

face full of hurt, maybe he didn't  saw me when he turned around, and there, I watched him entered

his car and drove away from me.

 

 

 

How I wish I was the girl for him, but I'm not. I'm just a lesson for him to know what to do the next

time he fall in love again, with the right girl for him.

 

 

 

"I'm sorry.....seobang.....I...I....I love you so much"

 

 

 

 

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