It's all coming back

So Far yet So Close
'Mr. Top?! Mr. Top!!!' Mandy keep on shaking my shoulder till I notice her existence 'neh!' I answered ' did I say something wrong? You both...' Her curious eyes sight landed on me and her. I look at Mandy and look at her. I suddenly having a selfish thoughts. Maybe this is the gift from heaven to me?! Maybe this is how everything coming back to me again?! Maybe HyePyeong... 'No! You ain't wrong but just... We aren't official married yet! We just engaged and this is the pre-wedding pictures!no very good also!' I said while immediately keep the picture away from them. Although HyePyeong's photoshop technique was good, I just don't want them to find out everything was faking. I want to keep them believing me. Maybe this is how liar always feels~ fear of been found out and desire for believer. 'Im really your wife?' She asked and I walked next to her. 'Why I can't remember anything?' She start hitting her head and I immediately sitting down on the bed side, grabbing her hands to stop what she trying to do. 'Stop, HyePyeong! You will hurt yourself!' I said loudly and luckily she heard me. 'HyePyeong?!' She looks at me blankly. I know why... She must be asking again why she don't have a single memories of that. Her innocent eyes, her soft lips... I fall so deep into it until I lost myself. I just can't lose her anymore! 'Yes, HyePyeong! HyePyeong is your name!' I explained. Well is more like lying. Partially, I mean! In my mind, she is HyePyeong to me! I turn back to Mandy and said'Mandy, here have me enough! I will take care of her!' She nodded and leave the room. I slowly explained everything to her-implanting the memories between me and HyePyeong to her fresh pure mind. Is not hard to make her believe since the room is full of HyePyeong and my stuff/pictures/videos. 'So my name is Jang HyePyeong? Where is my family? Why did I lost all the memories?' She asked. 
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'Yes! Your family... Erm... You never talk about them so I don't know. Sorry jagiya! If it's not me, you won't get in the car accident and become like this! It's all my fault' the man who keep on claiming I'm his fiancé said infront of me. He buried his head on my knee and that when I felt wetness on the blanket I'm covering. Is he crying?! Although I do not have anything memories about the things he said, when he start crying my heart aching badly. There must be something I felt for him, didn't i? I slowly raise his head up and cupped his face. 'O... Oppa~' still feeling awkward to calling a strange this way. He gave me a confusing feeling, I feel like hating him so much yet loving him; I feel he is a stranger but then I feel familiar with him somehow. I can't explain~ is the car hitting damaged my emotional sensor too?! Everything was so annoying and messy until both of our eyes sight met. This pairs of eyes~ he slowly get closer and unconsciously I try to avoid his strong glare. Is he trying to...? I closed my eyes and hoping nothing much happen. 'Your hairs having something!' He said and I open my eyes. Phewwww~ my heart... I immediately press on my chest with my hand. The heart pumping so hard as if it going to jump out from me. Maybe he is right! I am his fiancé. If I am not why I feel for him. If he is lying, why his eyes full of sadness? Why he would cry for me?! For some reason, I feel he is sad for my reaction that I didn't kiss him or...let him kiss maybe?! When he is about to walk away, I grabbed his wrist 'don't go!' I said 
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'Dont cry no more! It's an accident! Not your fault! Stop blaming yourself, SeungHyun oppa!' Her voice just ease all my pain for these few months. It's coming back! It's all coming back! I turn back and hugged her tight 'HyePyeong ah! Oppa miss you so much!' She smiled ' I must be missing you badly too oppa! Even though I can't remember what we have before but I have you now! You can always remind me, right?' She said and this remind me she is not HyePyeong again. I am lying to her but I could care less now. To make it up for this girl or HyePyeong, I would take good care and love them more with my life. 'Oppa, you will always love me right?!' She asked and I nodded when we still in the hugging pose. I heard her giggling voice just like HyePyeong's. 
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shinoshijak #1
this is a nice story tho!
siripumpkin
#2
Chapter 12: Update please~