Sorry guys, I think you can understand me right now but I just can't update. it hurts too much to think about Chen's diary. Chen's diary was the thing I enjoyed the most... but right now.......... It hurts too much thinking about my last chapter. I had a storyline in my mind, I still have it but I don't think now is the right moment, because I was planning to write about exo dynamics ( no matter what but I will remember forever Suho's eyes when Kris refused to go in to the water) and it can be hurtful speaking my mind now, expecially since it came out I was more right in my guesses that I've ever wanted to be. I just hope for everyone to heal, to be happy. I will always support exo OT12 no matter what.  for now I'll be waiting. One giant hug to you exo fans and readers who I know are waiting ( and suffering) like me <3

Friday, after practice

Yifan ge is staring into the thin air. He's clearly down. Manager hyung was really harsh with him for a mistake the whole group did. I want to be of some help: I want to lend him my shoulder. I want for him to speak with me about his troubles so I can tell him what a great leader he is. I know I'm a demanding person and it's hard to deal with me but gege never complained. Even if he did, he continued to treat me nicely, forgiving me for everything, even my selfishness. Gege, talk to me.

from Tao's diary 

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