Outside POV

EunHae was still not feeling good after this new betrayal. First Shaw now her best friend but this time she didn't felt anything. She was just feeling free for some reasons. She immense herself in her works to forget about everything. Taemin was also there to help and cheer her up. It was already one week since the incident and everything went well without any problems. No Hailey and no Shaw in sight to ruin the two people's happiness.

EunHae was resting on the sofa not forgetting that Taemin kept hugging her and resting his chin on her shoulder. EunHae couldn't help but blush more. This feeling of being love nothing could be better than this. "Are you feeling better?" Taemin said while kissing her shoulder making the girl blush more. EunHae nodded shyly. Just a little information that Taemin was laying on the sofa and EunHae was laying on top of him while Taemin had his arms around her and of course she wasn't facing him.

EunHae then suddenly turn around facing Taemin who was now smiling so big and blushing. EunHae couldn't help but be happy when seeing Taemin happy like this. Seeing him smile so big that he close his eyes. She like seeing him happy. Without any second she immediately snuggle into his chest and blush more. "I'm going out for some fresh air". Taemin smile and nodded, he knew EunHae really needed that because for the past week EunHae has just locked herself in her room and just worked.

After having left and giving Taemin a shy kiss, EunHae left. But what Taemin hadn't tell EunHae was that he was feeling down all the past week. He didn't knew what to do. It was all his fault that EunHae was getting hurt because of him. EunHae got hurt both mentally and physically because of him and yet EunHae is still madly in love with him. Also Taemin find out about the one who killed Aurora. "How about you just leave her that would stop her from getting hurt...." A voice suddenly said surprising Taemin making him turn around in shock. "Also I can make EunHae know about the killer of her cousin. I love her more than you ever love her"

Taemin got mad seeing him saying all these things. He grab the other by his shoulder and slam him against the wall "I swear if you hurt her or tell her any of this I'll..."

The man push Taemin away. "You'll what Taemin? You'll tell her everything and hurt her again? You'll tell her that the one who killed her cousin is no other than you?" Taemin had his eyes wide open. The truth was already out but it was all an accident. It wasn't supposed to happened like this. "Let me tell you something Lee Taemin. "She understand all the mistakes you've thrown at me and stick to it. She smiles even though you did her wrong. She loves you through the ups and down. You broke her but she still love you. It's really obvious that she's your mate but it's more obvious that you don't deserve her" These words reasoned into his mind and Taemin couldn't help but break down.

 "Right now she met with Bobby by coincidence and all I could say is that she's feeling happy and excited and all giggly with him" Taemin realise that EunHae is always tired with him and always want to sleep. "Also decide what you'll do because I think Bobby is going to confess

Kim EunHae POV..

“Just hear me out for a second…I want to be that man for you. You deserve to be treated much better and I want to be that guy and I can promise to be that guy for you” I was obviously stunned and shocked by his sudden confession but this was all wrong. I knew Bobby might have a crush on me but I didn’t think he would go as far as to say all of these things now with everything that was going on already.

"Kim EunHae....I love you.” He then pulled me towards him and he was about to kiss me. I didn't know how to react to this. Then when I realized it I pushed him hard away from me and immediately within milliseconds, I saw someone pull him from where he was sitting and threw him on the ground in front of me.

All hell break lose.

Taemin POV.

I turned around immediately and pulled that son of a off of her. I threw him on the ground and as I’m losing sense of where I was and really all the emotions I was feeling, I didn't care anymore because I've had enough of feeling all these feelings of sadness and pain. I didn’t care anymore. I punch him so hard making him fell on the ground.

Seconds later I felt someone strong pull me from Bobby. Maybe Minho as he was with me. Then all the noise came streaming back. I heard her voice yelling, "TAEMIN! STOP!  YOU’RE GOING TO KILL HIM!” How dare she's defending him, how dare she defend someone who's obviously trying to destroy my relationship for her. Wasn't I good enough? I'm I boring to her? Is that guy better than me?

As I fought against the hold that was now on me, another person came and put another one around my body pulling me back. Bobby was lying down on the ground with blood and bruises on his face almost unconscious. But I didn't care...I swear I just want to kill him. Kill the person who's taking my everything away from me. How can I let her go? I'd never do that. I'LL be broken without her.

"Minho! We need to get him some help now!”  She yelled again hurting me more and more with every words she said. 

She was bent over on her knees checking Him pushing my anger to another level. I broke free from the hold and ran to Bobby and I pulled him up from the ground. Right as I was about to punch him again, she pushed her body against me as hard as she could almost like a tackle. Then once again, someone pulled me into another hold.

I was breathing hard. My knuckles were red with blood. I could feel my eyes glowing and my fangs appearing. I could feel my nerves shaking my entire body. I could barely stay standing with the shattered pieces of my heart inside of my chest. I wasn't good enough for her. I then looked at her. She was crying.  And the moment I met her eyes, I couldn’t also keep my eyes from tearing up. I made her sad. I broke her. I hurt her feelings. How can I have her after I these?

I've had enough.

Before I could let her see me cry I turned around to walk away. This was the best decision I can do for her. I love her and I'll always do. Nothing in this world can made me to stop loving her. But if I stay with her, I'll just be hurting her more. This reality hit me harder than expected. 

Distance, that's all we both need.

I want her to be happy but if that guy made her more happy than I do then I have no choice. I'm so confused right now but why I'm feeling that I'm just running away from my problems. No I'm not running, I'm not running away. I screamed these words inside my head forcing myself to believe these words but it didn't felt right. 

"Taemin! Stop!" She called for me but I just kept walking. She'll have to live without me for now. My heart ache but I just can't. Every step I take is making my breathing uneven. She then ran in front of me putting her hands on my chest. EunHae stop don't made me like that. Her touch sent daggers through my already shattered heart. At this point I looked down and closed my eyes trying to contain my tears.

What're you doing to me Kim EunHae? 

"Please go away. I don't want to see you again" I said as I close my eyes not letting my tears flow. I was lying but it was for her own good, her own happiness. 

“Please…” she cried. “It’s not what you think…it’s not what it looks like and please…you need to let me explain” Every word that came out of twisted those daggers that she just inflicted. I won’t let her watch me become like this. I still haven’t said anything to her. I’m afraid to. I’m afraid of what I might do next. I’m afraid of what I might hear next.

I love this girl. I love her. Her happiness count more than anything for me. But I'm not just good for her. She was just too good for me. Her forgiveness knows no limits. How can I have someone like that when I'm just an ungrateful person who don't know how to express my feelings to the girl I love, who always get angry at everything, who's always possessive. She's better off without me, she'll be more happy without me. 

The day I can love again I hope she'll still be there but I can't do anything right now. She'll come to hate me at some point but no matter what I'll always love that girl. She gave me a type of love and caring that no one else could give, she was my one of a kind.

“Please…this is not what you think,” I don’t know if I can handle and withstand this any longer. So…I walked away. I took five steps before she halted me with these words, "Please…” she said in between sobs, “Please, give me a chance to explain…I love you and only you.” I love you with all my heart and soul EunHae but I can't continue to hurt you like that anymore. I don't deserve someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you. You deserve happiness. 

You have been hurt because of me. You have feel pain because of me. How can I be there to love you when I'm not strong enough to protect the one I love. 

Just don't forget me. Don't forget the memories and happiness we had together EunHae. The smiles and laughter we had together. Don't forget. 

Tears continue to stream down my face as I look at the broken girl in front of me. She made me feel happiness, she made me laugh and smile when I was falling into the abyss of despair. She took hold of my hand and get me out of me. She wrap me with love, care and affection. But me? I just gave her pain in return of all these good moments. How can I deserve her. With me she's only getting hurt.

 I look at the sky then at the broken girl in front of me. Then I finally saw the person and the words that this someone had said to me kept ringing in my head.

"She understand all the mistakes you've thrown at me and stick to it. She smiles even though you did her wrong. She loves you through the ups and down. You broke her but she still love you. It's really obvious that she's your mate but it's more obvious that you don't deserve her"

I look straight at the person with tears still in my eyes. Are you happy now? 

EunHae POV. 

We were now standing face to face. As I saw how he was possessed by anger along with a heart that I probably just destroyed, I felt my heart shatter into pieces too. His face show another type of emotion though. Guilt? Why was he feeling like that? I love that man more than anything else. He gave and taught me love when I thought no one would. Flaws, he has many but despite that I still love him. But why was he behaving like that towards me.

Had he enough of me?  

The thoughts of that sentence broke me. I wasn't good enough for him. Like Jessica told me, Taemin was rich and too perfect he need someone that's good like that for him. But I am not rich and I am not good enough for him. I was just a simple and normal girl. But I still love him but he, he had had enough of someone like me.

I couldn’t help my tears anymore. He just looked at me and stared at me the same way he always does but this time his eyes, I could tell, where filled with confusion, anger, and sadness. 

Then he walked away from me. My anger took hold of me. Also I just find that he killed my cousin.... 

"That's it? You're walking away? You won't even explain why you killed my cousin? Didn't you say you'd do anything to stay? Is that it? I understand now Taemin. You're just a coward for running away like this"

But then the next thing he said felt like a ing sword through my chest. “Maybe…they were all right all along…that I'm not good enough for you......and never will be.....I'm leaving" These words feel like a sword being into my heart.@

“Tell me you don’t believe what you just said…” I cried. He is now breaking my heart. These words wasn't like him. What's happening to the Taemin that I knew? 

“I don’t know what to believe anymore…” He cried.  He was also broken. I made him cried. But I could feel lies in these words.

“I didn’t kiss him…”

“But you let him kiss you…”

“He didn't I pushed him away before he did so!"

He didn’t say anything back. I can’t believe what was happening to us right now. This was all too surreal.  Is this where we break? Is this where we fall apart?

I don't want this to happened but I can't... 

My heart shattered.  He’s giving up and giving in already.  “You’re a coward because let’s face it…this is not about Bobby..…at the end of the day you were never really willing to fight for me!”

He was willing to fight for you EunHae. He could give his whole life to protect you. You're the happiness and love of his life. Don't lie to yourself EunHae. 

He then spoke loud once again, “No! I fought for you!  I chose you! But you! You chose someone else! I wasn't good enough and I'll never be good enough”

I chose him? Never would I chose him or anyone over you Taemin. The only man I've ever come to love was you and only you. 

“NO! I love you! I chose you! Not once did I even look at Bobby in that way! But you…you’re giving up on me already and you’re afraid to admit that, you never chose me! And that you were never willing to fight for me!” 

He's willing to fight EunHae. Stop lying to yourself. Both of you are just scared so stop making these lies. He's just scared of hurting you. 

I took a step back from him. So this is how we break.  The last words I said to him. “Maybe you’re right in that they were all right after all…we were doomed from the beginning…because you’ll end up leaving me too…”

After that I immediately went away. I had enough of him not trusting me and not having faith in me. In the end he'll leave me, just like Emmy and he would never come back. I can't force him to love me if he had enough of me. I should stop chasing people who don't want me at all. I don't want to see him again. He left a pain that no one would be able to ease no matter how much time passes.

 He didn't love me, he just didn't want to be alone. I just made him feel better in his miserable life but he didn't love me because you love don't destroy people that you love.

Taemin watch the girl she love going away. She'll hate him and despise him but for him he'll continue to love her because he was sure of something. That one day, their path will cross again and this time, neither of them would be scared.

Both had opposite feelings about the other. One thought that he's hurting her and that she'll be better off without her while the other one thought that he's leaving because he had enough. 

Outside POV.

The man who was half the reason of this break up was standing there not knowing what to do as he knows that it was his fault but he didn't have the choice. Something in him was telling him to do all these. 

On the other hand, EunHae was completely broken and didn't know where to go. She just walk without a care about what would happened. She love that man more than anything else in this whole Damn world. She would have left everything for him. Like a crazy fool she'll have ran to him. EunHae had always fight for her career and had always said that no man can make her not do her dream and if that man force her to stop then she'll leave him. 

But this time, it was herself who could abandon her dream just for him. How could that man have so much power over her. She never thought that one day she'll be able to ever love someone like this. She always use to say that boys are a wasted of time and that the ones that are the best one are only found in fairy-tales. She hates fairly tales as she doesn't believe in that nonsense. But with that man, she felt like she was perfect and she forgot all her insecurities. 

Suddenly she felt a hand on her shoulder. She was scared but a little happy. Maybe it was Taemin who wanted to be back and to say that he didn't meant anything he said as he was just frustrated. She turn around with a slight smile which immediately drop and was replaced by anger and maybe a hint of sadness? The person standing in front of her was someone she never expect to ever see again. 

It was Shaw. 

EunHae was tired and she had tears still rolling over her face. In front of her was the man he once trusted with her whole being. The man she once love as he was once the only man who could understand her and be kind to her. 

The only thing she could do when seeing him was to laugh with disgust "Are you happy now? Look at me being a mess and my life completely destroyed. Aren't you happy? Isn't this what you wanted? So laugh! Laugh because this is what you're here for!" EunHae cried more as she fell to her knees. She expect Show to just walk past her while laughing but he never expect Show to wrap his arms around her. 

"What're you doing?" EunHae ask and tried to push him away but she was just too tired. 

"I'm so sorry EunHae. Everything I did I didn't meant to EunHae. I hadn't other choice or else he would have kill you and I couldn't let that happened. I admit I wanted to hurt him but not like this. I admit I wanted to break you too but after seeing you happy I gave my plan up. I hate him because his father kill mine but I realise that I could never hate you EunHae" Show said as he wipe her tears and he hated how because of Taemin the strong EunHae he knows but if that guy made her happy then it's alright. 

He was really angry but after some time, he realise that EunHae meant the whole world to him and after realizing that he gave up his plan but Hailey wanted Taemin so he did his best to prevent the worst to happened. But he doesn't know why but someone have put some ideas in Taemin's head that he doesn't deserve her but Show knows Taemin wouldn't believe anyone who told him that. 

So who's the person who said that to him and why would he believe such things.

"The day your parents died I didn't want to left you to dead but someone prevent me. EunHae you meant everything to me and you still do. I'm sorry things had to turn out this way" EunHae shook her head while crying as she knew Show would never hurt her but there was like a type of aura who was controlling her and making her calm in Show's presence. 

Show caress her cheek as he stare at her. He knew it was wrong but something was telling him it wasn't and EunHae wasn't caring about it either. Something was telling them it wasn't wrong. "EunHae I love you". Show said ad he leant down and did the thing he never though he'll ever do. He kiss her. He kiss the girl whom he once love madly. 

And EunHae didn't push him back. As if being controlled he accept the kiss and just let him as he wrap his arms around her. 

But what they didn't know was that the person whom had put all these negative thoughts in Taemin's mind was watching them with a smirk and his eyes glowing red. Next to him was Taemin who was speechless. "You see it now? You don't deserve her and never once did so you better go away now you worthless bastard!"

Taemin had already given up on EunHae and he wasn't expecting this scene but he just wanted her to be fine without him. He decided it was for the best. 

After if a spell being broken they both break away from each other completely in shock not knowing what happened. "I'm.....I'm sorry" they both say and didn't know what happened. "I guess well nevermind EunHae just forget about it. What about you then? Will you get him back?" 

EunHae smile and shake his head "We made our decisions. I would have fight for him but he didn't and I don't want to care anymore. I'm glad I make this alright with you Shaw but this is my life so no worry. I'll go home for now..." Shaw look at EunHae as she goes away. She must have been deeply hurt because with Emmy she fight but this time the wound was too deep and too much for her to bear. 

Jonghyun POV.

EunHae cried again last night. She has cried herself to sleep for one week straight. I tried to talk to her, tried to cry with her, tried to reason with her, tried to smile at her. But all she says is, “I’m fine, don't worry” When she gets home, she goes straight to bed and in that room, you can hear the repressed sobs and sense the heartbreak piercing through her bedroom walls. I heard it all. And I felt it.

The next day. EunHae was a mess. She had stained tears still on her face and she was tired from spending the night crying. She came to me and sit on a chair staring down with slightly open and eyes half open and her breathing was really weak.

"Jonghyun I've decided to take the offer and to go to New York. Please don't stop me" I sigh and I just wrap my arms around her while rubbing her back. She became an emotional wreck and her going to New York could only do her good so I kiss her forehead and nodded "Anything to make you feel better my angel. I'll always be here to support you" 

She nodded without saying anything. Her face shows no emotion at all. I called to ask about Taemin's state and he was in the same state as EunHae. An emotional wreck. I know that it'll be better for them but for now both need to understand an important thing which themselves need to find out. I know they'll be back together someday. But how much time will it take?

Why I'm I feeling a sense of guilt?

This day was the day that Lee Taemin felt his first heartbreak but this wasn't the only thing that happened. On this day, very far from this place.

Someone has awoken.....

Authors Note: okay tell me honestly.was it too fast to make these two break up already?