The fact that broke the special friendship we had for almost 10 years… 

I have no plan of telling him how I feel because I know it wouldn’t be reciprocated.

It was a day, 3 years ago…

I saw him crying as I opened the door.

Before I could say a word, he hugged me tight.

“What happened?” I asked.

“We broke up” he said as he broke from our grip.

“What do you want to eat?” I asked. It may sound out of topic, but it’s what I usually do for the

nth time that he have been broken hearted… to cook for him.

He laugh a little before answering “I want ramen and soju”

“okay” I said as I turn to go to the kitchen.

I calmed myself before going out with the ramen and soju. I have to calm down or else he’ll see

me cry.

After eating and drinking…

“Am I that hard to love?” he asked that made me alarmed.

“N-no, Kyu you’re not hard to love” I managed to say.

“But why are they all leaving me” he said as tears starts to flow from his eyes.

“That’s not true” I said while hugging him.

“Nobody wants to love me” he said as more tears fall from his eyes.

“It’s not true…Kyu, I’m here..I-I love you” I said. I’ve got no choice.

He look at me with a startled gaze. I can’t read his eyes, so I don’t know what he felt. We looked at

each other’s eyes. And before I knew it, something magical happened… we kissed.

I don’t know who initiated it, but I felt we both did it. It was my first kiss, but anyone who’ll

see us now would never believe that.

I felt his expert tongue wondered through my mouth. I was about to close my eyes when…

“No!” he said after he pushed me away and run through the door.

After that incident, he never talked to me anymore…