Chapter 31:You're my all
Anything for YouEunhyuk’s POV
I love Donghae but Min’s right, I need to love myself first. I don’t feel any anger for Hae. I understand
why he’s ashamed of me, I was before.
“Hyukie, can you please get my towel” Hae peeked from the bathroom. I did, but instead of taking the
towel he grabbed my hand
“Hae, I already showered” I said while trying to get away.
“Please, join me” he pleaded
“But---?” My struggling was no use as he already got hold of my waist.
“You can’t resist me Hyuk, the way you can’t leave me” he whispered lustfully.
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Leeteuk’s POV
“Hey you two, can you do that in your room” I said to Wookie and Sungie as I saw them making out in
the kitchen.
“Teukie, but we’re cooking” Sungie defended
“If everyone will see what you are doing right now, they won’t be eating the food” I teased
“Hyung, you’ll surely love the food. It’s food made of love” Wookie said
“You’re making me puke” I joked
“You’re not puking, you’re envious” Sungie.
“Whatever lovers in kitchen. Eww” I said then walked away. Yes, I’m damn envy of how for a short
time, they were able to find true love.
“Teuk” I heard Kang-in called out, oh how I miss that voice. I composed myself first before turning
“Yes?” I said very normally, fortunately I didn’t stutter.
“Can we talk?” he said with pleading eyes
“Yeah, we’re talking already” I said sarcastically. I need to do it just to control myself.
“I’m sorry” he said with his head bent down
“For everything, for being confused, for leaving” he said
“What’s wrong with being confused?” I asked sarcastically
“It’s a mistake to doubt what I feel after all the test that we’ve been through” he said embarrassed
“And what have you proven?” I asked strongly. God knows how much strength I exerted just to do
this.
“I’ve proven, that I wasn’t really in love with Minnie that I was just infatuated with him and maybe
obsessed. That you’re really my first and only love. That I can’t live without you. That I love you more
than anything in this world. That I need you to survive, to be happy. That you’re the only person who
can make me smile and laugh. That without you I can go crazy. That—“
“Stop! You have realized a lot for only 2 weeks of being away?” I said startled
“There is still more” he said
“There’s still more? Then we should sit while you continue on your realizations” that was a joke
“Yeobo, I love you damn! I can go crazy.” He said. He ran to me and hugged me. I was so happy, the
hug was all I need. How can’t I give forgiveness to someone I never wanted to lose.
“You lost weight. You’re not fluffy anymore” I said
“Then I should eat then” he said while still hugging me tight
“I’ll just cook for you, you shouldn’t eat what the love birds are cooking, you might get erted” I
said then chuckled.
“You don’t need to cook because I’m having you for lunch” he said
“Yah! What--?”
“And for dinner and for breakfast and for lunch again tomorrow and dinner and—“
“Hey, are you planning to consume me?” I joked
“Don’t pretend to be innocent, yeobo” he said then dragged me
“Where are we going?” I asked innocently
“You want me to eat you here?” he asked lustfully
“No” I said then just let him dragged me
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Donghae’s POV
I awaken by the feeling that I was alone. I turned just to see Hyuk isn’t lying next to me.
“Hyuk?” I called out. I got no answer. Hyuk usually doesn’t go out of bed with me still sleeping. He
always waits for me to wake up. I stood up to search, I went to the bathroom but he wasn’t there. I
decided to search outside.
“Minnie, have you seen Hyuk?” I asked as I saw Min and Kyu talking in the living room.
“A-ah, I-I haven’t seen him” he answered, but he looked like he was lying.
“I saw him rode a bus” Kyu suddenly said
“He did what?” I said in shock
“He rode a bus, he was bringing a luggage, so I thought you were with him” Kyu spoke
“What? Minnie, you know something don’t you?” I said or rather accused him
“I-I don’t” he said but obviously he was lying.
“Where’s he?” I asked him
“Hae, h-he needs time on his own” he said
“Why?” I said angrily
“Why? I never expect you to be like this Hae” Min started, now he was angry too.
“I thought you loved him, but you failed” Minnie said still in an angry voice
“What are you saying Minnie? I love him and he knows that” I said trying to defend myself. I don’t
remember something that I did that made Hyuk question my love.
“Do you know how it feels to be denied by someone you love? Of course you don’t because all
people closed to you are very proud. You’re great, you’re rich, you’re famous, you’re handsome and
cool. But Hyukie, he always felt he is worthless, I thought you can change that but I wasn’t right, you
made him feel more worthless by denying him in front of your friends!” his words were like a bomb to
me. Yes, I did that but I thought Hyuk understood me.
“Hyuk, needs someone who can see his worth and who could make him see his worth and it’s not you
Hae” Minnie added.
“Where’s he?” I asked very much embarrassed
“I can’t tell you” he said
“Please Min, I need to see him now” I begged with tears falling in my cheeks.
“You love him?” This time Min was calm
“Yes, I do. I need to see him now or I’ll go crazy” I begged again
“I will, but not now. Give him time” he said. I think Min’s right, he needs time and I need time too, to
think of all the things I need to change so when I meet Hyuk again I can make him happy.
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A/n
I 've realized it didn't go as planned
I was planning to end this story on chapter 25..
And now I'm working on chap.32....
I know that the new chapters are boring you... sorry
I was planning to end this soon but I was also planning to do sequel but not about KyuMin
like the hiddn chapters of KangTeuk, HanChul, YeWook and EunHae,
but I think it will be much... what do think?
Comments and Suggestions about the ending is very much appreciated...
I need to know what you guys think... *pouts*
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