Chp 6

Kyuhyun... It's been hard on you.

After another half hour of vocal practice and four more of dance, it was finally time for a break. That dance practice was definitely the hardest that I've ever had to go through since being at SM, not only because of the physical aftermath of the punishment, but emotionally as well. I was in the same group as one of Minhyun's good friends who had undoubtedly heard the story from Minhyun already. He kept picking up on the smallest mistakes that I made in terms of unwritten rules of the senior-junior relationship throughout all of dance practice. I couldn't even ask to go over a section that I wasn't doing well with in fear that I might somehow get in trouble again - I was sure that my hips wouldn't be able to take another punishment any time soon. As we were all leaving for lunch, the senior gave me a pointed look and said, "Why aren't you sweeping the floors? It's your job to do as a junior."

"I'll do it," I said although I really wanted to protest. I chewed my bottom lip and walked to the cleaning closet in the room to retrieve a broom. I start sweeping.

"Don't forget to wash the mirrors, too," he said before leaving.

"Sure," I said without looking up. I wondered if I would even have time for lunch before it was time for my next practice. The senior then left with a smirk.

I was sweeping the floors for maybe two minutes when the door opened. I looked up to see who was coming in, and to my pleasant surprise, it was Jonghyun. For the first time, he bowed 90-degrees to me from his waist. I returned it with a small bow of the head.

"Sunbaenim, what are you doing?" he asked.

"Uh, just cleaning," I said, a bit embarrassed. This was the second time today that Jonghyun had to see me in such a state.

"Let me do that," he said. I smiled.

"I can do it, but thanks for the thought. You go on your lunch break," I said.

"No, it's okay. I'll do that," he said, taking the broom from my hand.

"Thank you," I said.

"You're welcome," he said, sweeping. In the meanwhile, I got a rag ready to start washing the mirrors. After a few minutes of working, Jonghyun finally started talking.

"Sunbaenim, why don't you drop your honorifics with me?" he offered.

"Okay," I replied in honorifics, "but that's assuming that you realize that dropping honorifics does not mean that I respect you any less."

Jonghyun smiled and nodded. "I know."

"You can drop it too, if you like," I said, still in honorifics.

"No, that wouldn't be right. Plus, it's good practice for me," he said, looking up. I laughed.

"Okay, if you insist," I said. I put the rag to the mirrors and started washing. "So I'll stop talking in honorifics from now on," I said.

"Sure. So start," said Jonghyun, amused that I was still talking in honorifics.

"I will!" I said, still in honorifics. He laughed. "Do you want to get lunch after?" I said, finally dropping honorifics.

"Sure," he said.

I found this to be extremely awkward; I had previously never really been in a position where someone was speaking to me in honorifics and I wasn't when we were such similar ages.

There was an awkward silence as we cleaned for a little. Then Jonghyun said, "I guess I'm just not used to all this. I come from a school where none of this senior-junior thing happened."

"I know what you mean," I said. "It was similar for me, but I had a bit of experience with it in middle school."

"I mean... he's not that much older than you, right? I don't understand how that works," he said.

"But that's the industry. This environment is actually good practice for what's waiting for us once we debut," I said. Jonghyun was silent.

We worked in silence for a few minutes again, and then Jonghyun said, "I just want to say thank you for what you did for me this morning. And I'm sorry."

"You're welcome. And stop saying sorry," I said.

"I was sure I wasn't going to go out there without a punishment today," he said.

"You got one," I said, referring to the one I gave him this morning. I was still ashamed at myself for losing control.

"I didn't. I've heard about how these things work. You were supposed to give me twice what you got."

"But if I had given you twice what I got, you wouldn't be helping me clean right now."

Jonghyun looked up, and the two of us met each other's eyes through the reflection in the mirror. He smiled. "You wouldn't have to be cleaning at all right now if you had given me twice what you got."

"Stop arguing," I said. "It worked out for the better for you. Don't try to convince me otherwise."

"Sure," he said. "I think I'm basically done... sweeping, that is."

"I'm almost done too," I said. I would have time for lunch after all. After I cleaned off the last parts of the mirror, I shoved the rag back into the cleaning closet, and Jonghyun had finished sweeping.

We walked out of the building together, discussing what we wanted to eat for lunch.

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secretanimelover #1
I might actually cry. This fic has always been so special to me and I used to come back and read my fave chapters regularly. I am so grateful that you are letting us all have access to it again. Thank you so much!
ferris_wheel
#2
Chapter 151: Thank you, i always go back to this whenever i need something to read. So thank you
mykyunie #3
Chapter 150: Love it very much
kyunniebiased4life
#4
I AM SO HAPPY TO SEE THIS UP AGAIN! I had to get a web archive from this to be able to read it. Thank you so much for allowing us to revisit this amazing story of our beloved maknae. Its a little bittersweet reading about Jonghyun, but I still love this so much.
bananajun
#5
hey, thank you so much for bringing this back.
mikaella_suju #6
Wahh I didn't know you republished this again. I literally searched the whole web just so I can re read
this again. I remembered messaging someone on Twitter asking for the link for this on wayback machine (webarchive.org). I really love this, its been years since I've read this but I still remember how good this was. Thank you for writing such an amazing fic!❤
Maymayz #7
Chapter 150: Oh my god you opened it again!!!!! I'm tearing up😭😭😭
Thank you so much for your hard work💙💙
mykyunie #8
Chapter 151: I do not understand why you are not satisfied with this job. I am not a writer, I only dedicate myself to reading the works of others, and believe me I have read many, many fics. and I must tell you that this fic is wonderful.
You cannot imagine how infinitely grateful I am that you allowed us to read it again since you stated that you did not intend to republish it.
This was the first fic I had the opportunity to read here at AFF and although I have read it many times each time I have done it, I end up in a sea of ​​tears because of the emotional roller coaster that Kyu had to go through to win the love of his hyungs and also about living the accident and recovering to achieve success.
thank you very much.
Henry9599 #9
Chapter 151: hello, i was wondering if there was sequel for "kyuhyun its been hard on you" ? I really really love that story. I really hope you can consider about sequel or one shot about suju if you are avialable. Really thank you for your amazing and lovely stories
Fridel2
#10
Chapter 151: I remember being blown away by the concept and the talent you showed. I'll keep an eye out for your AO3 ~