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Kyuhyun... It's been hard on you.

Hi everyone,

 

I brought this story back because so many people were asking for it, even so many years later.

There were a lot of reasons why I had been hesitant to bring it back. It's been over 9 years since I started the story and nearly 8 years since I completed it, and, most recently, what I've mostly been feeling that this story is just too outdated in terms of characterization, does not reflect my current feelings on what has transpired, and I was just much to naive when I wrote this. But maybe, that has its own historical merit. 

I haven't reread this since I finished it, and to be honest, although I think I was happy with it when I started it, so many years later and having grown up, I'm not too proud of it. But I had fun with it when I started it, and I wrote it when I was in the depths of the worst of my depression, so I'll give myself some credit, I guess, though there is no way I'd cringe my way through reading this again.

I've since moved primarily to AO3, and I now write very, very sparsely but I think I'm more proud of my recent works. My primary fandom is (still...!) TVXQ... We're definitely a dying breed.

In any case, thank you so much for remembering this story after so many years. Enjoy.

 

Janie

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secretanimelover #1
I might actually cry. This fic has always been so special to me and I used to come back and read my fave chapters regularly. I am so grateful that you are letting us all have access to it again. Thank you so much!
ferris_wheel
#2
Chapter 151: Thank you, i always go back to this whenever i need something to read. So thank you
mykyunie #3
Chapter 150: Love it very much
kyunniebiased4life
#4
I AM SO HAPPY TO SEE THIS UP AGAIN! I had to get a web archive from this to be able to read it. Thank you so much for allowing us to revisit this amazing story of our beloved maknae. Its a little bittersweet reading about Jonghyun, but I still love this so much.
bananajun
#5
hey, thank you so much for bringing this back.
mikaella_suju #6
Wahh I didn't know you republished this again. I literally searched the whole web just so I can re read
this again. I remembered messaging someone on Twitter asking for the link for this on wayback machine (webarchive.org). I really love this, its been years since I've read this but I still remember how good this was. Thank you for writing such an amazing fic!❤
Maymayz #7
Chapter 150: Oh my god you opened it again!!!!! I'm tearing up😭😭😭
Thank you so much for your hard work💙💙
mykyunie #8
Chapter 151: I do not understand why you are not satisfied with this job. I am not a writer, I only dedicate myself to reading the works of others, and believe me I have read many, many fics. and I must tell you that this fic is wonderful.
You cannot imagine how infinitely grateful I am that you allowed us to read it again since you stated that you did not intend to republish it.
This was the first fic I had the opportunity to read here at AFF and although I have read it many times each time I have done it, I end up in a sea of ​​tears because of the emotional roller coaster that Kyu had to go through to win the love of his hyungs and also about living the accident and recovering to achieve success.
thank you very much.
Henry9599 #9
Chapter 151: hello, i was wondering if there was sequel for "kyuhyun its been hard on you" ? I really really love that story. I really hope you can consider about sequel or one shot about suju if you are avialable. Really thank you for your amazing and lovely stories
Fridel2
#10
Chapter 151: I remember being blown away by the concept and the talent you showed. I'll keep an eye out for your AO3 ~