Woohyun stirred in his sleep when he felt the sun hit his face through the curtains. He slowly opened his eyes and realized that he wasn't in his usual room that he shared with Sunggyu. He sighed and was on the verge of tears. He had to admit that he really missed his Gyu, but he knows now that Sunggyu is better off without him. Sunggyu has Eun Hee; he's a soon to be father and they love each other. Sunggyu doesn't love him and he knew that, but the feelings lingering in Woohyun's heart told him other wise. It'd be really hard to let go of Sunggyu, someone he really loved and cared about; someone he knew since forever. 

I know Sunggyu doesn't love me the way I do but why can't he at least look at me. Look at me only and just once, just once, tell me, "You're perfect Hyun and don't you forget that. I love you." I need you Gyu. Why is it when I need you the most, you're not here? Why can't you hold me in your arms and never let go? I really need you Gyu....I love you so much, it hurts me. 

At this rate, Woohyun's face was covered in tears. He sat on the bed and sobbed. He didn't hear someone come into the room. The person sat on the bed and looked at Woohyun concerned. "You okay, Hyun?" 

"K-kibum ah..." Woohyun called out the other male's name, but kept his head low. 

"Hm? What's wrong? Tell me why you're crying." Key was very worried about the older male and he wanted to know what was the cause of his tears. 

"I-I can't...I just can't.." Woohyun couldn't even form a complete sentence. 

"What do you mean 'you can't?' You can't what? Please tell me. I can't bear to see you cry like this."

"Why is it always me? Why?" Woohyun just kept crying. He didn't even know what he was saying. 

"Hyun, I really don't know what you mean."

"Kibum ah...he keeps appearing in my head. I can't forget him. I just wish that somehow, maybe somehow I can forget him, but I can't. It's hurting me." Woohyun hit his chest where his heart was and cried. Key quickly pulled the older into his embrace to calm him down. At first, Woohyun flinches at the touch, but he soon leaned into Key's warmth. It was comforting and he liked it. Tears started to soak Key's shirt, but he didn't care. All he wanted was Woohyun to be happy. 

"How about I take you out today? Lets clear your mind and enjoy, yeah?" Key suggested as he pulled away. 

"I don't have anything to wear." He looked down at his clothes, the same ones from yesterday.

"Nothing to worry about. I have tons of clothes you could borrow and wear. Follow me." Key took hold of Woohyun's hand before he could protest and led him to his room. Inside the room had an enormous double door for the walk-in closet. The two stepped in and it was huge. Woohyun couldn't help but stare in awe as there was so much clothes. They all looked stylish, beautiful,....and expensive. 

"Pick any one you like."

"But they're expensive and they're not my clothes. They're yours."

"There are no buts in my dictionary so you must choose one." Woohyun couldn't say anymore as he was to choose one since Key kept on insisting. He walked around the large closet and looked at the many styles of clothing. They were all so nice and he didn't know which to choose. After a while, he picked out an outfit from the rack. 

"This shirt and pants will do, right?" Woohyun asked as he held the clothing in front of his body to show Key.

"That's perfect. You really know style." Key commented. "That is in fact my favorite pair to wear." He smiled.

"Ah really?" Woohyun couldn't help but crack a smile. But his smile soon faded when an image of Sunggyu flashed through his head. Sunggyu was happily talking with Eun Hee. They were holding hands and laughing at what the other said.

Woohyun stared at the floor and felt the tears blurring his vision. He bit his lip to prevent himself from breaking down. Key, who noticed the latter's tears, pulled him into an embrace. 

"Shhh it's okay...I'm here so don't cry." Key slowly patted the older male's back in comforting circles. He whispered soothing words into his ears. 

"I-I m-miss him...Kibum ah what am I supposed to do?" Woohyun gripped tightly on Key's shirt. Key pulled away and looked at the other.

"Hyung, look at me." Woohyun looked up. "I don't want you to get hurt anymore. Can you please stop crying? It's hurting me to see you like this."

"I'm s-s-sorry. It's my fault that I hurt you; it's always my f-fault." Woohyun was always used to being blamed, especially by Eun Hee. I guess people really do think I'm a nuisance. Everyone thinks that no matter who they are. Why did I think that he'd be any different? I should've known that he'd blame me. He hates me; everyone does. 

"Wh-why do you hate m-me?" Woohyun's lips trembled. He didn't have the courage to look at Key in the eyes.

"What? I don't hate you, hyung. I never did."

"R-really?" Key nodded. "Y-you're l-lying...why does everyone hate me?! They all hate me!" Woohyun fell to the floor and screamed.

"I don't hate you; please believe me. I don't hate you..." But Woohyun wouldn't stop moving and kicking. 

Woohyun's eyes widened when he felt a pair of lips on his. He didn't move anymore and sat still. He soon felt his cheeks being cupped, a hand moving to the back of his neck, pulling him closer to deepen the kiss. What was happening? Woohyun didn't know. Key started to chew on his lower lip, begging for entrance, but Woohyun closed his mouth.

He finally realized what was happening and pushed Key away. He hugged himself and started shaking his head. He kept muttering words like "don't hurt me," "please stop," and "go away." Key didn't know why he kissed Woohyun. His mind was completely blank at the moment, his body moved on its own. He felt guilty at that moment. 

! I scared him. Now he thinks I'm gonna hurt him! Nice going Key. What should I do?!

"M-mianhe Woohyun ah...I didn't mean to do that. I'm sorry." He pulled him into his embrace but he started to struggle. Woohyun wanted to push Key away, scared that he might hurt him. Key kept his grip tight around the latter's neck and patted his back saying, "I'm sorry" repeatedly. 

"B-but y-y-you promised...you p-promised. You s-said I could t-trust you. Why did you lie to me? P-please don't hurt me.." Woohyun continued to cry in the other male's embrace.

"Please don't be like this Woohyun ah, it's hurting me. I can't bear to see you like this." Key rubbed Woohyun's back comfortingly. "I'm sorry, I'm extremely sorry. I shoudn't of had done that. I'm sorry." Woohyun gripped the younger male's shirt tightly and sobbed even louder.

After a half hour of crying, Key was finally able to calm Woohyun down. He told the older male to wash up in the bathroom as his face was stained with tears. Key promised to take Woohyun out somewhere nice as an apology for his previous actions. Woohyun then came out of the bathroom only wearing a towel around his waist, his body slightly wet from the shower. While hugging himself, he shyly walked over to Key who had his clothes that he picked out earlier. "Here, put these on before you catch a cold." Woohyun nodded and walked back into the bathroom with the clothes in his hands.

As he was putting his clothes on, he looked at himself in the mirror. He didn't know who the person in front of him was. What happened to the Woohyun before? What happened to the happy, cheerful Woohyun? What happened to the Woohyun that always talked a lot? Reaching up, he touched the necklace that hung on his neck; the necklace that represented Woohyun's and Sunggyu's close friendship.

Sunggyu, I'm sure you're doing fine without me. You love Eun Hee and I'll accept that. But I want you to remember that you're someone that means a lot to me and you'll be placed somewhere special in my heart, forever. If me leaving is what makes you happy, then I'll leave. I have Kibum who will take care of me, so you don't have to worry. I'm sorry for being such a burden to you all these years. I didn't know that you hated me so much. I should've known that we don't belong together and that we never will. We're not fated to be together. As long as you're happy...I'm happy. I love you Gyu.

By now, Woohyun had tears falling down his cheeks. He couldn't hold back the tears and just let it all out. He continued to think about his times with he had with Sunggyu as he put his clothes on. After about 15 minutes, he walked out if the bathroom and into the bedroom.

"I'm done changing. Where are we going now?" Woohyun faked a smile.

"Lets go out for breakfast first." Key took hold of Woohyun's wrist and pulled him out of the house. He opened the door for Woohyun to get into his car. After Woohyun got into the car, Key also sat in the car and started driving.

"What would you like to eat?" Key asked, breaking the very awkward silence. He looked over at Woohyun for a second, then paid his attention back on the road.

"Anything's fine." Woohyun sighed and continued to stare out the window. Maybe it is for the best. Starting a new life as of now...with someone who actually cares about me. I'll miss you forever Gyu.

Key parked the car in front of an upscale restaurant. He walked over to the passenger side and opened the door for Woohyun. Woohyun remembered this place very well. He and Sunggyu came here only once for dinner as it was so expensive. They came here just 3 years ago before Eun Hee came into their lives. Woohyun and Sunggyu shared a nice friendly date at this restaurant. They went to the Han River afterwards. Woohyun still remembers...it was the best day he ever had with Sunggyu.

"Isn't this place expensive?" Woohyun asked and Key chuckled.

"I'm treating you so you don't have to worry. Come on, lets go." Key led the two of them in the restaurant to be greeted by a young lady.

"Welcome to Flower Garden. Table for 2?" The lady smiled. Key nodded and the lady took them to their table. Being the gentleman he is, he pulled out the chair for Woohyun to sit in.

"You didn't have to do that." Woohyun said as the lady walked away.

"But I wanted to." He pouted and looked at the older male. This was probably the first time Woohyun has ever seen Key pout before.

"Don't do that. It doesn't suit you." Woohyun giggled.

"Fine. What are you ordering?" Woohyun looked over the menu and smiled. He knew what he wanted to order; the dish that he and Sunggyu ordered and shared together. It was too expensive that they only ordered one dish.

The lady came back with a pen and notebook. "Are you guy ready to order?"

"Yes, we'll order...."

After taking the orders Woohyun and Key had small conversations. "You've never been here before, right? Their food is the best."

"I've been here..once." Woohyun said.

"You have? When?"

"A few years ago."

"I see. Did you go with someone?"

"M-my friend..." Woohyun but his lip, holding back the tears that threatened to fall. Key notices and regrets asking.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't of had asked."

"It's okay. You didn't know...." Woohyun paused and looked down, "It's hard to forget someone when you really love them. And I just can't seem to forget the times we had together." Although Key didn't know who Woohyun was talking about, he knew that that person meant a lot to him.

"I'm sorry for asking. Lets talk about something else, hm?" Woohyun nodded and wiped off the tears at the rim of his eye. "After we eat, we're going to buy you a phone and new clothes, okay?"

"B-but I don't need those."

"I'm not letting you borrow my clothes forever. And how am I supposed to contact you if you don't have a phone?." Key chuckled at Woohyun's flustered face. "I'm buying them even if you say no." Woohyun had no choice but to agree with him.

(3 months later)

"Kibummie, what should I cook for dinner?" Woohyun asked Key who was currently sitting on the couch watching TV.

"I feel like eating something simple today, how about instant noodles?"

"Arrasso, I'll cook and we'll share."

Woohyun and Key had become a couple after Key confessed to the older male, saying it was love at first sight. Woohyun hesitated at first because he still loved Sunggyu, but it was only one-sided. After a few days, he accepted Key's confession. Key was the only one who cared and loved him.

"Kibummie the noddles are ready."

"Arrasso." Key got up from the couch and walked over to the dining table where Woohyun was already seated. Since Woohyun was still scared of people touching him, he kissed Key on the cheek instead.

"Say ahhhh~" Woohyun held the chopsticks in front of Key's mouth and the latter opened his mouth to be fed.

"Mmmm~ my Woobaby makes the best ramyun." The two of them laughed and continued their dinner.

An hour later, Woohyun wanted to go out for some fresh air, so he told Key and left. He walked down the familiar streets he knew so well and stopped in front of a cafe. He pushed the doors open and walked in. 

"Annyeonghassaeyo! Welcome to the-" The person at the cashier paused and stared at Woohyun. "Y-y-y-you...." Woohyun stopped in front of the stuttering man. "W-woohyun...is t-that you?"

"Eo, it's me. How've you been Myungsoo ah?" Myungsoo just continued to stare at him.

"Soo-Soo, it's time to close up~" A voice sang from the back. The person came closer to Myungsoo and stopped in his tracks. "Woohyun?"

"Annyeong Sungyeol." Woohyun did a small wave at the said man.

"Who are you guys talking-" Sungjong looked shocked at Woohyun. "Woohyun hyung! Where were you?! We were all so worried!!" He ran over to Woohyun but didn't hug him because he knew that he couldn't.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to worry you guys." The four of them walked over to a table and sat down.

"Do you know how much time we've spent looking for you, especially Sunggyu? He was worried sick about you. He skipped all his classes just to look for you for these past 3 months. He comes here crying because he doesn't know if you're okay, or if you're hurt, if you've eaten, or if you're living a healthy life. He was scared to death. He regrets what he said the day you left. He didn't know what had gotten into him. He wanted to apologize to you but you were gone. No matter how much he looked for you, he couldn't find you." After hearing all this from Myungsoo, Woohyun was on the verge of tears. 

"I need to tell Sunggyu that Woohyun hyung is here!" Sungjong was about to take out his phone, but was stopped by Woohyun.

"Don't, please. I think it's better if Sunggyu doesn't find me."

"What? What are you talking about?" Myungsoo raised a brow.

"He doesn't need me anymore, he has Eun Hee." 

"Woohyun ah...why do you still think that?"

"Because it's the truth!" Woohyun raised his voice and started crying.

"He cares for you! If he didn't, then why in the world would he search all over Seoul for you?" Woohyun turned his head away, trying to not make eye contact with Myungsoo. "You still like him, am I right?" Woohyun shook his head, trying to deny the truth but Myungsoo wasn't buying it.

"You can't lie to me, I know you do. Just-" Woohyun cut him off.

"Yes, I love him. But he doesn't feel the same way about me."

"That doesn't explain why you can't let Sunggyu meet you." Sungyeol explained.

"Even if I told you the truth, you guys wouldn't believe me."

"Of course we'll believe you, just tell us." Woohyun but his lip.

"E-eun Hee..."

"What about her?" The three of them knew that Eun Hee was a horrible person because they saw how she treated Woohyun the last time; Woohyun was so miserable.

"She continues to threaten me...saying that if i don't let go of Sunggyu, she won't just let me slide. She is always making me take the blame for the things she does to herself. Hurting herself is my fault, falling down is my fault, burning herself is my fault, cutting or scratching herself is my fault; why is everything my fault? Sunggyu gets angry at me...even if I wasn't the cause of it." Woohyun's tears rolled down even more. "Sometimes, I just want him to trust me, believe in me, b-but all his trust is on Eun Hee. He thinks that everything I do is intentional and that it affects Eun Hee. H-he doesn't realize that it hurts m-me inside...I-I don't understand why l-loving someone has to be s-so painful.." By now, Woohyun's entire face was soaked I tears.

"A-are you okay, Woohyun ah?" Myungsoo asked worriedly. He didn't expect such an answer from the latter. He never knew how much pain he was going through. Woohyun didn't answer and hung his head down, sobbing. Woohyun, himself, went into Myungsoo's arms. He wrapped his arms around Myungsoo's neck tightly and let the tears fall. Myungsoo comfortingly rubbed the sobbing male's back. "It's okay...we're here for you anytime you need us, so don't cry anymore."

"M-myungsoo ah, I think I-I should g-go now." Woohyun stuttered and pulled away.

"Are you sure? Will you be okay?" Woohyun nodded. They all bid farewell to Woohyun and started to close the cafe.

"Don't you think Sunggyu was being to harsh on Woohyun?" Sungyeol asked Sungjong.

"Yeah, that's what I think. I feel bad for Woohyunnie hyung. After he told us what happened and how he felt, me myself, felt like crying."

"At least we have his number, so we can contact him or he can contact us if something is wrong." Myungsoo stated and the other two nodded.

The three turned around and were shocked to see who was at the door. "U-u-uhhhh" they stuttered.

A/N: I'm sorry for not updating in a while again >_< School started just 3 days ago and since I'm a freshman in high school, I'll be more busy. I'm sooooo sorry~ But anyway, I do hope you enjoy this chapter, it's not proofread, however. I didn't have the time. I tried extra hard on this chapter for you guys, so please read~ ♥

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