Gratitude

Living with Gangsters
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Announcement:

Some of you may be confused with the previous chapter, like my friend. She was one of the first few who read it, and she asked me to explain the whole chapter to her in detail. I did, but then I realize some of my readers could be confused like her too. So here is an explanation for you guys!

Daehyun had his suspicions about the mission from the start, and he only told this to Youngjae. Youngjae supported him like any person would support their best friend. When Yongguk removed Daehyun's bullets from his gun, Youngjae did see his unforgivable act.

Hence he met up with Daehyun during the mission to switch guns with him. By doing his, Youngjae sacrificed his own safety for Daehyun. Youngjae told Daehyun to make 'wise decisions'. By that he meant going against Yongguk and stopping his actions.

Yongguk wasn't heartless. He cared for s more than anyone else. He was already affected negatively when he realised s were all dead, but he managed to it up, acting like it did not affect him.

Yongguk trusted s fully, but that was also the reason why he went berserk and shot Daehyun. His trust was betrayed, and his emotions wavered even more when he realised Youngjae had also betrayed him. He killed Daehyun not because he hated him, it was because he was taking out his anger on him.

At the end, Sunggyu managed to expose Yongguk's true, genuine self. It made Yongguk realise that all along, the members were more important to him than his revenge, when it should be the other way round.

Overcoming his self-denial, Yongguk eventually made a choice where he managed to maintain his pride as the leader of B.A.P. 

After all, B.A.P was Yongguk's pride and joy.

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Changjo's eyes fluttered open. The plain, white ceiling greeted him.

Alert, he shot up in sitting position. His head pulsated immediately and Chango hissed in pain, applying light pressure to his temples. Touching the bandage wrapped around his head, he frowned and looked around at his unfamilar surroundings.

The bustling movements of the nurses. The flowers nestled nicely in the vase on the drawer beside his bed.

Changjo was in disbelief. That last thing he remembered was him fainting while being carried on C.A.P's back. He thought back to the mission immediately and got out of his bed. 

"C.A.P?"  He muttered. His feet landed on the cold ground as he weakly made his way towards the door. He looked out and all he saw was stranger's faces. "Ricky? Niel? L.joe?" He was distraught and wandered along the hallways aimlessly.

Nurses flashed him worried looks as he ambled around like a lost child. Changjo sought comfort, he was badly scarred by the incident earlier and he wanted to see familar faces, to see Teen Top again. But all he got was strange looks from people.

Changjo walked on. "Heeyoung?"

He glanced into random rooms, hoping to spot someone he knew. A particular room caught his eye and Changjo frantically made his way towards it. He peeked through the blinds and saw y

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BaconerSehunnie
#1
Chapter 36: IM CRYING ABBJSJS (╯‵□′)╯︵┴─┴ ohhh i think its fair for her to ended up with ljoe bc just like she said bfr..without him there wouldn't be her now . But still daehyun and myungsoo (╥﹏╥) it isn't helping at all when the 3 of them are all my bias in their group (ಥ_ಥ) it was hard for me to choose one side ..it was like 'wait if i choose him for her then the other 2 will hurt??!!??' i lowkey hoping that the girl die so non of the 3 boys will hurts lmao im bad i know but i can't help okay?? i don't want to see any of them hurts ㄟ( ̄▽ ̄ㄟ)
BaconerSehunnie
#2
Chapter 32: how can someone be this dramatic when they're on their deathbed? omg youngjae...smh
BaconerSehunnie
#3
Chapter 31: This story is getting depressing (ಥ_ಥ) more people died every chapters and i feel like giving up to read the next chapter bc im pretty sure it will take me few days to get over the fact that everyone is either dying or died in this story (〒︿〒) *cryinginthecornerofmybedroom*
BaconerSehunnie
#4
Chapter 18: Yeah myungsoo i agree with you ಠ_ಠ it feels horrible when you interact with the people you like ughhh i hate the feeling so much hdhdhd
ChoiHyemin
#5
Chapter 36: I was cried a lot when Chunji, woohyun and seungyol were died. Alao Daehyun sacrify is sooo....*can't utter word* i happy that Heeyoung and Ljie finally married. I hope myungsoo can move on soon
sarangstories #6
Chapter 36: I cried at dawn reading this story! It's well written I didn expect this ending either. Daebak authornim! ♡ UPVOTE!
normalgirl #7
Chapter 36: *sob sob sob* * blowing my nose * I finally finshid the story!!! I feel regret not reading it before... Its really an amazing story... Its funny, cute, sad, and a happy and MINI sad ending.. And the three guys are my bais!!!!!! Thats y I totally loved this story <33333
Qilakyeopta
#8
Chapter 36: best story,,,
but why all my bias die???
this story make me cried,,
however i love this story,,
Fighting author-nim!!!! :)
Jaesoon94 #9
Chapter 36: It was so fuc*ing good ! I cried, why daehyun died TT !! Thank you for this story ! I'm looking for others stories from you ;D
xxishnaa #10
Chapter 36: Good story.. I feel like crying