I've spent a lot of time searching for a...well let me start this off by saying that I'm a masochist in bed. I like my rough, really rough, I like the hardcore stuff that most people don't. I get off on the pain so acts of choking, slapping, hitting, being pushed around, being controlled  is all pleasure to me. Am I strange for liking this sort of stuff? I don't think so at all, I just find it hard to find someone willing to do all of that to someone, not many like choking people, hitting them, and what not so finding a man that would do all of that, a sadist man has been quite a journey. I've found him though!! I've gone through quite a few guys but the current guy I'm with is everything I could have hoped for, he doesn't have problem with me being a masochist and he doesn't mind being sadist. Here I am in school with bruises on my wrists, my cheek, my legs and apparent hickeys here and there. It's not the first time but everyone thinks I'm with some bad man, that I'm in a bad relationship, that my boyfriend beats me up physically thus my bruises. Even though I tell them that's not the case many of them don't believe me, they just think I'm in denial or that I'm too scared to admit to the beatings. Why they don't believe, well most of that is due to my boyfriend being Daehyun of B.A.P, the top group of ruffians at my school. B.A.P consists of 6 guys who are feared, stayed cleared of and not a group of guys that anyone wants to get on the bad side of. Due to Daehyun