Longing
Loving You In a Hardest Ways
Tiffany POV
It's been 3 days since the last i saw Yuri. I went back to Seoul but Yuri wasn't here. Seohyun said that Yuri went to her house, she said that Yuri's mother was sick, so she had to visit.
I want to make it clear. Yuri must be upset. I broke her heart in front of my father. Seeing her eyes at that time, it was full of sadness.
*Flashback*
It was the day after Mr.Hwang knew about Yuri and his daughter.
"Stephanie, can i come in?" Mr.Hwang knocked Tiffany's room door
"yes dad.."
Mr.Hwang walked in and sat beside his daughter on her bed. He hugged her and patted her head gently.
"do you really love her, Tiff?"
"dad-"
"it's okay, just tell me the truth. I know that you two are in love.." Mr.Hwang cut her off
"i've thought about it, Tiffany. And if she can really makes you happy, i'll let you to be with her.." Mr.Hwang broke the hug
"Dad..."
"you're my little baby girl, Stephanie Hwang. And you'll always be. I want you to be happy with your own decisions. So, everything that makes you happy, i'll let you take them.." Mr.Hwang smiled
"Daddy, i'm sorry.." Tiffany burst into tears
"no need to apologize, my baby girl.." Mr.Hwang wiped her tears and hugged the latter
"i love you, Dad. Thanks for letting me find my happiness.."
"i love you too, Stephie.."
I wish i could see her soon.
I've missed her already..
Yuri POV
Hyoyeon sent me a message, she told me that Tiffany was back. And she asked her about me.
I can't think straight
My heart is longing
But my brain, it seemed not allowed me.
I want to hear her voice, see her smile, see her angelic face, feel her scent, hug her and kiss her.
"Yuri, Umma is okay now, really. You can go back to your dorm.."
"you sure?"
"totally sure.." Umma smiled
"but, i still want to be here with you, Umma.." i leaned closer to her
"aigoo, Yuri. You've missed your schedules, right? Your manager will be angry with you later.." Umma caressed my head softly
"i don't care.."
"don't be like this. What's bothering you anyway? I know, you want to stay here a little longer is not only you want to be with me, but there's something bothering you that makes you want to stay here and don't want to go back to your dorm.."
"what happen, dear? Mind if you tell me?" Umma looked at me
Should i tell her the truth?
But if i tell her, will she accept it?
"Yuri, you okay?"
"uhm, oh, i'm okay, Umma.."
"uhm, Umma-ah, is it wrong if we're in love with someone who has the same gender with us? I mean as a lover.."
"what? Why do you ask?"
"i just want to know your opinion, Umma.."
My mother let a long sighed before she spoke.
"i can't decide it yet. Maybe it's wrong, because in our religion there's no rule to love someone who has the same gender with us. But maybe it's right, because love doesn't know about gender. Love comes from your heart, not from your brain.." my mother said softly
"so, who's the girl you've been in love with?" she added
"what?" i raised my eyebrow
"just tell me the truth. I won't get mad.." she smiled
I took a deep breath "Tiffany. The person who filled my heart is Tiffany, umma.."
"you mean, Tiffany Hwang, your own member?"
"y-yeah.."
"that's good. She's a good girl anyway.." she smiled
"you're not mad?"
"i'm not. Everything that makes you happy, i'll support.." she squeeze my hand
"thank you, Umma. Thank you.." i hugged her
"anything, dear.."
"but, what about Appa?" i broke the hug
"don't worry, he'll understand. I'll talk to him later.."
Tiffany POV
It's already late and tomorrow i have a photoshoot to do. I was about to sleep when suddenly i heard Sooyoung shouted Yuri's name. It made me rushed towards them.
I exited my room and stopped in my track when i saw Yuri. Mix emotions built in my heart. I want to come closer but i'm afraid.
"Yuri!! You're back? How's your mother?" Sooyoung put her hand on Yuri's shoulder
"she's okay now.." Yuri smiled
Yuri glanced at me, but she quickly threw her gaze to Sooyoung.
"i'm tired, Soo. Mind if i go sleep now?"
"you can sleep now.." Sooyoung smiled
I miss you, Tiffany. I miss you so much. When i see you standing there, i want to run towards you, hug you tightly and kiss you. -Yul
I miss you, Yuri. Really. I want to make it clear soon. I'm sorry. -Tiff
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