I Miss You
Loving You In a Hardest Ways
Tiffany POV
I wake up in the morning, and realize that i'm on YoonYul's bed. I layed beside Yoona.
Oh wait, beside Yoona?
I slept beside Yoona, i know it. But not in this position.
Who's layed me here and fix my position?
I thought but didn't find the reason. I finally decided to went to my room, and prepare myself for a photoshoot today.
I saw Yuri slept on the couch quietly, when i'm passing the living room. I stepped closer to her, and leaned my face closer to hers, as i heard the sound of her breath.
Now i know who's fix my sleep-position. That's Yuri, yeah it must be her.
She lept here while i slept on her bed, and used her blanket.
"thanks, Yuri.." i kissed Yuri's forehead gently and headed to my room
Today is not as good as what i think. I'm kinda annoyed by the view of Yuri and Hara who were chatting happily, in a break time.
I don't know why i feel this way.
"yah, Fany-ah, what are you doing here?" Hyoyeon tapped my back
"aah, nothing.."
"hmm.. you're stalking Yuri and Hara, aren't you?" she crossed her arms and smirked
"what?? Of course not! Why should i?"
"don't lie to me. Jealous, huh?" she leaned closer
"aiish, what are you talking about?"
"you know exactly what i mean, Fany.." Hyoyeon laughed and left me
What? Jealous?
Am i jealous?
***
Finally the photoshoot end. I wanna out of here now.
"unnie, see you next time.."
I turned my head to look at who's talking. I saw Hara encircled her hand with Yuri's.
What the hell!!
Please, get away from my Yuri!!
Wait, did i say 'my Yuri' ??
Oh God, what's wrong with me?
"see you" Yuri smiled to Hara
"you're cool, unnie. I like you.." Hara said while blushing, and Yuri chuckled
"bye"
"bye, Yuri unnie.." Hara hugged Yuri for a second
"Yuri-ah, hurry up!" Sunny said loudly
"wait!" Yuri ran towards us
"she's cute enough, Yul. Are you dating her?" Sooyoung nudged Yuri
"no, i'm not.." Yuri let a small laughed
"aissh, stop talking. Let's go home.." i said in irritated tone and left them
"yah, what's wrong with her?" Yuri said puzzled
I was about to exited my room, when suddenly Yoona came in.
"Yoona?" i smiled
"can we talk?" Yoona said nervously while rubbing the back of her neck
"sure.."
There's a long pause before Yoona finally speak.
"uhm, unnie.. I think.. Uhm.. We can't continue this.." she turned her head to the side, avoiding my gaze
"what do you mean? I don't get it. What are you talking about?"
I have to do this. You can do it, Yoong. It's the right thing you must do. -Yoong
"uhm.. I'm in love with Seohyun, unnie. And i think i can't go with you like we always did. I'm sorry, but if we still, Seohyun will think that i'm not serious with her.." she looked down
"why didn't you tell me earlier?" i felt my tears flowing in my cheeks
She hugged me tightly when she noticed that i'm crying.
"i'm sorry unnie. I'm sorry. I don't mean to hurt you.."
She let me cried in her arms for few minutes, and then pulled me from the hug.
"You deserve better, unnie.." she looked me in the eyes
"Yuri unnie, she loves you so much.."
"what?" i looked up
"yeah, she loves you, unnie. You have to know that.." she said in serious tone
"how could it be possible? How do you know?" i shed my tears with the back of my palm
*Flashback*
"i love you, Tiffany. Don't you know that?"
The time when Yuri said that she loves Tiffany yesterday night. Actually, Yoona was already wake. She's not drunk, the alcohol effect in her has disappear. And she could hear Yuri's word clearly.
She just pretend to be sleep, and keep her eyes shut.
Yuri unnie, why never you tell me that you love her? Why did you let me to get closer to her? Why did you act that you okay, when actually you're not? I'm such a bad friend because i didn't notice it. -Yoong
"i know everything.." she smirked
"She didn't tell me, i notice it by myself. But trust me, it's true. She really loves you, unnie.." she squeeze my shoulder and then left me
I layed on my bed and thought about what was just Yoona said to me. Not about she loves Seohyun, but about Yuri.
Yuri loves me? Is it possible?
I closed my eyes and slowly fell asleep.
***
In the middle of the night i woke up, because a nightmare. I'm scared, and without hesitation i walked to Yuri's room and woke her up.
"Yuri... Yuri.. Wake up, please.." i tapped her arms repeatedly
"aah Fany-ah, what's wrong?" she finally woke up
"i was just had a nightmare, i'm scared. I don't want to sleep alone.." i pouted
"okay, you can sleep here, and i'll sleep outside.." she said huskyly and stood up
"wait.." i grabbed her hand who was about to left me
"what?" she turned to face me
"i don't want to sleep here. Sleep with me in my room, Yul. Pleaseee.." i pleaded
"aissh, okay.." she pulled my hand as we headed to my room
I layed on my bed, and Yuri layed beside me.
"hug me, please, Yuri.." i leaned closer to her
She didn't anwer me, she only nodded and pulled me to her embrace. I buried my face into her chest as she tighten her arms around me.
You always make me feel comfortable, Yuri. I feel so secure whenever around you. -Tiff
When i almost fell asleep, i feel Yuri was sobbing. Her chest raise and fall, unstable. Even though i couldn't see her face, but i know that she's crying.
"what happen, Yul? Why are you crying?"
"i'm not crying.." she said painstakingly
"don't lie, i know you're crying.." i pulled myself from her to face her. But she closed her eyes, not wanting to open it when she knew i was looking at her.
"what happen?" i cupped her cheeks, and she slowly opened her eyes
"it's just a dust in my eyes. I'm not crying.." she smiled weakly
"let's sleep, or you'll be late tomorrow.." she pulled me back to her arms
"it's okay if you don't want to tell me, but you should know that you can tell me anything. I'll listen.." i said before i closed my eyes
"thanks, Tiff. But i'm okay now, trust me. I'm just.. a little bit tired" she caressed my hair softly
"okay.."
I could not possibly say that i cry because i just missed this moment, right? I've missed you, Tiffany. That's why i'm crying. It's been a long time since our last hug. I miss you. -Yul
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