Our First Kiss
Loving You In a Hardest Ways
Day by day passed, Tiffany and Yuri was getting closer again like before.
Tiffany POV
Yoona and Seohyun are officially dating. I'm happy for them, really. I didn't feel annoyed, i don't know why.
Oh wait, i guess it's because of Yuri.
Yeah, Kwon Yuri, you successfully caught my attention this past few days. I feel so happy whenever i'm with you, i like being with you.
Yeah, i finally admit it.
I admit that i like her, i like my own bestfriend.
Is she feels the way i feel?
Ugh, i feel my head would explode if keep thinking about it. I couldn't find the answer.
"yah, Tiffany, are you okay? You seem spacing out"
Oh My God, i don't even notice that she's already here. Standing in front of me.
"aah, Yuri-ah, i'm okay don't worry.." i smiled
"here, eat this first before you go, okay?" Yuri handed me plate with a food on it.
"you made this?" i took the plate from her
She nodded and sat opposite "you don't like it?"
"anniya, it's not like that. I'm just asking, you know. It doesn't mean i don't like it" i pouted
"aigoo, why are you so cute, Fany-ah?" she chuckled, and i blushed because of it
"where's the others?" i asked while chewing the food
"still in a deep sleep.." she said simply
"aah arasso, they don't have a schedule this morning, right?" i said but not looking at her
"yup, they'll start in 10am"
"you too, right?" i looked at her, and she nodded
"so, why did you wake early?" i asked again
"i don't know, i just want to. Uhm, i want to cook you breakfast. You didn't eat breakfast everytime you have a morning schedule. I don't want you to get sick, Fany.." she pinched my cheek playfully
"yah!" i hit her hand and she laughed
I could feel that my cheeks were already red like a tomato. I feel my cheeks are burning.
Damn, Yuri, what are you doing to me?
Yuri POV
I was about to left the dorm when i saw Jessica slipped with her step. I rushed towards her and caught her.
"got you!" i said when she fell into my arms
She slowly got her balance back, and stood normally.
"you okay?"
"yeah, thanks" she said nervously
"watch your step"
"uh, yeah, thanks.." she smiled
"uhm, wait.." i grasped her wrist when she started to walk
"what?" she turned around
"here, let me fix it.." i stepped closer and fix her hair
"it's kinda messy.." i giggled while fixing her fringe
"okay, i'm done.." i smiled at her
She remained silent, she froze at her place. I leaned closer, i looked deeply into her eyes, and so does she.
I leaned closer and closer. Now, i'm looking into her lips, her soft lips.
Oh God, how i miss this lips!
I want to kiss her, now.
But wait, it's not right. I'm not supposed to do this.
When our lips almost touch, Jessica pushed me away.
"i can't.. I can't do this.." she hung her head low
"i.. I'm sorry.. I didn't mean-"
"it's like i'm cheating on Taeyeon.." she cut me off
"cheating on Taeyeon?" i smirked
"you feel guilty? Do you?" i added
"....."
"did you feel the same when you cheated on me?" i clenched my fist
"i.. i.." Jessica looked up
"did you?" i tried to control my emotion
"Yuri, i.. i.."
"i guess the answer is no. Yeah, of course not. You didn't even love me, did you?" i smirked
"Yuri..."
"it's okay i understand.." i tried to hold my tears
"if you didn't love me, why did you accept me to be your girlfriend? You could reject me if you want. And i'm okay with it.." my voice trembling
"i didn't force you to accept me, Jessica.." with that i lef her, because my tears escaped from my eyes slowly, and i didn't want to cry in front of her
Tiffany POV
It's already late, and finally i reached home. What a tired day!
I entered the dorm quickly, and headed to my room. But i stopped when i passed Yuri's room. I heard Yuri talked to someone, i peeked inside and there's Hyoyeon. Yuri talked with Hyoyeon.
I wanted to continue my step, but suddenly i heard they mentioned my name.
"So, Yuri-ah, how about your feeling to her?" Hyoyeon sat on the bed
"what?"
"i mean Tiffany. How about her? Have you confessed her?"
"not yet.." Yuri said simply
"why? Don't you love her?"
"i do. But, i just don't know where to start, and when is the right time" Yuri rubbed the back of her neck
Yuri loves me?
So, what Yoona said to me was right?
"how much do you love her, Yul?" Hyoyeon continued
"it couldn't be described. I love her so much. I want to protect her, although it'll cause me a trouble, or put me in a danger, but i willing to do anything for her.." Yuri said in unreadable expression
"go get her!" Hyoyeon nudged Yuri
"it's not that easy.." Yuri scratched her head
"you deserve her, and she deserves you. You deserve someone better than Jessica, and the person is Tiffany. And Tiffany deserve someone better than Taeyeon, and the person is you, Yuri.." Hyoyeon patted Yuri's shoulder
"you sincerely love her. And she needs someone who truly loves her, and you do.." Hyoyeon added
Hyoyeon then walked to the entrance without i noticed it. She noticed my presence, before i could go from my place.
"Tiffany? What are you doing?" Hyoyeon asked in confussion and Yuri quickly turned her head to me
"uhm, nothing.." i said nervously
Holly , i'm dead!
"how long have you standing here?"
"long enough.." i turned my head to the side
"you hearing our conversation?" Hyoyeon raised her eyebrow
"uhm, i'm sorry.."
"that's good.." Hyoyeon smiled widely
"okay, Yul. She's already know. And it's your turn to make it clear. Good luck!" Hyoyeon said to Yuri and then left us alone
"so, is it true, Yul?" i stepped closer
"uhm, yeah.." she avoided my gaze
"i'm sorry if it's bothering you, i don't mean-"
"why didn't you tell me earlier?" i cut her off
"w-what?" she puzzled
"i feel the same, i feel the way you feel, Yuri.." i leaned closer
"what? I must be dreaming now" she said in disbelief
"you're not dreaming, my pabo Yuri.." i chuckled and she blushed
Aww, how cute!
"can you assure me that i'm not dreaming?" Yuri said cutely
"sure.."
I leaned closer to her face, and slowly closed my eyes. Then, i kissed her lips gently. It's so soft.
Yuri seemed shocked at first, but she returned my kiss in the end.
We broke the kiss after a minute, and staring each other's eyes.
"you right, i'm not dreaming. But still, i feel like i'm dreaming, because how can i kiss an angle?" she rest her forehead in mine, and i chuckled
"can we do it again?" she asked carefully
I laughed but i gave in, i kissed her again. But more passionate at this time.
I love our first kiss..
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