hopes and pity

my tears...

Im sorry for my bad english, i haven't proffreaded yet.!!!!enjoy this chapter

JAEJOONG'S POV:

I saw that frog guy minho walk away with the girl. soon Key and the others left too. Yunho took me towards a bench and i sat down "i'll buy some hot chocolate, wait a minute ok?" i nodded and waited, but after a while he still didn't came back, so i went to find him.

i heart stopped when i found him flirting with a girl, ' wasn't buying hot chocolate what is he doing there with a gil?' i thought, but then something came into my mind,' he was done with me. earlier... he was just nice to me, maybe that last kiss was our last. he took me to the bench and made an excuse to leave me. ' i thought,

then the girl wrapped her arms around yunho's neck and their heads moved closer. i looked away, 'it's alright... we were done anyway, this...this has nothing to do with me anymore' i thought and turned away.

' well, it doesn't hurt as much as before' i thought and walked away,  my cheeks became wet and i realised that i was crying. i whipped them away, but they kept comming, i started sobbing and crying loud.

suddenly a pair of arms wrapped around my body and a chin rested on my shoulder, i knew who it was, but i didn't want to believe it was him, it would hurt me even more, 'i knew i said that he couldn't get annoyed, hate or be angry at me ever again, but i never said that he couldn't break up with me. maybe he wanted to do it properly' i thought, i pulled myself out his embrace and turned to face him.

 

"Let's stop this Yunho, i saw you with your girlfriend. why did you follow me earlier, YOU MADE MY HOPES COME UP FOR NOTHING" i ended with yelling before running away, i ran a few meters, i stopped and turned around to look if yunho was running after me, he wasn't. i chuckled

'i ran for nothing, he didn't follow me. it was over, he went back to his girlfriend, goodbye... yunho-ssi' i thought i turned around to walk further but i bumped into something or someone. "aww... mianhamnida" i said and then i looked up, my eyes widen, my mouth dropped open

"w-why are you here?" i asked, the guy in front of me just smiled and hugged me, i tried to escape, but he wouldn't let me. then he captured my face and leaned in, his lips almost touched mine. "you can't escape from me" the guy said.

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NO ONE'S POV:

'he date me , but i guess it was out of pity, cause we never kissed or holded hands before.' sungjong thought as he and MyungSoo sat next to each other on a bench, we were eating some ice cream. sungjong wanted to try feeding MyungSoo, because most regulare couples also do that,

he brought his ice cream in front of MyungSoo's face and said "myungie, would you like to taste mine ice cream" he asked cutely, but myungsoo pushed sungjong's hand away and said angry "get that thing away from me, i dont want to tast your saliva" ,

 (A/N: these are so yummy, you should try it, i like the banana taste the most, li think Taemin will like the banana ice cream too.)

but then a random girl sat on the other side of myungsoo and said the same thing as me, but he didn't shove her hand away, he took a bite of her icecream and liked his lips.' i guess you went out with me because you pitied me.' sungjong thought and smiled sadly at myungsoo's back,

he took out a pen and paper. he wroted something down, before heading away quietly. 'he's better of with a girl, that he loves, instead of being with a person like me who he pities.' sungjong thought before walking towards his house, he made a deal with his parents that he could stay in Korea because he dating someone, but soon as they break up, he need to leave korea and go to Japan.

^^^^^^^^^^^^^~sungjong's note~^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

Dear myungsoo,

soon as you realise that im not sitting next to you anymore,

i left. i dont want you to be with someone who you pities.

be with the one you love, like that girl on your right. i made

a deal with my parents that soon as we break up i need

to leave you and Korea. i know you only went out with me

because you pitied me, or because i annoyed you, but

anyway thanks pretending that you loved me and

really date me, but now all i will say is

sarnaghae, goodbye myungsoo. be happy ok!(^-^)

vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv

 

Sungjong sighed, 'maybe my parents were right, they told me that i shouldn't get my hopes up for myungsoo, maybe they already sensed that myungsoo didn't loved me, like i love him... no he never loved me.' he thought, he opened the door of his apartment and opened his suitecase, ready to fill it up with all his stuff, memories and tears.

' i know it's stupid to had hope that someone would really love you and really would date you, when you never held hands before or kissed. it was stupid not to see that before, to see it when your hopes are so high.' sungjong thought. a single tear dropped, a sigh was heard and  a sadly smile appeared.

i called a taxi to take me to the airport, ready to leave. i was lucky that i still had some money to buy a last-minute ticket to japan. i paid the driver and walked towards the check-in desk. i got the ticket and the plane would leave in two hours. i was bored and lonely, i looked out the window and saw people hugging each other some kissed each other. 'that will never happen between myungsoo and me' sungjong thought. i was about to stand up, when suddenly a woman's voice was heard in the intercom

"ATTENTION, DEAR TRAVELERS, SECURITY, FLIGHT ATTENDANTS, A MALE MYUNGSOO-SSI IS SEARCHING FOR HIS LOVER LEE SUNGJONG, HE IS HOT???(what the hell, is that for a description, the woman thought but went on) HE'S 19 YEARS OLD, HAS BLACK HAIR, HAS A 24-INCH S-LINE!!!!

(THE WOMAN BECAME JEALOUS, '24-INCH, I HAVE 32!!!)SUNGJONG, PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME, I KNOW WE HAVEN'T HOLDING HANDS YET, WE HAVEN'T KISSED YET, BUT YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME, THINKING THAT I DATE YOU OUT OF PITY, JUST DONT DO THIS TO ME, I...I REALLY LOVE YOU PLEASE MEET ME BY THE INFORMATION DESK."

Sungjong stood there as a statue, he began to blush more and more, a confession heard by everyone, he stood up and walked towards the information desk. he was happy, but his happiness had been crushed down in a second when he arrived there. Myungsoo was laughing and hugging some girls.

"i'm lee sungjong" a girl said, and myungsoo laughed. 'it was fake, he just wanted some attention, he never really went to search for me.'  sungjong thought and walked back. " it was fun girls, but now i'm waiting for my real lover," myungsoo said and quickly looked around "i  hope he didn't saw this our else he would misunderstand it" myungsoo thought.

it was almost time for sungjong to get ready to step inside his plane, away from Myungsoo.

myungsoo stood ther for a while and his hopes dropped.  'maybe sungjong doesn't want me anymore...' he thought but he still waited.

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So so so....

what  trouble... misunderstanding, pity, a new guy??? ice cream. so much girls. so much tears.

but how was it.  i know its a bad chapter.

i'll update my stories more, soon as this week ended. i still need to make 3 exams and i think i already failed 2/8 so i need to study.

anyway thanks for reading, if you subscribe, thanks for subscribing, thanks for your comment, if you comment and if you want vote.(vote if you liked it, hate it or if you want me to delete it)

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Soneforever2
#1
Chapter 21: I am so happy that you are continuing your old stories. Jongkey needs more appreciation.
Also am rooting for other couples!
Hope you update soon!
gwiboonivy
#2
Chapter 2: Oh my god the story just started and it's already hitting hard...i like strong themes+ omg it seems like you've picked up on an older fic!! Im glad you did♡ ill read this right away eheh
AdrianaInspirit
#3
Chapter 11: Aww. Myung you troll!! XD I thought he was lying all this time. Thanks for this happy Myungjong ending :) Merry Christmas
AdrianaInspirit
#4
Chapter 7: Omg!!! I loved it!! My baby Jongie :(
OtakuPanda
#5
Chapter 17: Wooo This is getting exciting ^^.
fan1901
#6
Hahaha thanks for subscribing to my stories. Ill try updating soon i think ...maybe.... or not xD
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Chapter 16: Lazy bum author-nim when will you updating? Tsk..
You doesnt want me to die in curiousity,right? Then update...update!!
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Chapter 14: ??????????? I love the story but do I know you ?