-I didn’t need your help- I told him

 

 

 

-Hey, what did I say about the fighting? – He whispered on my ear. I just tried to control my heart beating and my breathing. He turned me around and pressed our bodies together. I looked him in the eye, action that later I regretted because his deep brown eyes hypnotized me. His face started to get closer, out breathing mingled and I felt how his minty breath caressed my lips… until our lips finally made contact. It was incredible the way his soft lips made me feel. It was impossible not kissing him back… his lips kissed mine powerfully… While he wrapped his arms around my waist, I unconsciously wrapped mine around his neck. I played with his hair without letting go the glass in my hand. Kyuhyun’s body pressed mine against the table, but I couldn’t feel any pain at all, just ecstasy. Without any warning, he took his tongue inside my mouth tasting every spot in it. Our bodies matched perfectly, like 2 puzzle pieces. Our chests expanded and contracted at the rhythm of our now hard breathings. Without letting go my lips, he started playing with my shirt’s border, but when I felt his cold hand in my back’s skin, I woke up from the hypnosis and let go the glass in my hand. It crashed hard on the floor making a lot of noise. Kyuhyun turned his head scared for looking what had happened, but he just saw the now shattered glass. He turned around for facing me and he tried to kiss me again but I pushed him away. He looked at me confused at my sudden reaction.

 

 

 

 

 

 

-I… I… I… -I tried to speak but the words wouldn’t leave my throat, so I just run away –well maybe not literally ‘run; but I got the hell out of there.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-What did you do! – One voice in my head screamed when I entered my room.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-You barely know him and you already kissed him! - I threw myself on my bed while that voice kept screaming at me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-But! Is just that… God his lips! His eyes! – I defended myself with such bad arguments.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-Is not worth it! – The voice said.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-Oh no, I’m already driving crazy… - I whispered because now there were a lot of voices inside my head screaming at me.

 

 

I just couldn’t stop thinking about that… one part of me regretted it since I showed my weak side with the kiss… but the other part of me didn’t regret it at all…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I woke up earlier than usual. I didn’t want to see Kyuhyun, so I just took a quick shower and got dressed. It was 30 minutes before school, so I just called Sungmin.

 

 

-Minnie, I’ll pick you up in 5- I said when he picked up.

 

 

 

 

 

 

-Why? – He asked laughing

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-I need to tell you something – I told him as I walked to my car. I turned it on and drove to Minnie’s house. After 5 minutes, Minnie got in my car.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-What happened this time? – He asked.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-Minnie! – I said and covered my face with my hands.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-Wookie… you’re scaring me… - he laughed –What did you do? – I took a deep breath

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-I… I… - I stuttered – Kyuhyun and I kissed – I said while I was trying to open my locker

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-What?! – He yelled surprised and happy

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-Minnie… - I said

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-I told you! I told you guys would end up together! – He said happily

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-No Minnie! We’re not ‘together’! – I said

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-What? Then what happened? – He asked

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-He kissed me and for some stupid reason I kissed him back! That ‘thing’ kept going on until I realized what I was doing and I ran away! –

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-You know I love you Wookie – he said –but you’re a PABO! –

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-but…! –

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-No buts! – He interrupted me. He sighed. –Look. Swear you don’t feel anything for him – he said.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-Minnie…-

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-Swear it, and I’ll leave you alone – he interrupted me again

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-Fine – I sighed –I can’t swear it. I might feel something for him – I gave up.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-Then why did you do that?! – He asked again desperate – I’m not saying to take it ‘that’ far but I say that running away wasn’t the smartest thing to do–

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-I know! – I said since he was totally right. – But is just that… I barely know him! –

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-Wookie, you’re not marrying him – he said –You have that guy in your house all day long… why don’t you try to know him better and you let him know you better! –

 

 

That was totally true; the only reason why Kyuhyun and I didn’t get along was because we barely knew each other. Maybe it wasn’t that wrong to stop being so proud…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Phew!!! I had to upload this chapter all over again >< what happened to AFF this week!! DD:

well, that doesn't matter anymore, I'll try to hurry up and re-upload the next chapter and update the story!! ;DDD