Drabbles (VI POV)
GD&VI; Drabbles/Oneshots/Poems/SongsSo what are we?
Objects of the industry?
Only friends?
Fake lovers?
Real?
How does it compare to how we see each other?
I honestly don't care how others view me as an individual.
They can call me cocky or cute as much as they want.
But I worry for us
As a pair.
There's the love we share
And then there's the love they see.
So sometimes the views blur together
When I try to place myself in their shoes
And I get confused
And honestly, I think you do too.
Jiyong.
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Whether or not you like it,
You're the Leader.
And as such, I'm forced
Into following you.
I look up to you
And at times I've been naïve
And tried to imitate you.
A game of follow the leader
Where I'm trapped.
Following your orders
Wanting to make you proud
Living for your praise.
But then there are the times
Where you forget your position
And you get careless and make mistakes
Like a human, not the perfect leader.
And so I follow you, even then
And make mistakes right along with you.
Sometimes for the good
But most of the times for the bad.
Even so, I follow you.
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Relationships are different depending on the person.
With my Dad, I take care if him more than he does for me.
With my Mom, we're laid-back and she knows that I've grown up.
With my sister, I'm the older brother that she can look up to.
And with Jiyong, we're just Tom and Jerry.
Maybe I'm the annoying younger brother who gets scolded by the eldest?
Or maybe I'm the neighborhood cat that he takes interest in every now and then?
Or maybe I'm just one of those friends that he could never quite trust?
Whatever you call us, he's just my hyung
And I love him, sure.
And maybe he loves me too.
That's our relationship.
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That small frame of yours
I could easily break it.
I've thought about it before.
Sometimes I taste metal and salt
Blood and sweat
And I see smoke
A dark shadow
A blanket of black covers my eyes
When I look at you.
Those times when you get obsessive
Or overly affectionate.
Those fake smiles
And even the real ones.
The cloud of smoke from your cigarette
Engulfs me
And it swarms around you too.
As you inhale
As you choke
As you break and try to cover up your imperfections.
You could break so easily.
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When your voice gets scratchy
from over-singing
Or when you exaggerate the thinness of your voice
and add that arrogant nasal quality to it.
Its fun to listen to
Because, normally, you're just Jiyong
who talks in a low tone
who would only raise his inflection if he knew he was being filmed.
And then there are the times when you imitate my voice
Because mine is thin too.
You call my voice sweet
And then you'll mock me about it.
Its fun to hear your voice.
Because, really, when we're apart
The first thing I can hear is your voice.
Its harder to visualize you
Because you're always changing the exterior.
So at those times when I'm lonely,
I hear that silly falsetto
or the scratchy breathy voice
or the normal Jiyong voice.
And I'll sing a little tune to myself
And smile, even if you're mocking me.
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