You want me to look only at you

but there are times when I have to turn my head away.

Sometimes when I look at you

a fear creeps up my spine, uninvited.

 

Yes, fear

because my thoughts aren't always pure

When I look at you.

 

I know you're not innocent

You know about love and and frustrations

and all sorts of other things.

 

All sorts of things about me

are twisted.

Hence the fear.

 

I can only hope that you don't know this about me.

In your eyes, I want to appear good.

For you I want to be sane and normal.

 

So just know that when I turn my head away

Its for the best.

 

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"I love you"

Its probably the most universal phrase

Right?

Its actually the hardest thing to say though

No matter what language its spoken in

Which is why it better to be shown

Than to be said.

 

I'm shy, what can I say?

I'd rather not talk about myself

and I don't exactly have the best speaking voice.

 

So I write songs

and I express what I want to say in lyrics

And I'll write about love

And I'll write about heartbreak.

 

You know this, right?

Seungriyah.

 

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I hate scolding you

All the others just lower their heads

The others just keep quiet and let me rant.

 

But you look me straight in the eye

and although you don't say a word,

I see the wheels spinning in your head.

 

When I criticize you,

your eyes talk back to me.

I can hear snarky comments

while you try to put on a charade

with your panda eyes.

 

You know me so well, don't you?

When I explode, I expect others to just shut up and listen.

But you know that's not what I really want.

 

I want perfection.

I want criticisms and objections

I want to improve

Not just myself, but us.

 

And you challenge me

You talk back without even opening your mouth.

Keep challenging me.