Yabu’s POV

I can’t show any weakness in front of her.

I should make her feel angry.

That I’m a very bad person.

“How are you? How have you been?” she asked.

“Do you want me to go to your house this weekend?” she asked continuously.

“I’m breaking up with you.” I said directly.

“Do..Do you want me to cook for you? You still have to teach me how to play a guitar, right?”she asked ignoring what I said.

“I said I’m breaking up with y—“

“No!! No!!” she started to cry.

I need to do this Koharu-chan. Don’t make it any harder for me.

“I have no time to explain things to you.” I said.

“Why?!! Tell me!! Why now Yabu-kun?” she asked.

I can’t tell her.

“What did I do?? Why are you making me suffer like this?” I can also feel tears forming.

“One week without connection or anything and now you’re going to say that you’re breaking up with me? One week without you

seemed like hell to me. Do you really want me to live this life alone without you?” she asked.

I did this because I need to. It’s for the better.

But I won’t cry. She grabbed the end of my uniform.

“I beg you. Tell me, please. Because it hurts. It hurts in here.” she said while pointing in her heart.

“You told me you love me. What was that for? Was all the things happened to us nothing to you?” I asked.

The things that happened to us were my happiest moments. I would never ever forget that.

 “If..If you’re happy with her, then fine.”  She said.

I turned to her.

That’s right Koharu-chan. That’s right.

“That’s love right? Making people you love happy even though it hurts you too.” she said.

I turned to her.

“I’m ..I’m happy for you.” she said with a smile while tears are still pouring out of her eyes.

I can’t stop the tears anymore. I ran then left her alone.

If I could just comfort you and hug you now.

If I could just tell you how much I love you now.

If I could just tell you that I’m slowly dying.

If I could just remove this tumor in my brain and live happily with you.

You don’t know how much I want to be with you.

But it’s better if we’re like this.

You’ll soon be used to my absence. I’m just preparing you for the worst.

Because I want you to live happily even I already left this world.

Just remember that I’ll always watch you from above.

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So yeah,,uhm,, it's tumor..

WHAAAAAAA!!! :'(

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