Yabu’s POV

I’m in the garden of the school. Cutting classes. Yes. A bastard like me do cut classes.

I didn’t know Freya-chan would go all that way to get me back.

I’m no worth to be Koharu-chan’s boyfriend.

Trust. The most important thing in a relationship. I didn’t give it to her.

I’m the worst.

I didn’t believe her nor listened to her. I should be the one she relies on instead of Keito-san.

I should be the one with her now. Instead of Keito-san.

Tears. It’s flowing.

The first time since a very long time.

Argh! It won’t stop. The tears won’t stop.

I hate it.

I hate this feeling.

But I hate myself more.

I’ve hurt her.

What’s worse than a boyfriend hurting her girlfriend?

Baka.Baka.Baka.

All this time I was angry at Keito-san but I thought that I should thank him instead. Even though I consider him a threat to Koharu-chan

and my relationship, he was there at times I can’t be with Koharu-chan.

Nothing matters as long as Koharu-chan is happy. I can sacrifice everything for her.

EVERYTHING.

Just for her.

I ran to the clinic. I should thank Keito-san and I should apologize to Koharu-chan.

I passed Freya-san as I run. She looks irritated. She doesn’t have the right to feel that way. After all she have done. After she hurt

Koharu-chan. After WE hurt Koharu-chan.

I arrived at the clinic. I stopped at the door when I saw them.

They were sleeping resting on each other while sitting. Holding hands.

Anger filled me as Keito-san reach for Koharu-chan’s another hand. He didn’t notice that I was there.

But before he reach her hand, I pulled Keito-san and punched him.

He’s using the incidents happened to get Koharu-chan away from me. He’s stealing Koharu-chan.

Maybe he’s an ally of Freya-san. Ally for hurting Koharu-chan and everyone around her.

I punched him in the continuously. I’m on top of him while he’s lying on the floor.

I can’t hear anyone around me.

Koharu-chan is stopping me but I didn’t mind her. It’s like I’m not me.

Nothing is on my kind but anger and jealousy.

“YABU-KUN STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

I stopped my hand before giving Keito-san another punch. I’m back to consciousness and myself.

“MOVE!!!” she shouted.

But I didn’t. I can see her crying.

“I SAID MOVE!!!” She shouted again pushing me away from Keito-san.

Her tears. I’m seeing it again.

He’s crying because of me.

“Why are you doing this?!” she asked while crying.

I’m dumbfounded.

“Don’t you know that you’re hurting me when you’re hurting my friends?!.” she said while holding Keito-san. He’s shaking Keito-san

checking if he’s still okay.

“I think I don’t know you anymore.” she said

I tried to help her with Keito-san but as I touch her, she shouted.

“Get Out!!! Get Out!!!”

“Go..Gomen…” I said then hurriedly went out of the clinic. I hurried to the garden because I can feel tears forming.

I’m hurting her.

I caused her to cry.

I’m no one but an Idiot.

Do I really love her? If yes, then why do I keep on hurting her?

The tears finally made out there way.

If you think about it, I’m really the root of all of these.

Freya-san wouldn’t be doing all of these if I didn’t boast Koharu-chan to her. If she didn’t want to get me back, Koharu-chan won’t be

hurt.

From the very start, I was the one causing Koharu-chan’s tears.

I told her that she’s not going to face her problems alone. But where’s the sense in that if I am the problem??

Maybe, I should just…

No.

But If you think of it,

she’ll stop hurting if

If..

If we aren’t together.

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