"What?!" Donghae said when he heard the doctor saying Hyukjae has checked out of the hospital last night. He hasn't recovered
completely, why the hell did he leave the hospital?

He panickly went up and check on Hyukjae's room. He looked around. His mouth slightly open and his eyes looking really
disappointed. The room has been cleared. The bed has been remade and everything is nothing but white.

"Hyukjae ah..." he called. After that time when Hyukjae opened his eyes, he hadn't got a good time to chat with him...or even
hug him with the other man hugging back. Now where is he?

"I knew you'd be here..."

Donghae turned around and saw Siwon standing behind him. Does he know where Hyukjae is? Maybe Siwon doesn't know as well that
Hyukjae left the hospital. What else is he doing here anyway?

"He's gone." Siwon said when Donghae didn't say anything. The latter crossed his eyebrows looking quite confused. He straightened
up and looked at his past lover sharply.

Siwon sighed deeply. "He's not coming back."

What is Siwon talking about? The more he breathe in, the heavier he feels. He wants to know where Hyukjae is. He wants to be
with him. He feels annoyed that he cannot see the person he wants to see the most and that Siwon is still in the scene.

"Where is he? What happened to him? What did you say to him?!" Donghae asked, raising his voice at the last question. He find
himself surprised with the attitude he showed Siwon. Never did he thought he'd raise his voice to anyone especially to Siwon
because of the matter.

"Donghae ah... he caused everything that happened. He's the reason behind everything!"

"You chased him away, didn't you?" his eyes were started filling water and his mouth pouted a bit.

"It's supposed to be this way. If it wasn't for him, we wouldn't have broken up. Donghae ah...let's put things in their
proper places." Siwon said trying to reach for his hand.

Donghae shook his head slowly while moving his hand away. His tears flow as he looked at Siwon. His eyes stopped twinkling as
they were covered with disappointment and sadness. The hand that he wished never let go of him... he doesn't want to do anything
with it anymore.

"Stop it, Siwon ah." he looked at Siwon as his tears make streams in his face. "Stop deciding for me."

"Donghae ah..."

"Stop thinking I need you to decide about what should be in the right place for me." he wiped his tears at the back of his palm
and looked away bitterly.

"Donghae ah...he caused me to break up with you. If it wasn't for him-" Donghae turned to Siwon and said...

"If it wasn't for him..." Donghae said cutting Siwon. "I wouldn't be completely happy after you break up with me."

Siwon was about to reason out but Donghae didn't give him anymore chance.
"Stop it, the right place for you is not beside me. I've found my place... it's in Hyukjae's side."

Siwon felt pain in his heart when he heard this. This is the first time he was rejected by Donghae. He looked back to the past
where the latter would easily say yes to whatever he will say. What has he done? Why did he let go of Donghae because of a
silly letter?

"Where did my Donghae go?" Siwon said. "You're supposedly clingy and easy to me."

"He's long gone..." Donghae said looking at Siwon. He symphatized with the latter...because he knows Siwon is not at fault but
he has already decided. "He's long gone since you didn't believe in him."

Siwon crossed his eyebrows shortly and looked at Donghae's eyes. Those gentle eyes on him, yet they are so far away.

"You could have asked me...or clear things about it. You could have listened to Hyukjae and tried understanding things... I
don't blame anyone for what happened, but don't deny that you're at fault as well."

Donghae looked down. He has loved Siwon, he has given up everything for him but in return, Siwon left him just because of a
silly letter. There are countless possibilities of them being together for the rest of their lives at that time but Siwon has
decided for them; him, Hyukjae and Siwon himself. Right now, he chose Hyukjae.

"Let's stop being selfish, Siwon ah... someone is waiting for you. Stop making him wait and regret it when he gets tired. I'm
going to do the same thing as well. Let's just be happy for each other."

Donghae started running outside the hospital as Siwon looked down quietly. He cannot cry but he feels the pain and yet he
feels bliss. He sighed. Right now, it is clear that Donghae doesn't want him anymore. Donghae chose closure than getting back
with him. He shouldn't let his chapter anymore longer in DOnghae's book. Was he just guilty that he left Donghae for no reason?
Maybe.

He went out of the hospital and saw Heechul waiting for him outside.

"So... are you going back with him?" he asked casually.

Siwon felt the same guilt he had moments ago. Heechul could have just abandoned him since he never treated him fairly, still
the red-haired guy is here waiting for him. He smiled slightly as he shook his head. Heechul sighed as he wrapped his
arms around Siwon's elbow.

"Since I know that you're broken hearted, let's just drink our hearts out." he started walking as Siwon watched him.

"Hee, why are you still here?" he wondered. Heechul looked down and bit his lips. What other answer does Siwon wants to hear?
Isn't it obvious that he is madly in love? "You could have left and find someone else."

"Aish~" Heechul said looking around except Siwon's face. "let's not talk about it, it's embarassing."

Siwon chuckled and smiled a little bit as he sees the man clinging to him blushing. Heechul heard him and rolled his eyes.
"Yah! My heart is also in pain, I needed to wait for hours here. Stop asking ridiculous questions. Let's go."

The younger nodded and started walking side by side with Heechul. Maybe Donghae made the right choice. He chose Hyukjae over
him. Maybe Heechul made the worst choice ever because he chose Siwon but he cooly and blindedly waited for him. Siwon now
knows he should choose rightly this time... to treat Heechul better that is...

*Author's note: I underestimated eunhae shippers hahaha totally!
I mean, woah, currently, I have 99 subscribers in this fanfic and i only
have 20 chapters. Do you guys know how long my kyumin fic should be
to get this number of subscribers?! *applause applause*
You guys are amazing and... a little bit life threatening hahahaahhaha
seriously, a death threat for the author?! hahahahahahha
i died laughing when i read that comment here.
I didn't know writing eunhae fanfic would mean putting my life on the line!^^
I should say I'm also touch because I still see familiar people around,
thanks for your support even if this is not kyumin fic.
I know I didn't reach your expectations in this fanfictions compared to my kyumin fics
but still, I really appreciate those people who has been lingering around from the
time i started. *emo*

Alright back to the story... I like Heechul, he is cool hahahha..
gonna be ending this fanfic in... 2-3 chapters? let's see.

Have a good night everyone!!^^