"I heard from his friend that he said he'll change the future or something. The last thing they know is that he was running
after someone when he had the accident."

Donghae saw Hyukjae with all the tubes and machines connected to his body. He is barely living. What is he trying to change?
What is he trying to do that needed to risk his life?

Tears fell from his eyes. "Eunhyuk... Hyukjae ah..." he called. He had imagined their first meeting in his mind. It's not like
this at all.

He had imagined Hyukjae wearing a plain shirt and pants and waiting for him. He imagined them barely talking because of
shyness and the awkwardness with the thought that they've been sending letters and actually have a mutual understanding yet it
is the first time they will meet. He imagined Hyukjae asking permission to hold his hand and for them to walk around side by
side. But this...

"Hyukjae ah..." he fell on his knees feeling weak with the other person's current state. Why does it have to be like this?
He waited for Hyukjae to meet him and it turned out, Hyukjae has been here on his own, alone, fighting for his
barely hanging life.

"We actually tried taking his aparatus off." said the doctor. "But everytime we try to take off one machine, we'll see
him tearing as if asking us not to take away his life. He doesn't have anybody visiting him except for one man. That person
who always visit him asked us to let him stay."

Donghae nodded and looked at Hyukjae. He hold his hand and whispered. "I found you, Hyukjae ah... open your eyes and look at
me."

Sungmin, who is sitting down outside on one of the hospital chairs, held onto Kyuhyun's hand, he looked at his saddened lover.
Kyuhyun smiled gently and knelt in front of him like what Sungmin did during their first meeting.

"What's wrong?" Kyuhyun asked.

"Why does every love story have such conflict? Can't they just be together? I feel so sad for them."

Kyuhyun rubbed his lover's hand and smiled gently. "We've found Hyukjae, it's the best we can do."

Sungmin nodded and looked at Kyuhyun. He smiled shortly and looked at Donghae, who is walking towards them. They both stand
up as Sungmin extended his arms for a hug.

"It'll be ok. We already find him." he said as he patted Donghae's hair. The latter just nod and wonder why Hyukjae ended up
battling with his life alone. He should have known better from the start. He should have look for him from the very start.

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"How is he?"

"There is still no response. Although, he shed tears again right after his visitors left him yesterday." The doctor explained
to the tall man in front of him.

"Visitors? His relatives?"

"No. They said they were his friends and that they were looking for him for a year now."

The tall man nodded and looked at Hyukjae. He sighed heavily. It has been 2 years since he has taken responsibility to this
man. Why does he have to do it? He stole Donghae from him and still he is doing this noble thing.

"Why don't you open your eyes now. I want to know everything." he will never understand why Hyukjae has to ran after him and
explain that he shouldn't hurt Donghae. What are they? They cheated on him, right? So why is he trying to save their
relationship?

He broke up with Donghae and started dating Heechul. Not that he regret it or what. Heechul is a good person inside and out but
Donghae has become his everything...almost. That's why he is deeply in pain when he read that cursed letter. He broke up with
Donghae with his bitter and saddened, disappointed heart. Isn't he enough for Donghae to be happy? Why does he have to have
someone else? The worst part is he kept denying the truth and then this person in the hospital bed asked him to stop hurting
Donghae's heart. When did he ever try hurting Donghae? He closed his eyes as he saw the latter's tears from their past break
up. It was as if those tears were real. He sighed deeply and thought. Did Donghae even suffer half of the pain he felt? He
cheated on Siwon and this Hyukjae is all the reason. After all those lies, why does this person have to stop him from breaking
Donghae's heart? He needs to know the reason. Siwon needs him to wake up.

While Siwon is in deep thought, he heard the door open. He slightly turned to see who the person opening it. He heard the door
closing but he didn't hear the person who walking closer. He turned fully to the person who opened the door.

"Siwon ah..." as surprise as the person who is standing closer to Hyukjae, Donghae was shock as well. What is Siwon doing
here? He hasn't seen Siwon since the time he heard about him dating Heechul, he is supposed to feel uneasy but surprisingly, he
isn't

"What are you doing here?" Donghae asked and recalled what the doctor said to them yesterday. "Is it..." he crossed his eyebrows
shortly and met his former lover's eyes. "Are you the one who ask the hospital to keep Hyukjae?"

He's really cruel. Lee Donghae. Siwon said in his mind. For a year now, this secret lover of him fight for his life alone, how
could he just show up now and as if nothing happened? He's really heartless. After cheating with this person, he only got the
courage to visit him now? Those are the thoughts in Siwon's mind.

Donghae was calm. He thought he'll be weak if he ever sees Siwon again. After the heartache that he got from his most beloved
person, he thought he'll be shedding tears once he sees Siwon but he doesn't. He can look at his former lover's eyes and he
is not feeling the heartach anymore. Thanks to Hyukjae, the one who has been writing letter to him, the one who loves him
deeply and sincerely, he has moved on. He can look at Siwon without any bitterness despite the accusation he received from the
latter. He can speak without choking to tears.

"How dare you show yourself here?" Siwon asked glaring at the shorter guy. His tone is slightly bitter. Donghae calmly looked
at him. What is he talking about?

"Why wouldn't I show myself here? That person is the most important person in my life."

*Author's note: yes! finally, no more years gap between Donghae and
Hyukjae...everything is happening in the same year- 2011. Just to clear
up everything. The chapter before this just showed that their time gap
is getting smaller and yup in relation to this chapter, their time has
finally meet. Of course with Hyukjae on his hospital bed.

I want a nice confrontation between Siwon and Donghae hahaha!
Although I am feeling guilty about Siwon's situation.
*alright, commenting on my own story :P*
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