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Letters to Sungmin

"How long have you and Donghae been cheating on me?"

What the-!?

Hyukjae was shocked when he heard those words from Siwon. He tried not to talk to Donghae face to face, afraid
this man would think they are cheating on him...and still what did he do? Right now, Siwon thinks they are cheating him.
Hyukjae looked down. It turns out he was all to blame. Siwon and Donghae will break up because of him. his life and his
stupidity.

"You better answer now before I break your ing jaw." Siwon said. Hyukjae at least need to defend Donghae. Donghae is
innocent, he doesn't know anything. But how can he defend them? They're story is beyond impossible. He needs to think of an
excuse...like right now! Wait, who's cheating who anyway?

"We're not the one who's cheating. Aren't you dating that red-haired guy?" he said making sure he doesn't sound guilty at all.

"What?!" Siwon chuckled as he placed his hand on his waist. "Yah, I never dated anyone else aside from him. What the are
you talking about?"

What the heck is he talking about? He saw Siwon kissing the red-haired guy!

"I saw him kissing you the other day."

"He kissed me because I rejected him."

Oh crap! What is he saying now? Hyukjae needs to find an escape.

"Stop accusing me of things you don't know." Siwon said. "And stop questioning me, I'm not the one at fault here."

. Hyukjae's heart started beating crazily. He's so nervous he doesn't know what he's going to do. This is serious. Before
he could even think, the tall man turned away and leave him dead worried and guilty. No use talking to him. Siwon thought.
He'll confront Donghae instantly.

Siwon started walking away. He is so going to break up with Donghae. After all the things they've shared together. Is 4 years
not enough? Donghae even turn his back to his family and yet he still manage to do this and for what?! Siwon doesn't know whether to cry or to
be furious. He has loved Donghae with everything that he has and yet what is this? How could he cheat on him like this?

Hyukjae was left alone on the rubber tree. What did he do? All this time, he was actually the one who has caused everything.
He feels sorry for Donghae, he feels sorry for Siwon moreover, he feels sorry for himself.

"Now I know why I didn't show up. Donghae ah... I've cause all your miseries in life." he told himself. He closed his eyes
hard feeling guilty and all. It could have been better if he didn't insist his feelings to him. It could have been better if he
stop falling in love with Donghae. He knows better why he won't be showing up on Christmas. He can't be with Donghae; with all
this guilt in his heart...he knows he can't be with him at all. Or so he thought...

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"Donghae ah... we already know where Hyukjae is."

Donghae almost throw his phone as he stood up and get dressed. It's been 2 years since he started looking for Hyukjae. Where
did he go? Some says he just drop out of school, some says he got expelled, some says he just suddenly
didn't show up in school. What is the truth? He needs to know.

"Hyung, what are we doing here?" Donghae asked as Sungmin parked his car.

"This is where he is."

Donghae's heart started beating fast. He swallowed. Why, of all places, does it have to be...

He breathe in deeply. Hyukjae is afterall from physical science department. He must have pursued something in medicine or
maybe physical therapy. He needs to think positively.

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"Donghae would want to kill himself because of me. At least, I need to save him from his break up."

It's not too late to change the future. Hyukjae thought. He's going to fix everything he did. He'll explain to Siwon what has
happened and he will just let the 2 be together. It's supposed to be that way. If it wasn't because of him Donghae and Siwon
would never had any problems, they wouldn't have separated in the first place. He thought he is the leading man in their story
but he isn't. He is the wrecker, the other person and he doesn't deserve a happy ending with Donghae.

He waited for Siwon outside the school. He needs to talk to him. Even if its impossible to believe it, he needs to make Siwon
understand the whole situation. He won't let Donghae get hurt because of him. He'll never want to see any tears falling from
those sparkling eyes because of him.

Hyukjae peeped from the big gates of the school, he saw Siwon and Donghae together. The taller guy seemed upset.

"Siwon ah... I really don't know what you're talking about. Please don't do this to me." Donghae said trying to stop the taller
man from walking away.

Hyukjae was at a far distance but he can see Donghae trying to talk to Siwon but the latter is swaying him off. The
taller man stopped and turned to him.

"You know what, you're just lucky that I was so furious last night I actually burn that letter. Because if not I could have
shown it to you and shove it to your face."

"Siwon ah... I really don't know what you're talking about. I swear I never cheat on you. I never will."

After all the thing he has done, why the hell would he cheat on Siwon? He is so deeply in love with him and no other person
can replace Siwon in his heart. Donghae wondered where Siwon got the letter and he doesn't even mention the name. Now he is
totally confused and is helpless.

"Stop swearing, Lee Donghae. We're done." Siwon took his long arm off of Donghae's hold making the latter almost fall from the
ground. He turned his back on Donghae and started walking again.

Donghae's world crashed right after he heard those words. His eyes blurry with water and lips curling down. What did he do?
He was damn sick yesterday and now Siwon is breaking up with him? What happened? He only missed school for a day and this
happened to him. What has gotten to Siwon?!

Hyukjae saw Siwon walking away without Donghae. He needs to catch up with him. He needs to explain everything.

"Yah!" Hyukjae said catching his breath. Curse those long legs of Siwon, Hyukjae needed to run just to catch up with his overly
furious and brisk walking.

"Yah...stop walking and listen to me!" Siwon acted as if he didn't hear anything. What's the use? They can just be together,
that walking stick and Donghae.

Siwon ignored the green man light blinking, signalling that its about to turn red, and continuously walk as Hyukjae tried
catching up. He walked towards the other side of the street just in time for the red man to light.

Siwon heard a sudden commotion right after he reach the other side of the street. He turned his back to see what happened. His
eyes widened when he saw a man lying down in the middle of the street, blood from his body continuously flow. People started
gathering around. He runs back quickly and saw Hyukjae's head bleeding profusely.

"Yah..." he said checking on the unconscious man. "Call an ambulance!" Siwon shouted. He looked at Hyukjae once again. He is at
least a concern citizen and this person is someone who studies in the same school as him. His kind nature didn't stop him from
helping and wanting to save Hyukjae's life. Even if he was the reason why Donghae cheated on him.

"Don't break Donghae's heart..." Hyukjae said trying to hold Siwon's collar but he was too weak to get a grip.

Siwon wondered why he needs to hear those words from someone who has cheated on him. He cannot understand. Hyukjae slowly
closed his eyes in Siwon's arms and has completely lose consciousness before he was brought to the hospital.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

*Author's note: Just to make it clear (because we're already in the ) It's
already 2 years in Hyukjae's life so it means he's already in 2010. Yup right during
Dongha'e break up with Siwon.
However, Donghae's time is just 2011 because what he is going through is just
right after Christmas of 2010 when Hyukjae didn't show up. Am I clear? or
I just make it even more confusing?
kekekekekeke!^^ please tell me if you're on track :D
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so hyukjae had an accident on 2010 and donghae found him on 2011 *major spoiler but i hope it helped to clear the confusion*

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emman_26
#1
Chapter 23: This is one of my favorite fic and after years, here I am again reading this in 2020. I have read this multiple times already and I still feel the same excitement as the first time. Thank you.
emman_26
#2
Chapter 23: This is one of my favorite fic. I read this before and now its 2020 I am still reading it with the same excitement. Thank you.
thepoppedcherry
#3
Wow, this is really beautiful and romantic ♡ I really loved it! The happenings and all.. this fic got me so hooked. Thanks a lot for bringing out your beautiful writing skills to write an awesome eunhae fic. I will surely read it over and over again. Thank you ^_^
alex0824 #4
Chapter 24: this reminds me of lakehouse.. nice one
yumilicious7 #5
god, i love this so much. your work is amazing.
Ice_siri #6
Chapter 24: Gosh, I really really like this...the plot is very interesting...your writing style is amazing...glad I found this fic....great great job...
lovemimi
#7
YEAR 2015: I READ YOUR FANFIC... I REALLY LIKE HOW THE DIFFERENT TIME LOVE AND THROUGH MYSTERY LOOPHOLE THE LETTER APPEARED. AT LEAST, FINALLY HOW THEIR LOVE FIND EACH OTHER. VERY BEAUTIFUL. THANK YOU FOR ATTEMPTING TO WRITE EUNHAE.
EunHaeLove42 #8
Chapter 23: Really enjoyed reading, thanks for sharing :-P
EunHaeLove42 #9
Chapter 15: So I was right after all. Hyukjae was the one Siwon thought Hae cheated on him with. And I was right about some kind of accident to Hyuk for him not to be around. Now the new question is, is Hyukjae in some kind of coma or is he in a mental hospital from his head getting hit so hard? Also did he lose his memory?
Thanks for this chapter.
EunHaeLove42 #10
Chapter 13: OK so now I really think I know the mystery. Did something happen to Hyukjae while he was on the way to meet Hae? Could he be in a hospital from some kind of accident? Or maybe Siwon found Hyukjae first...humm
Nice chapter.