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Letters to Sungmin


"How dare you show yourself here?" Siwon asked glaring at the shorter guy. His tone is slightly bitter. Donghae calmly looked
at him. What is he talking about?

"Why wouldn't I show myself here? That person is the most important person in my life." he declared. He sees no reason not to
show himself and he knows if he had known earlier he could have been the one who looks over Hyukjae. He halfly wish Hyukjae is
awake to be able to hear his courageous statement just now. Hyukjae ah, did you hear it? I said you are the most important
person in my life.

"Important?" Siwon raising one eyebrow and smiled one-sidedly, bitterness and sarcasm all together in his upset face. "How
important is he that it has to take you a year before you can come here? You're really selfish."

"What?!" Donghae said crossing his eyebrows. What does Siwon know? What, in their bizaare situation, does he understand? He
knows nothing and he act as if he knows the whole story.

Siwon chuckled with sarcasm. "You're really heartless, Lee Donghae. After cheating me with this guy, you left him just like
that? Why do you have to show up just now and act almightily like nothing happened? how could you do that Donghae? I don't
think I've completely know you, you've tricked everyone with that innocent face."

Wait, wait, wait, what the hell? What was the again? "Why are you bringing up our past? What has Hyukjae got to do with it?!"
Donghae said slightly in defensive tone and shaking his head. "You know nothing about us, Siwon, nothing!"

"I know everything! You've been cheating on me with this guy!" he said.

Both of them are heartless, he and Siwon. Donghae thought. They are arguing with each other about their broken past in front
of the person whom he said is important to him, this person who is peacefully escaping the harsh of the former couple's world.

"I never cheated on you. You never believe that fact." Donghae said with so much bitterness in his voice. "You keep on insisting
about something that I'm not even aware of. Suit yourself, I'm tired trying to make you believe me."

"I saw his letter for you. In your locker."

"Stop forcing the issue. It's been long over and done with. You're the one who ended it. You will never understand us, Siwon."

"What is hard to understand? That you want to keep us both?" Siwon nodded. "Yeah. I wouldn't understand that."

"I only knew him after our break up. So stop insisting things that you don't know."

Siwon tilted his head sourly and chuckled shortly. What the hell is Donghae talking about? Why is he making up stories why is
impossible to believe in.

"How can you know him after our break up? This person has been in his hospital bed right after I break up with you!"

"You-" Donghae stopped and thought... "What?" he cannot believe it. What did he hear 2 seconds ago? Hyukjae has been here for
a year now?

He needs to think. He needs to recall the things that happened to him after Siwon broke up with him. He wrote letters to
Sungmin, the first one saying Siwon broke up with him, the second one
saying he only needs to let out his emotions, the third one saying he wants to end his life. Hyukjae only started replying to
him after the 3rd letter at 2010. They even argue about the date but soon was able to convince each other about their strange
communication. What is Siwon talking about? He needs to understand.

From the time he's been struggling to cope with his break up, Hyukjae has already been here in this hospital? Is it true? He
has been in his lifeless state right after the break up? He blinked his eyes fast and
realised that indeed he has become so selfish for not looking for Hyukjae earlier. He closed his eyes. At some point, he did
agree to what Siwon said; he is heartless.

He looked at the almost lifeless body,  still not responding at all.

"You knew he was here from the very start?" Donghae asked trying to digest all the things he has find out.

"He asked me not to break your heart and for no reason I did feel guilty that he has to run after me just to say those words.
I want to know why he doesn't want me to break up with you when it is so clear that he likes you a lot. He was hit by a car
while running after me."

Donghae's head was filled with empty thoughts but when he heard the story from Siwon, he turned to the other person.

"He... he got into an accident right after?" Donghae was like a lifeless echo just copying what Siwon said. His feeling light-
headed. "He didn't come on Christmas because he has been here all the while." his tears started crawling up his eyes. He doesn't
know what to feel.

"He send a letter in my locker and cause you to think that I am cheating on you." He chuckled. He cannot believe this twist of
fate that was brought towards him. Why does it have to be him?

"He brought me into this." Donghae whispered while looking at Hyukjae. "He caused my break up for me to meet him." he thought
for awhile. "Were you aware of it?" he asked as if Hyukjae can answer him. Did he do it on purpose? Was it intentional for him
to leave the letter for Siwon to see and for Siwon to accuse
them of cheating? What is Hyukjae thinking about? Did he used his letters to make Siwon fall to a trap? But Siwon said Hyukjae
asked him not to break his heart. Was it by accident? He chuckled and tears started forming in his eyes.

He looked at Hyukjae again. He doesn't know how to feel. They were brought together because of this incident and it happened
that Hyukjae was,as well, the reason behind it? "Yah," he called in a low voice. "You've cause a lot of trouble..."

 

"Hyukjae ah, you've ruined our lives, you silly bastard."

 

 

 

 

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so hyukjae had an accident on 2010 and donghae found him on 2011 *major spoiler but i hope it helped to clear the confusion*

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emman_26
#1
Chapter 23: This is one of my favorite fic and after years, here I am again reading this in 2020. I have read this multiple times already and I still feel the same excitement as the first time. Thank you.
emman_26
#2
Chapter 23: This is one of my favorite fic. I read this before and now its 2020 I am still reading it with the same excitement. Thank you.
thepoppedcherry
#3
Wow, this is really beautiful and romantic ♡ I really loved it! The happenings and all.. this fic got me so hooked. Thanks a lot for bringing out your beautiful writing skills to write an awesome eunhae fic. I will surely read it over and over again. Thank you ^_^
alex0824 #4
Chapter 24: this reminds me of lakehouse.. nice one
yumilicious7 #5
god, i love this so much. your work is amazing.
Ice_siri #6
Chapter 24: Gosh, I really really like this...the plot is very interesting...your writing style is amazing...glad I found this fic....great great job...
lovemimi
#7
YEAR 2015: I READ YOUR FANFIC... I REALLY LIKE HOW THE DIFFERENT TIME LOVE AND THROUGH MYSTERY LOOPHOLE THE LETTER APPEARED. AT LEAST, FINALLY HOW THEIR LOVE FIND EACH OTHER. VERY BEAUTIFUL. THANK YOU FOR ATTEMPTING TO WRITE EUNHAE.
EunHaeLove42 #8
Chapter 23: Really enjoyed reading, thanks for sharing :-P
EunHaeLove42 #9
Chapter 15: So I was right after all. Hyukjae was the one Siwon thought Hae cheated on him with. And I was right about some kind of accident to Hyuk for him not to be around. Now the new question is, is Hyukjae in some kind of coma or is he in a mental hospital from his head getting hit so hard? Also did he lose his memory?
Thanks for this chapter.
EunHaeLove42 #10
Chapter 13: OK so now I really think I know the mystery. Did something happen to Hyukjae while he was on the way to meet Hae? Could he be in a hospital from some kind of accident? Or maybe Siwon found Hyukjae first...humm
Nice chapter.