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Letters to SungminHyukjae ah
I found you. You had an accident.
You were the reason why Siwon and I broke up
And you felt guilty about it.
You were hit by a car while crossing the street, running after him.
Please. I don't care about anything anymore.
I want to be with you.
I don't want you to hate or hurt yourself for the matter.
I want you to save yourself. Don't do anything
That will harm you. I'll wait for you here. Let's be together for real.
I love you.
Donghae
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"What am I going to do?" Sungmin asked as he looked at Kyuhyun while his head is resting on the younger's shoulder.
"You should tell him the truth. It's for the best." Kyuhyun smiled gently as he patted Sungmin's head.
Sungmin looked down shortly. He likes being the news bearer but not if it is a bad news. "Believe in them, Min. They're going
to make it. Just like you and me."
Sungmin smiled shortly after hearing those words. He met Kyuhyun's eyes who seemed to be always talking to him. The gentleness
and shyness from the first day that never disappear in his dark brown eyes. His hand passionately Sungmin's hair
downwards. His smile that gives confidence to his concerned lover. Sungmin straightened up and nodded his head.
He looked at the letter Donghae has sent to Hyukjae. Apparently, it didn't reach Hyukjae anymore.
"Donghae seemed very much in love now." Sungmin said as he re read the letter.
Kyuhyun took the letter and read it. "Even if they change the past or the future, I'm quite sure both of them will do their
best to be together in the present."
Sungmin nodded and smiled a bit wider than a while ago. He stared at Kyuhyun and rested his head on the younger's arm.
"I'm so glad you're always here with me." he said straightforwardly. His smile like that showing his admiration towards the
younger man. Kyuhyun kissed him in the forehead.
"You don't know much strength it takes not to be with you in the army. I'm glad you still choose to be with me."
"Well, I'm quite easy if you didn't notice." Sungmin said his mood lighter and better than a while ago.
Kyuhyun chuckled as he heard that. His hand made circles of Sungmin's shoulder pulling him closer to him.
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"It didn't reach him." Sungmin said showing the letter to Donghae. The latter crossed his eyebrows and looked upset.
Can't he just save Hyukjae? This person is dying. Why can't he save Hyukjae?
"Donghae ah... it's going to be fine." Sungmin smiled at him. A comforting smile making his dongsaeng sighed and looked at
Hyukjae in the bed.
"You have found him, Donghae ah... you have to believe in him." Donghae nodded and looked at his hyung. His best friend who never
leave his side, Donghae is really thankful that Sungmin is here.
"Hyung, thank you."
"For what?"
"For being here. I know you should stay more with Kyuhyun but you still come here to support me."
Sungmin freed a smile and shook his head. "You are my baby best friend." he pouted with a slight smile. "Of course, I should
take care of you as well."
"I know. But-" Donghae wonders whether to continue... "Kyuhyun just came out from the army service. Shouldn't you spend more
time with him?"
Sungmin shook his head shortly and smiled again. "We've talked about it. It's alright. He knows you needed me now."
Donghae smiled and somewhat admire Sungmin and Kyuhyun's relationship. From that time when they first met, they never let go
of each other and even when Kyuhyun left for army, his hyung still readily waited for him.
"How did you do it, Hyung? Kyuhyun could have had a change of heart inside the service and still you waited diligently for him."
"I'm not really that worried when he went inside. I always know, once he's done taking that path, he'll be back home to me."
"Well... I mean... at that time you might not be able to be together."
"Donghae ah...do you know why I choose him?"
Sungmin looked at him, eyes are bright and is smiling gently. Donghae waited for the answer.
"Because on that day when I first met him. I already saw myself in his eyes. And his eyes say forever."
Donghae chuckled at those words. He feels good hearing those. "Hyung, you're that confident to him? I mean... Kyuhyun is still
young and 2 years is not as short as it sounds like. I'm quite surprise you didn't break up with him before he joined the army."
Sungmin smiled as he saw Donghae seemingly so interested at how he and Kyuhyun was able to survive their own turbulence.
"Isnt that what love is? You need to be hurt, you need to wait, you need to sacrifice some things before you can be completely
happy?"
Donghae smiled at Sungmin. He is somehow jealous of his hyung for being confident and trusting towards Kyuhyun. He knows he
should do the same.
"Donghae ah... don't doubt ever yourself. This person, he was the reason why you have to separate with Siwon. He was the reason
for everything that has happened to you. But he came at the right time and saved you with his letters. He tried saving your
relationship with Siwon but still, it didn't work out well.
You tried saving him but still, it ended up like this. I'm not supposed to say this but don't you think we really don't have
the power to change the past or the future? Maybe the force that lead both of you together is fate. Whatever the reason for
this you have to believe in him and yourself as well."
Donghae nodded and hugged his hyung. He's very thankful that Sungmin knows how to encourage him. His bestfriend is really the
best.
*Author's note: gonna be putting a little bit more of Kyumin names
I remember putting eunhae couple as their love cupid in FTR, now it's
their turn...kekekekekekeke^^
Have a great weekend.
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