Three Months Later...

 

9:00am

Cass:  This is the most painful thing that I have to endure my entire life and I cannot believe that you are the one who did this to me. You could have been honest about it but you chose to deceive me. I am so disappointed in you!!! I never imagined that I will experience this betrayal from you, of all people. I gave you everything and I loved you so much but you took me for granted. You do not deserve me!!! What you did is beyond disgusting and I can never look at you the same way again. Thank you for showing that you are nothing but a hypocrite!!! You gave up on us not because you are trying to save our relationship, you gave up on me because of someone else. Don't you ing deny it because I am tired of your lies and deception. Thank god I dodged a bullet by not marrying you. I hope you are happy with your decisions but don't expect that I will forgive you. You can never repay me for the pain you are putting me through!!!

 

 

Cass: I will never trust anyone again because of you. You broke me into a million pieces, you took my love my compassion and destroyed it!!! It is your fault and there is no one to blame but you!!!!

 

 

Cass: I hate you Wynona, you!!! I cannot believe you are doing this to me!!!

 

 

Cass: The love, respect and trust that once I have for you are gone, erase me from your memory!!! I don't ever want to see you again, you! get lost!!!

 

 

Cass: don't you ever show your face to me again Wynona!! You disgust me!!!

 

 

 

 

10:00am

Wyn:  Huh? anong ginawa ko sayo, ano yan mga pinagsasabi mo?

 

 

Wyn: ano ibig sabihin nitong mga messages mo?

 

 

Wyn: why are you saying this Cass? I don't get it

 

 

Wyn: tatawagan kita mamaya kapag lunch break niyo mag usap tayo

 

 

 

12:00pm

Wyn: answer the phone

 

 

Wyn: Cassie

 

 

Wyn: tumatawag ako paki sagot

 

 

Wyn: Answer the phone!! I am trying to call you!!!

 

 

Wyn: Cass!!!

 

 

Wyn: sagutin mo kasi ano ba yun?!

 

 

Wyn: Cass I am so confused ano ba tong mga sinasabi mo sakin?

 

 

Wyn: answer the phone!!!

 

 

Wyn: sagutin mo ano ba kasi yun?

 

 

Wyn: Cass answer it, lets talk!

 

 

Wyn: ano ba kasi yan sinasabi mo?!!

 

 

Wyn: tumatawag ako paki sagot please lang

 

 

Wyn:  tangina why did you block me!!

 

 

 

 

7:00pm Newton, Singapore

 

Andito ako ngayon sa sala ng HDB flat na tinitirahan namin nila Yuna. Paulit ulit kong binabasa at pilit iniintindi yung mga chat sakin ni Cass kaninang umaga. Hindi ko lubos maisip kung ano yung pinanggagalingan niya at kung bakit niya nasabi yung mga masasakit na salitang to. Nasa train kami kanina nung nakita ko yung mga messages niya, nung binasa ko hindi ko maiwasan magtaka at magulat dahil ang sasakit ng mga pinagsasabi niya sakin. Mahigit tatlong paragraph na puno ng galit, mura, bintang at mga hindi magagandang salita kaya gulat na gulat ako. Buong araw ko din siyang tntry icontact, kahit pa nung nasa training kami wala akong ibang ginawa kung hindi magchat sakanya at subukan siyang tawagan. Nung una nakikita ko na binabasa niya pa pero nung tanghali, naka block na ako sa lahat, yung mobile number ko pati na din sa lahat ng social media accounts niya. Sinusubukan ko din icontact yung mga kaibigan niya pero hindi din sila sumasagot maliban kay Reese. Gusto kong malaman kung tungkol saan ba yung ikinakagalit niya kaya humingi ako ng tulong sakanya para makausap ko si Cassie. Ka-close ko din si Reese kaya sakanya na ako lumapit.

 

 

"Ano Wyn nakausap mo na?" naupo si Yuna sa couch katapat ng sakin. Nakwento ko din sakanya yung tungkol sa messages na nareceive ko pero hindi ko pa pinapabasa dahil busy kami sa training kanina.

 

 

"Tangina sobrang litong lito na ako, hindi ko alam kung prank ba to or totoong nangyayari." 

 

 

"Ano ba kasi talaga sinabi niya sayo?"

 

 

"Ang dami pero, hindi ko magets yung reason. Inaaccuse niya ako for something that I didn't do."

 

 

"Like?"

 

 

"Ito, basahin mo nalang. Baka sakaling matulungan mo pa ako intindihin lahat yan."

 

 

"What? ipapabasa mo sakin yung private conversation niyo?"

 

 

"Yung pinaka huli lang basahin mo wag yung buo ito." inabot ko kay Yuna yung phone ko. I also got my ipad para icheck yung social media accounts ko. Sinusubukan ko pa din icontact si Cassie dahil kailangan ko siyang makausap. Gusto ko malaman kung ano yung reason kung bakit ganun yung mga sinasabi niya sakin. Wala akong idea tungkol dun sa binibintang niya, she's saying that I cheated on her kahit wala naman akong ginawa. Sa relasyon namin never kami nagkaron ng ganun issue kaya hindi ko talaga maintindihan kung san niya napulot itong mga to.

 

 

"Wyn?" napatingin ako kay Yuna na abalang nagbabasa nung message sa phone ko. "What? bakit ganyan reaction mo?"

 

 

"Wynona, you cheated?! Ikaw? Oh my god how?!"

 

 

"O dba? nagtaka ka din."binalik niya yung phone ko at binasa ko ulit yung pinaka huling message. "Galit na galit siya sakin tangina bakit kaya?"

 

 

"Ang dami niyang message sayo oh my god, Cassie is furious. What happened, did you ever cheat on her? or may nagawa ka ba may kinausap ka ba or what?"

 

 

"Yuna the whole time na kami wala akong kinausap na kahit sino at never ako nag cheat! Ang nakausap ko lang other than Cassie yung mga naka fling ko nung high school, yung isa bago naging kami nung college, tsaka ang last si Hyewon pero wala lang din yun. Alam mo naman yung nangyari kay Hyewon dba, I ghosted her and I apologized sabi ko hindi ako pwede."

 

 

"Then what's the reason para magalit siya ng ganyan? That's the whole point of the message. She's mad because you cheated on her."

 

 

"Tangina yun nga eh ganyan mga sinasabi niya kahit wala naman akong ginawa."

 

 

"May iba ka bang nagustuhan nung kayo pa?"

 

 

"Ha? wala noh. Mahal na mahal ko si Cassie bakit naman ako magkakagusto sa iba, super contented at masaya ako sakanya kahit nga attract wala."

 

 

"How about after you broke up?"

 

 

"Wala. Uhm maybe si Gela pero, alam mo naman yung nangyari nung nandito siya tangina, we both realized na wala talaga. Hanggang friends lang kami, kinikilabutan pa din ako kapag naalala ko yung gabing yun."

 

 

"Ano ba kasi nangyari nun? hindi ka na nahiya Wynona dito niyo pa ginawa."

 

 

"Gaga anong dito ginawa? wala kaming ginawa hanggang kiss lang pero kinilabutan at natauhan kami pareho. Hanggang friends lang kami, we even tried dating last month, pero wala. Hindi kaya, hindi pwedeng ipilit dahil walang kahit isang spark."

 

 

"Hindi kaya si Gela yung tinutukoy ni Cassie? but I doubt kasi hindi ka naman ma-post. Gela is not posting about you din naman. Wala kayong common friends so malamang hindi din siya yung reason kung bakit nagagalit si Cass."

 

 

"Iniisip ko hindi kaya may nakakita samin ni Gela kapag sabay kaming pumapasok minsan sa office tapos nakarating kay Cass?"

 

 

"Possible pero wala na kayo matagal na dba. So hindi ka niya pwedeng iaccuse na nag cheat ka. I don't think Gela is the reason Wynona."

 

 

"Eh ano, sino? si Gela lang yung nakikita ko na pwede niyang paghinalaan."

 

 

"Wala naman kayong ginagawa ni Gela nung nasa Pinas tayo noh. I mean you started going out nung nandito kayo pareho dba? It's not even going out on a date kasi you are technically housemates, nagkaayaan lang."

 

 

"Exactly. Yung samin ni Gela masasabi ko, it's just an attempt, a trial. Crush ko siya but that's just it, hindi din nag work. We figured out early on that we can only be friends not lovers."

 

 

"Do you still like her?"

 

 

"Cass? oo hindi naman ganun kadali mawala yun. Mahal ko pa din siya."

 

 

"I am talking about Gela ano ba, puro ka kasi Cassie baka kaya hindi nagwork yung sainyo niyo ni Gela."

 

 

"Crush ko si Gela, but it's just a petty crush nothing serious."

 

 

"But you are close."

 

 

"Oo close na close na kami. I can say that she's a good friend of mine. Kilala na niya ako ganun din ako sakanya."

 

 

"Wyn there's also a possibility na siya yung pinaghihinalaan ng ex mo kahit pa wala na kayo. Pero ang tanong, how did she get a hunch about it eh ang layo niya? I'm sure somebody has ratted you out."

 

 

"That's why I need to talk to