hi everyone, i am here to make an announcement >.< i haven't been updating for quite a long time already and i thought it's time to tell you guys about what the hell is going on with me and why the hell i am so lazy. so basically, i got a part time job when school ended at the end of oct. then i got really busy and lifeless while working. my shifts were always till 6pm and by the time i reached home it would be 7:30 so i would really be drained out by then.... so i didn't really have time to write or even use the laptop. then after working, i realized that my life had been taken away just like that. i mean like... i have no life now. almost everyday i go to work then come home to eat and sleep. i don't even use my phone or my laptop much... which is good in another aspect but also bad because it seemed like i had lost touch with the things and people around me. 

is this the supposedly life of a part timer? I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA. i procrastinated writing chapter 12 and my other fic "epitome of perfection" because you know why? i have no inspiration or motivation or whatsover. i don't go out, go shopping, watch tv, surf the net, or spend any money. everyday i'm either working or rotting at home lying on my seductive bed. it wasn't then i realized that i was just a lifeless soul. 

and talk to me is supposed to be my pride (and it still is) bcs i love writing and i have many subs for this fic. but like i've said before, i cannot ing write fics o