A week and a half passed and Yunho didn’t stop by, he did say he was going to be busy but Jaejoong started to feel sad and lonely again, Changmin did stop by once in a while and he was happy that the kid was actually trying, he wasn’t so shy this time as he walked in.

“Hello Jaejoong-sshi! Stopping by today… sorry I haven’t come by but being in charge of recording and producing especially now takes up lots of time” he rubbed the back of his head “and Yunho hyung is so stubborn! He tried to get out of work to come here, but was caught by manager and is now under work arrest, that’s why he hasn’t come… don’t be mad okay? He misses you” Jaejoong heard and felt his heart beat faster he misses me? He thought to himself as Changmin continued “ah! It’s getting colder outside I think winter is coming earlier than before, so you must stay warm okay Jaejoong-sshi” Jaejoong chuckled mentally “it’s the other way around Changmin, you should stay warm, but thank you for stopping by. So Yunho is the stubborn one hmm? How cute”

Some time passed and Changmin had to go leaving Jaejoong alone once again, Jaejoong did was best which was just lying there in deep thought. “if I fight back… if I do wake up… this pain that I went through… I just met them and they care for me…” he sighed mentally as he felt the chains tighten around him. Being like this made him became a very negative person, but who blames him.  “Can I really trust them? If I do wake up? will they still care for me like they do now?” he kept feeling the tighten pain of the chains around his heart tighten. “Can I trust people again?…”

He mentally slapped himself and shook his head “no, no I can… it’ll be hard but I think they are different… I’ll fight for you Yunho” he then felt the chains loosen as he concentrated on moving any body part and managed to twitch two fingers this time “For Yunho… I must fight this curse!” he kept repeating as another wave of strength hit him and concentrated on his right hand, after what seemed like forever he managed to curl his hand into a fist. “yes! I did it!! Come on Jaejoong!” he opened his hand which was easier to move and began to concentrate on his other hand but he couldn’t, he went back to his right hand and concentrated on moving his wrist and forearm.

In his mind he saw the chain that bonded his arm gradually becoming more loosen, he smiled mentally as his arm dropped to his side and that chain disappeared, he didn’t have complete control over his arm but at least it was free. He closed his eyes and concentrated on movement and he managed to shift his arm a millimeter to the side. “I did….it… I’m so tired…” he slowly fell asleep exhausted from the work he did and for a long time he dreamt.

“Hyung! We’re finally going to be famous! We’re finally a step closer to our dream!” even though he was older, Jaejoong called the other hyung, for they grew up together and were practically brothers. “Yes Jaejoong, finally” Jaejoong was too excited that he didn’t notice the latter look in his eyes that showed hatred towards him.

“what?! How can this be? I wrote those songs! Those are mine! Hyung tell him I wrote it!” Jaejoong looked at other man and was shocked at his expression, a smirked formed on his face as Jaejoong shook his head “Sorry Jaejoong, but those songs are mine, so stop acting like you’re innocent…” Jaejoong turned to the manager begging to believe him as he shook his head “how could you hyung!? We were in this together! How could you do this to me?! To our dream?!” the other laughed as the manager walked away “our dream? No Jaejoong, it was your dream to pursue this silly career, to be a singer and fill everyone with happiness, my dream was to be famous but with these songs of yours I’ll be able to fore fill it and you go back home… I’m going to be the most famous artist in Asia so do support me kay?”

Jaejoong was in disbelief “why? Hyung?!” the other looked at him in hatred again “why? Because you were always better than me! You wrote the best songs and were the best looking out all the trainees and were favorite! But I hate you Jaejoong and now watch me as I rise to the top” he smirked and walked away, leaving Jaejoong shattered.

After that Jaejoong walked through the streets of Seoul, broken and hurt. The person he trusted and believed in, betrayed him. The last thing he remembered was drinking and a bottle of pills next to him. But how he got to the hospital he did not know. But as he heard he was found with a phone next to him.

Jaejoong woke up mentally, he wanted to cry, but he couldn’t. That day he hated that day and he hated that person for doing what he did to him, he felt the sharp pain in his heart and it felt like he was suffocating. He noticed it was the following day and he went back to work, he managed to move his hand more and his arm a little, it took a lot from him but he managed.

He didn’t notice that someone walked in and felt a hand around his; he stopped trying and knew who it was, “Yunho…” Jaejoong felt the most happiness he ever felt, feeling his hand on his.

Yunho managed to escape his manager and rushed to the hospital; he basically ran to Jaejoong’s room and smiled as he walked up to him and held his hand. He missed the feeling of his hand and he felt bad for not coming at all “Jaejoong, I’m sorry I haven’t been around… please forgive me okay?” he Jaejoong’s cheek softly and smiled at him “I missed you” Jaejoong felt his heart pound at his words and he wanted to move, to show him that he was fighting for him.

Yunho looked at Jaejoong as he showed no change at all, he brought their hands up to his face and leaned his cheek on Jaejoong’s hand “you must get better, I’m waiting for you to wake okay? I’ll be here” he rubbed his hand with his thumb as Jaejoong’s pulse quickened “Yunho! I can move! I can do it!” Jaejoong concentrated to move his hand as Yunho continued “I’m going to start promoting my new album, that’s why I haven’t been around… I don’t like it because I want to be here with you but I can’t help it… I’m sorry… Joongie” Jaejoong was shocked “I got a nickname?! Ahh I feel embarrassed now Aish! Yunho why!!”  If Jaejoong could blush he would have been red as a tomato.

“Want to listen to the last song I managed to write and record? “ he looked at Jaejoong and closed his eyes as he felt the other’s hand against his face and began to sing ((http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=36p_DB0qibM&feature=related)) he sang a part of it and smiled “I’ll sing you the rest when you wake up ok?” Jaejoong was mesmerized by his voice and wanted to hear more. He loved singing and after what happened he gave up on everything that mattered to him. Then a voice rang in his head “you won’t make it by taking others work…” “ I can’t believe he did that!” “I thought he was special…” “he’ll never make it in the entertainment business”  all those words kept repeating over and over and Jaejoong tried to push those away, he concentrated on his hand and managed to close his hand over Yunho’s.

Yunho felt something and he noticed it was Jaejoong’s hand that moved “Jaejoong?! You moved? … C-can’t it be?!” he stood up and leaned over Jaejoong and kissed his forehead “Joongie! You did it! You can move!” Jaejoong smiled mentally as he felt Yunho’s lips on his forehead and heard how cute he was being right now. Suddenly a phone rang and Yunho picked it up “Hello? Minnie? Ah yea… but! He moved!! Can you believe it!!! He moved!!... what?.... Aish fine” he hung up and looked at Jaejoong “I’m proud of you Joongie!! I really am!! But I must go… they found out I snuck out… Aish I’m in trouble now… but it was worth it!!” he leaned down and kissed Jaejoong’s cheek “sorry! I was just too excited and, and… well I’ll come back again okay!” he set his hand down and left.

Jaejoong was happy that Yunho was proud of him but he felt bad that Yunho got in trouble because of him but he was happy and he started to concentrate to move more body parts, pushing his inner demons away.

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>Author's Note< yay! update hehe and i'm in school XD i managed to make this one a little longer. so i hope everyone likes it!!

hmm i wonder who the person that betrayed Jaejoong is? well I know but i'm not going to tell you ~ :D you must find out hehehe

Btw the last chapter's poster i can't stop staring at Yunho >.< and my bias is Jae XD but man he looks hot in the pic, Min too!! lol okay enough of me spazzing :p

i must go to class and hopefully i'll update again later today ;D