Episode 16

Words: 1743

Rating: NC-17

Pairings: SinRin, YeJu

It have been days, weeks, and months Yerin was still broken inside. Though Yuju was right that she is confuse. Yerin doesn't know what to do. She herself doesn't even know if the feelings she have for SinB is more than or the same as the one she have with Yuju Choi. She feel s dumb, she don’t want anyone to leave her yet she know that they are hurting them. And she is being selfish.

"Give me more." Yerin put the glass on the counter. She is looking at the slim bartender. "Ms. Jung, your friend told me not to give you more. Besides she is going here now." The bartender says. "You call her again Hayoung?" Yerin asked with her drunken voice.

"Of course I did. You are lucky that she is because all this months she is the one who fetch you." The bartender named Hayoung told Yerin. "How dare you scold me?"' Yerin asked with a sultry voice. "We are friends for months since you start drinking here. I don't know what I have, but you even told me your deepest secret." Hayoung says.

Hayoung, she is a bartender in Soshi Club, where Yerin frequently have a drink every night after work. Yerin learn to share her feelings to Hayoung, because even SinB is there Yerin feels that she can't share it with SinB especially now that the girl is within the issue.

"Because I think I can trust you." Yerin says as she took the other shot of drink, and the other girl failed to stop her. "So have you talk to your girlfriend?" Hayoung asked, though she know the story she still feel it was inappropriate to say Yerin’s Ex girlfriend.

"It was ex-girlfriend." Yerin corrected.

"Ok Ex." Hayoung crease her brow, and listened on what Yerin want to say.

"Back from the topic I don't, I try calling her. No one answer. The other day I call her, I hear a man answers it. On the other day it was a girl." Yerin explained.

"Have you try to visit her house?"

"I am an idiot if I didn't. Of course I did. It was her mom who see me. She threaten me that the media will know if I continue go to there house." Yerin explained.  

"You are hopeless." Hayoung shook her head.

"How dare you say that to me?" Yerin asked, and Hayoung just laugh. "Have you plan to move on?"

"Huh what are you saying?" Yerin is annoyed to Hayoung. "Who is being confuse here?" Hayoung asked.

"Me?"

"Exactly, same reason why your girlfriend break up with you. Wake up its been months. Have proper talk with her, and move on." Hayoung says.

"What? It is not that easy." Yerin says.

"Why do you think you are acting this way?" Hayoung asked.

"Because my ex suddenly left in the day that I didn't expect her to leave?" Yerin asked.

"Not that thing."

"Then what?"

"Because she left you without proper closure. It is not proper in a way you don't understand what she really mean when she break up with you."

"What do you mean?" Yerin give Hayoung a confuse look.

"What did she say when she call for a break up?"

"I have to find myself "

"And you find yourself?"

"Being pained because she just leave me without even letting me explain my side." Yerin says honestly. 

"What will you explain to her then?" Hayoung asked because she know this will lead to the girl's decision that will make things proper again.

"That I am--- I. . ." Yerin close her eyes and sigh.

"What?"

"I am confuse, yes she is right I am confuse." Yerin admitted finally.

"How you feel when SinB is around?"

"What do you mean?"