Juvia is tired.

I am tired.

Who wouldn't?

I know what you are all thinking.

I love him. I really do! Maybe I just got...tired.

No. Not tired of waiting for him! And certainly, not tired of loving him.

Just tired of showing it. Showing my love.

I ponder for awhile.

Was I that hard to love?

Of course I am! Sorry for asking.

I'm rude, a daydreamer, absent-minded, ugly, weak. I'm not like her.

I'm not like Lucy.

I'm not beautiful like a princess, or y like a model, or intelligent like a scholar, or kind like a mother.

But I do have good points, right?

I may not be as beautiful as her but my face could be considered as cute.

I may not be y but I wear clothes that are at least presentable and I wear them with grace.

I may not be that intelligent but I could come up with a couple strategic plans when facing my enemies.

And I may not be kind but I am gentle. I guess it's in my nature already. After all, water is supposed to be gentle, whether towards its friends or enemies.

I wonder what Gray-sama is doing now. I'm in my room right now. Master gave us all a free day to rest since the fight with Tartaros.

It was a tough battle and we were all thankful that the Celestial Spirit King aided us in defeating them. It's sad that I couldn't see Aquarius-san again. She was one of my few close girl friends. We were compatible in nature