Yongguk walk in hurriedly among the crowd who sorround him, his eyes is looking everywhere to find someone. Sometime he bumping someone else and it make him get scold, but Yongguk just ignore it. His mind is only occupied that he should find someone he really care now, or else it would be late and he will never meet him ever again. It will make him really in a regret whenever he get to remember it. 

At first, Yongguk don't want to go here and find Daehyun because he already convince himself that he can accept Daehyun's decision and can't do anything except to let Daehyun go. Yongguk decide that he don't want to meet him again after their conversation last night. 

But Yongguk get a sharp words from Himchan when he come to his club to contemplet his sadness and make himself drunk for the rest of the night. Himchan said that he is a real loser to let Daehyun go just like that and it make him really pissed to heard it. 

One thing that make Yongguk think hard is that Himchan said to him that he will regret it for the rest of his life and maybe he will never meet Daehyun again. Maybe Jiho is already have make an important step or you could say that he already propose Daehyun to live with him. Perhaps that is why Daehyun choose to leave Yongguk and accept Jiho's proposal, it's the only Yongguk can think except anything else. 

Yongguk won't admit it but he really hate it when he get to imagine it. He hate it more when if it really happened. 
Just only this time he get to find Daehyun and apologize to him. Maybe Yongguk can convince Daehyun to stay beside him. 

Yongguk just only hope to find Daehyun soon before it's too late. 

Yongguk focusing his eyes when he spot someone's figure he is really familiar with. He walk towards the guy quickly and turn the guy around to see his face. But to his disappointed, it's not someone he is looking for. 

Yongguk say apologize and let the guy go with weird look he give towards Yongguk. 

Yongguk's breath is hard since he got to running from the beginning and searching in every corner of this airport, in hope he can find Daehyun. 

When he get to look up to see the flight board, he make a loud sigh. Closing his eyes in sad, there is nothing can make him disappoint more that the plane which go to Japan is already take off. 

Yongguk is late. 

He can't find Daehyun anymore. 

"Hyung, you find Daehyun yet? " Yongguk feel the pat behind his back. 

Junhong standing beside him and see where Yongguk's eyes looking at. He is already get it when Yongguk is not answer him. 

There is nothing else Junhong can do, "Come on, hyung. " Junhong take Yongguk's hand and pull his body to move, drag Yongguk in slow step to leave the the airport. "Let's go home, maybe we can meet him again another time. " Jun Hong try to reassuring him eventhough he know that it is useless. 

Yongguk looking at the flight board one more time before he get to start to walk.

He is really sorry for become such a coward. He didn't try hard enough to make Daehyun stay beside him and just gave up like that. He should know more, Daehyun said to him that he love Yongguk last night and he should aware soon that he could convinced Daehyun more to ask him to leave Jiho's side. But he already feel upset and disappointed at the same time to got to heard what Daehyun said last night. It made him didn't want to think anything else except to left Daehyun alone as soon as possible, going to Himchan's club to made himself drunk and forget about this. 

Yongguk don't know that he'll be this so disappointed Daehyun is really leave him even he is already know it. 

Yongguk make a loud sigh again before he leave and tailing Junhong behind. There is nothing he can do except to leave the place with a broken heart. 

For sure, Yongguk will lock himself up in his own place for the rest of the day. 

There, there. 

If only Yongguk want to wait for a few minutes more. 

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It's been a week  Yongguk is really lock himself from the outside. He don't want to meet anyone even didn't let Himchan to go inside his place when he want to see Yongguk. Ignoring a few calls and messages from his friends, even ignoring a message he got from his CEO. But he is not that stupid to make his CEO get angry because he already told him that he will take a rest for a few days before he start to work again. 

Yongguk sit in the balcony with a hot black coffee on the table, enjoying the cold wind while watching the sunset that he can see between the steady building in front of him. 

It sure make him calm a bit between the emptyness in his heart. His heart is still hurts and he refuse to stop thinking about Daehyun. It's true that Yongguk just know Daehyun for a short time, but Daehyun himself can change his life upside down like this (Well, I know he is exaggerated. But who cares? Hahaha). 

But Yongguk can't enjoy his moment for longer because there is a noise in the kitchen. He notice there is someone standing behind his back, Yongguk just ignore him. 

"Hyung, I bought you some food. " Junhong walk out from the kitchen and put the tray that full of food on the table beside him, Yongguk just hummed. 

Junhong decided to standing and rest his back on the railing, let his other hyung who still standing behind Yongguk to take another seat. "Hyung, since when you grew a beard? " Point him towards Yongguk's face, "Did you have a good rest? " he says again a bit worry because Yongguk is looking mess. He have a thick eye back and his face is bit pale. His hair is messy, it's not like Yongguk he knows who always take care of himself. 

Yongguk can hear Himchan make a soft sigh before he take a seat beside him. "If you want to ask, just ask. " He says, can't bear a pity look he get from Himchan. 

"What do you expect me to ask? You just ignore what Junhong is asking you just now. " 

"Sorry. " He says while looking at Junhong, "I'm okay, you don't have to worry. "

"No problem, hyung. " Junhong replies him with a smile. 

No one of them who want to start to talk until Himchan clear his throat first, "When will you stop being like this? "

"Being what? " Yongguk ask back. 

"Being pathetic. " Himchan give a pity look back at him, "Daehyun left you is not end of your world, Yongguk."

"I'm not like that. " Well, it's not true though. " Just let assume this is the way to make me more manly. "

"So you are not manly enough for all this time? No wonder Daehyun still choose his boyfriend more than you if you think like that." 

"Shut up. " 

"Pathetic. "Himchan scoffs. 

Yongguk is not like that sarcastic tone Himchan use in those words. He feels offended but he can ignore it. 

"Just stop locking yourself up in here, it's not healthy for your mind. " Himchan says again. "You make Junhong worried. "

"Like I said you don't have to worried about me. "

"After seeing you like this? You want to make the other one is worried about you? "

Yongguk knitt his eyebrows and looking at Himchan's face, "Who do you mean the other one? "

"You surely know who is it. "

Yongguk make a bitter laugh, "Stop saying , he don't even care about me. "

"Who is the one saying now? Look at Junhong, he didn't get upset easily after being rejected so may time by his crush. " 

"Should I feel flattered? " Junhong says while showing his sheepish smile. 

Both Yongguk and Himchan just give him a look and it make Junhong look down, he should know to not interfere with what their talking about. 

"What do you think Daehyun choose Jiho instead of you?" Well, Yongguk think this is a bit odd. 

"It's obvious because he love him more than me. " It's so bitter when he says this. 

"Is he saying that from his own mouth? " Yongguk can't remember it though. 

Himchan sigh again since Yongguk is just quiet, "Just let it pass, Yongguk. Stop thinking about him, there is nothing good coming if you become like this. "

"You are talking too much. "

"If you want me stop talking, just go outside. Get some fresh air, you look so pathetic." Yongguk is not miss a disgust Himchan make on his face. 

"Shut up. " Yongguk get up from his seat and leave them two alone on the balcony. 

Himchan can hear Yongguk's footstep towards the front door, hearing the door being clicking close from the outside. 

Finally, he can make Yongguk going outside to refresh his mind. It's so frustrating to see Yongguk pitying himself after to what happened between him and Daehyun. 

"Hyung, you almost spill the secret. " Junhong says after he is sure that Yongguk is left them. 

"Who cares. " Himchan shrugged. 

"But we've been promise him. "

"Go watch some cartoon, Junhong. " Order him while he get up, walking towards Yongguk's room. "I want sleep, I almost awake for three days straight since Daehyun decided to quit from my club. "

Junhong make a pout, didn't understand with what Himchan thinking. 

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The next day, Yongguk check himself out in front of the mirror. He cut his hair short last night when Himchan asked him to went outside and he already shave his beard this morning. He is looking fresh now eventhough his eyes is still have a dark circle. 

"Where are you going? " Says Himchan who still laying on his bed with Junhong sleeping on his side. 

"I have a schedule today. " He says simply. 

"You decided to start to work again. "

"I'm not irresponsible guy, my manager have been prepare this a few months before. "

"A big event? "

"Not that big but I become an interviewees in one of the college in Seoul. "

"Good luck then. " Himchan is fall asleep again, "It's a good thing you start to work again. "

Yongguk roll his eyes, ignoring him. 

Yongguk tidy up his suit again before he leave his place, letting the two friends of him sleeping in his room. He is sure they will not wake up soon. 

Yongguk is ready to go to Seoul university, he got asked to become ambassadors of children in there because he is one of the member of UNICEF. 

Yongguk who still decide to going there because maybe this can make his mind get distract from Daehyun. He is tired always thinking about him. 

Yeah, he need distraction eventhough it's just for a short time. 

When Yongguk is already in there, he is being welcome by a beautiful girl. She is kind of cute. She have a wavy long hair, cute face and a petite body. She is wearing a white shirt with a red blouse and a long black pants. She is really cute with a light make up on his face, look so natural. 

Kind of Yongguk's type. 

She wave towards him and give him a big smile, " Morning. I'm Song Ji Eun, one of the committee who held this event. " 
Yongguk held her offer hand and shake it warmly, "Bang Yongguk. "

"I'm glad you are accept our invitation to become one of our interviewees. " 

"It's my pleasure. "

"Let me guide you to going inside, I'll become your assistant in here. " The girl walk first with Yongguk tailing behind, "You can tell me if you need anything. "

"Okay. " Yongguk replied shortly, the girl seems cheerful because the smile isnever fade away from her lips. 

Yongguk and the girl sit in the park bench with a hot coffee that Ji Eun brought from the cafeteria. They are just preparing and discussing what kind of material that Yongguk have. Yongguk held the paper he get from Ji Eun and already want to read it first until Ji Eun start talking, start a conversation. 

"You know, the event is should held a months ago. " Yongguk put the paper for a while, make his face seems interesting with the conversation. " If not because one of the committee was taking a break for a long time and lost the application that we were preparing for this event. "

"Why is that happened? "

"Well, he have a hard time. " The girl rest her chin on his palm, "But it's not problem anymore because he is already start to go to the college again, preparing for his final exam. "

It's sounds familiar to Yongguk. 

"But guess what? " Yongguk can see the evil smile from the girl's lips, "While he busying himself with the exam, I make him busy more to handle all of this event. "

"You are so evil. "

"It's not my fault.  He is the only one who remember the concept of this event. So he should take any responsibility for this. "

"Your innocent face just a disguise then. "

"Thank you. " The girl just smile at him. 

Yongguk is taken aback, it's not like Yongguk want to flirt with the girl though. 

But whatever. 

The girl check his watch, " I think it's the time we should go. "

Yongguk just nod, get up from their seat and let Ji Eun to lead the way. "I bet they are getting excited after knowing that you are become our interviewees."

When they entering the room, Yongguk is not expect to get a loud clasp from the students who attend this event and make full of the room. 

What make him more surprise is that he find Youngjae standing in the doorway, looking at him and waving at him excitedly. He didn't know that Youngjae is study in this college. He wave back with a smile on his face. 

Then he realize something. 

Is there any chance that Daehyun is study in this college too? 

Is Daehyun in here too now? 

But it's impossible because he know Daehyun is went to Japan with Jiho. From what he remember, they will not come back in anytime soon. 

Yongguk shake his head in pity. What is he thinking? Didn't he want to make himself distract for stop thinking about Daehyun? 

Without any longer, the interview is start to begin. First Yongguk is telling them the topic that he had discussed with Ji Eun before and it's excited Yongguk more when he know the audience give the topic some interest. 

The interview is finish an hour later. Well, this is success without he expect it. But in one of discussion while he spoke before, Yongguk can't avert his eyes from someone who sit far in the corner. He can't see his face because the guy is resting his head on his fold arm. He is sure that the guy is asleep from the beginning Yongguk entered the room. What make Yongguk glued his eyes towards the guy is that the familiar jacket he is wearing. 

It look exactly the same like Yongguk's one. 

Then Yongguk remember he ever left his jacket at Daehyun's place before, after the news being blow up and he should hide in there for awhile. 

But then again, it's impossible. There should be another jacket which look the same like his and it's not only him who have it. 

Right? 

While Ji Eun speak to the audience, Yongguk find Youngjae is entering the room with two milkshake on his hands. Walking towards someone in the corner of the room, for more accurately towards the guy that he have his eyes glued on. 

Yongguk can see Youngjae nudge the guy's shoulder to wake up, but it seems that the guy is won't budge and move his muscle for a bit. Youngjae is rolling his eyes, he put one of the milkshake on the table and then pinch the side of the guy's body. 

Yongguk can easily know that the pinch is hard since the guy is wake up abruptly and rub his side that feels really hurt. 
That is when Yongguk is freeze in the place. 

Yongguk can see clearly the guy's face and he is not expect to find him in here. 

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It's one in the morning Daehyun hate the most. He can't take a break for almost a week since he start to attend his college again. At first Daehyun just want to finish his final exam as quickly as possible because he know there is so much thing he should do and it need much time. He even quit from the work he have in Yoo's and Himchan's club. 

But it's just what he is planning. 

The moment he set his feet in the college, there is a girl who don't want to stop bothering him about the event that they have planned from a few months ago. 

Daehyun told her that he forget about it and lose the application. Since then, the girl won't stop bothering him when he got a new task for his exam. 

The girl is none other than Song Ji Eun. 

In annoying tone, Daehyun told her that he will do all the work to prepare the event but he don't want to look out for the new interviewees. Because he is sure the old one is already cancel the schedule for this event. Ji Eun is easily agreed and that make Daehyun a bit relief. 

It mean Ji Eun won't bother him for a moment. But Daehyun should deal with a bunch of work and do his task at the same time. That is make him more tired ever than when he had to worked as a part-timer in 3 different place, at least he got the money from those part time. Eventhough the money is gone quickly the moment he get them. 

Before Daehyun go to the college, he come to the Yoo's first to get some free coffee. Then they will go to the college together riding Youngjae's ugly scooter.

Youngjae is already standing in front of the Yoo's. He hand the coffee he held towards Daehyun and with calmly Daehyun accept it. 

"You are a mess. " Youngjae says while look at Daehyun from head to toes. "Don't you care about your look? ". Daehyun's brown hair is messy, his lips is not have a natural red colour and look chapped and the thick eyebag under his eyes make the dark circle around his eyes is more obvious to look at. 

"Of course I care. " Daehyun take a sip from his coffee, "but I don't have much time. "

Youngjae give him a look, "At least take care of the dark circle around your eyes, you look like ghost."

"Handsome ghost. " Daehyun's mind is sure is tired he even accept Youngjae's lame joke, " Remember today is your turn to handle the event with Ji Eun, I've already do all the work. "

"And what will you gonna do then? " 

"I just sit while watching the handsome good looking interviewees from the back. "

"Do you even know who is it? " Youngjae says with a