Yongsun's POV

It's 5:30 in the morning. I walk out of my apartment and walk to the flower shop. I bought a boquet for my girlfriend. Yes, my secret girlfriend, Moon Byul yi, I said secret because no one knows about us. No one needed to know,we are idols so we really can't tell anyone but we were still happy. I made my way to my girlfriends tomb and place the boquet on top of it. Tears formed in my eyes i didn't even realized that I was crying.

It's all my fault. My tears won't stop. Remembering how she cared for me so much,how she kissed me , how she would  be greasy towards me.

How she says I love you. I miss you so much..

Why do you have to go? 

Thinking about those moments of her and me being together made my tears fall harder. After crying so much I looked at my wristwatch and noticed that I was gonna be late for my friendly date with Whee In and Hwa Sa. My phone vibrated and when I took it, Whee In was calling me. Of course I have to answer so cleared my throat before answering so she wpnt notice that I was crying.

"Unnie? Where are you? Are you ok?" Asking with her concerned voice. I chuckled lightly. "I'm fine, I'm about to go to the cafe. Are you already there?". I tried to sound cheerful. "Yeah, I'm with Hwa Sa...unnie?" ." Yes?"

"Are you really okay?". This time it was Hwa Sa asking me. "I'm fine...gotta go. I'm near the cafe. Just wait a little bit will talk later ok?". I hung up and continued walking, luckily the cafe was near enough. I arrived and sat down with the worried younger members as if they were asking if I'm ok.

"I'm fine."