Jungkook hit the accelerator with all his might, his hands tightly clasped around the steering wheel. He looked ahead of the road. He knew he was breaking all the speed limits and traffic rules but it didn't really matter right now. Not when he heard Jimin's calm voice and Jin breaking down from the other end. If Jin was with him, he would say Jungkook to switch the phone and concentrate on the road.

", ," Jungkook cursed, slaming his hands on the steering wheel. He felt like he was on the edge of his sanity,he could feel his future, shattered like glass. He almost jumped out from his car when he saw Jin lying on the sidewalk, clutching his head painfully. Jungkook felt his own heart bleed at the unfairness of this fcking world.

"Jin hyung, I'm so sorry" Jungkook whisper yelled, violently shoving Jimin out of his way. He threw a deathly glare at the latter who visibly deflated quickly. If Jin was not in this state right now, Jungkook's hands would have probably been stained with Jimin's blood. Jungkook thought bitterly as he picked Jin up in bridal style, carrying him to his car.

Jin was passed out cold, and Jungkook felt himself panicking. He didn't give Jimin a second glanced as he gently  placed Jin on the backseat. He could feel Jimin   watching his every movement carefully. Jungkook turned to Jimin one last time, opening the door and Jimin opened his mouth saying,

"Who are-"

" off" Jungkook spat, every word dripping venom as he got in and hastily dialing Namjoon's number.

He was at least glad that his expression didn't betray him because if not , he would sure he would breakdown from all the pressure.

*********

"I'm so done, I ing ruined it all" Jungkook let out a humourless laugh as he watched Jin, who was laying with a deathly pale face and chapped lips. Suga  was staring at Jungkook from afar without saying anything. "Gosh, I'm such an idiot. And so pathetic. Aren't I?"

"Jungkook, it was meant to  happen sooner or later. Stop blaming yourself so much" Suga said in a low voice. He knew how much Jungkook would be  hating himself right now.

"Why can't money makel this hell alright?" Jungkook breathed out wearily. "Why does money can't change his mind?"

Suga watched Jungkook silently, examining the younger. He looked tired and worn out, his eyes reflecting sadness and desperation.He let Jungkook keep talking, then maybe he could let out some of his hatred towards himslef. "Why does everything happen to me? Am I this much cruel, that gods can't even give me some time to enjoy myslef without letting my happi