Sana pov

We all now arrived at canteen and start eating our meal, when ever it's come about food makes us remember the one of our dearest friend no she not just a friend she a family. I know all of use now still waiting for her and I know now the memories of her start all over again in our mind, i don't even dare to think how mina feels and how I feels if I’m in mina position, I’m worried of mina she start act and talk like a bad girl, I know she didn't mean to be like that, I know she do that to hide her weak side I know she act like that to escape from reality, to erase her from her memories and to stop her heart from break again and again

"I miss our moguri" jihyo said suddenly make all of us taken back

"yeah me too jihyo, she is the best and the only one" jungyeon say with her natural flirt character 

"yaaa, it's not the time to flirt jungyeon we all in serious situation now and haven't you look at the devil beside you?" I said with a lilbit scold tone

"oops, miann nayeon-ah i didn't mean to"

"Don’t come near me I will sit next to sana" nayeon said and come next to me

"nayeon ahh miann i don't mean to, you the only one babe" jungyeon say tried to make nayeon believe 

"huh, i don't care just go to your moguri" nayeon said with angry tone

"hey stop calling her name" I said to nayeon with whisper

"waee what's wrong with call momo?"

All of them stop to talk as they saw mina there with a pain in her eye, it's break my heart to see our loveable penguin turn out like this, I look at nayeon and her head already down knowing there was mina standing right there with broken heart and tears ready to falling down. I saw her hands on mina ears *ahh that's good mina-ya she was there for you* I said in my mind but why I feel my chest tight it's like my heart being rip and stab *what is this why I feel this way when I’m supposed to be happy seeing my friend have someone who cares and always there protect her , waee its hurt so much please someone tell me what is this*

Mina pov

*ahh so they talking about her* I said in my mind as I felt someone hands in my ear,  I held that hands as I saw chaeng beside me with that uneasy face and start turn around to see who it is *tzuyu?* I got confused why tzuyu do this to me

"unnie let me stay like this for a while " she said with a faint smile in her face and start closing my ears again

"tzuyu what’s wrong?”

“please stop pretending unnie, I know you know what I mean”

“ahh it's ok, I already forget her everything alright, you don't have to do this" as I said to her as I feel her hands leave my ears and hold my hands and drag me to rooftop

"mina unnie please don't be like this, I can't just stay looking at youturn to be like this, I know you lying, I know all of it was fake, Iknow you just faking your smile and holding your tears pretending everything was ok , please just be honest around me" she said as she hug me tightly make my face hide in her broad shoulder and suddenly I feel my cheek wet

"tzu..yu.. That's ok you know I’m fine" I tried to make her believe me

"LIAR unnie you a LIAR why you still saying you ok when your tears already falling down like that" she scold me* ahh so she know I’m crying what a smart girl she is* I feel like I can't endureanymore and resist her, I want to let it out

"miann tzu..yu.. jinjah it's hurt so much, why she gone whyy.., why she left me. It's hurt so much tzuyu-ahh, I have enough endure it for long time, I can’t take it anymore" I tell her how frustrated I am, how sick I’m, and how pain I’m in cause I can't hold it anymore, I cried with all of my strength,  I let it all out.

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