Mina pov 

*ok I have enough I will call tzuyu, I don’t care even she tell me not to call her when she not call me first, and the reason she scared that I might call her when she in hospital and you know right what will happen to meiqi? Yeah tzuyu sacred of that, but I have enough this is my limit*
 
“tzuyu~aa” she answer me after waiting for a few second
“mina-yaa, I miss you”
“same her tzuyu, I miss you so much maybe too much till I have a dream about you every night”
“awww, do my mina miss her chewy that much” she tease me and I hear she laugh 

*ohh lord, don’t you know how much I miss hear her laugh*

“of course, I miss my chewy that much how about chewy did she miss her mina that much too” I said it cutely
“aigoo of course minaa~yaa, how was your day?” I still can hear happiness in her voice
“hmpp, no good at all its really bad” I make my voice sound like sluking
“waee? Is something happen?” she sound worried, it's fun to
“yeah something happen and this bad day because you" i hear gasp
"why, waee?? Do i do something wrong? I'm sorry"
"yes you did and that was you not in my side” I hear her relief gasp
“my beloved mina please forgive your stupid, dumb, jerk girlfriend that can’t be by your side”
“eyy don’t say that I know your situation and you not like that and if you like that I will still love you the same, babe” I said the babe word without thinking and its make embarrassed when I realize it
“what are you saying? Can you reply I can’t hear it” my tzuyu that love to tease me come back, I know she hear it clearly
“ DON’T SAY THAT I KNOW YOUR SITUATION AND YOU NOT LIKE THAT AND IF YOU LIKE THAT I WILL STILL LOVE YOU THE SAME…” I said it loudly but i won't say the last word
“I think something missing, say it mina” I got her
“I got you, I know you pretend to not hear it right” I say it proudly
“tchh I hate the fact that you so smart now”
“miann tzuyu-aa please don’t mad, I’m just joking ok”
“…….” aishhh, She ignore me now
“tzuyu-aaa please” I said it cutely and I hear her cluck
“……..” she still didn’t want to answer guess I have to say it again *I face palm myself*
“babe please don’t mad”
“can you say it once again” aissh this girl
“BABE PLEASE DON’T MAD”
“who say I’m mad I just too lazy to answer”
“tchh whatever” I said it with annoyed voice
“babe I miss you so much, I want to see you”
“I miss you so much too”
“I want to go back now, I really miss you” she start sobbing
“are you crying?”
“waee?? I’m not” she lie
“pabo yaa you know you can’t lie to me right?”
“i'm just miss you too much, why this happen to us, why can't we just live happily ever after, and I can't leave meiqi, she need me and I don’t want to felt guilty for the rest of my life either”
“tzuyu its ok, and we can't live happily ever after tzuyu we not live in fairy tale where everything go the way you want to, this is reality and you have to accept this cruel reality she need you more than me and she don’t have much time as me, and this is reality tzuyu where everything never go as what we want to, just accept it” 

i know what i said to tzuyu but even myself still believe in that fairy tale, i want to live happily with tzuyu, i want to tell her how scared I'm, all my fear, and i want to be childish but i can't i need to be mature now and be the one who help tzuyu cause she need me now
 
I try to sound calm even tough tear already streaming, I know my place, and I’m more older to tzuyu so I have to act mature and help her, I can’t tell her the fact that I want her to come back now badly cause I’ll just make her more guilty and more stress. I can’t act immature now, even though I want too, I have to help her.
 
“I just start hating myself by the fact that i make you wait for me, I know you more stressed and frustrated more than me by the fear, I know you scared that I might leave you for meiqi even thought you didn’t mean to doubt on me, I know that cause I’ve been in your position before, so don’t act like you fine to me mina”

I’m really are hopeless for being the older one in this relationship
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