Tzuyu pov

“I promise if you get better and go back to home, I will take you to park everyday and I will buy you ice cream as many as you want”

jia said it sadly, she know it almost impossible to happen but she still want to believe that it can happen, I look at mina her hand close , she look like she want to cry she must be know how much pain that jia have seeing mei qi like that cause she have been in jia position and her dad in mei qi position, she must know how hard is that to believe to something that almost impossible but still want to believe. she start walking to jia back and tap jia back look like she want to comfort and support jia

“who are you?” mei qi ask mina
“I’m myoui mina, tzuyu upperclassmen”
“owhh, i'm sorry if I forget you and who is tzuyu?” mei qi look confuse and she start look at me 
“ohh, you must be tzuyu, sorry if I forget about you” she smile
“that’s ok” I said
“but do I know or being close to you ?cause I can’t remember anything about you”
“we are childhood friend and we really close”
“I’m really sorry I must be really stupid for not remembering my own close friend”she apologizes again
“don’t  say that, aren’t I already say that’s it’s ok”
“thank you”

Mei qi look really happy but she can’t remember anything about my and her relationship in past and she can’t remember what happen before, she must blocking the memory that hurting her, she running away from the truth, but that’s ok its better than seeing her hurt like before, after talking to her for several hour she asking me about herself and our childhood I and mina excuse to go home

*in the road*

“mina  I’m sorry” I decide to speak up cause I really are feel that way
“why? Why you say sorry you didn’t do anything wrong”
“no, I’m do everything wrongly, I’m really sorry about mei qi, I’m sorry that we have to pretend in front of her, I’m sorry for making you jealous, I’m sorry for make you felt leave out and I’m…..” 

before I could finish it I felt her soft lips on mine for a second

“are you finish?”
“ye…ahh” I look shock cause her sudden action
“don’t say sorry to me cause I know your position and I know it’s for the best and you shouldn’t worried about me being jealous you should worried if I’m not jealous pabo”
“arsoo, yeah I’m pabo but you fall for this pabo right? That’s make you more pabo than me” I stick out my tongue and
“yaaaa how dare you to call the top student in the school pabo”

I start running and she running too for catching me until I can’t hear her step sound make me look back , she standing in there around the street lamp light, she just standing right there than her shoulder start move up and down, her palm hiding her face *is she crying?* I start running to her way and hug her

“why you crying? Did I do something wrong?”
“don’t run away from me to far pabo, I’m scared that I can’t catch you, I’m scared that you will leave me, I’m scared that you will never
turning back anymore, I’m scared that I might lost, I’m scared that I’m going to lost you”

she said make me realize that I don't know anything about her she always act strong and mature every time even before, i don't know that she have this biggest fear inside her, there's no way for me to doubt her love, the two of us love each other too much that we scared by little stupid thing 

“how can I leave you when I need you this much and I can’t live without you, leaving you its mean suicide for me”
"don't say that, i don't want you die for me tzuyu-aa, i want you to live and let's live together"

We stay in the silent street, no one in there, just the two of us, mina sob voice the only thing that can be hear, darkness around us only street light that can be seen, we hug each other tightly like we gonna lost each other if we release it, after she stop cry we walk back to my house slowly while holding hand tightly. many people see us weirdly and some of them have disgust expression in their face but we don’t care as long as we have each other, we try to remember every step that we take this night cause from now everything will walk differently cause this is us, and we have this unbreakable bound 

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