Mina pov

i shock by what jia explain and when i look at tzuyu tears already fall, she must be worried and guilty about mei qi and me what the hell happen to me why can i still jealous on mei qi when i knowing her conditions, i start hugging tzuyu cause she look like she won't stop crying, and i comfort her

"h..ow lo...ng sh..e ca..n s...urvi..ve?" tzuyu said while sobbing 
"the end of this month" 

jia crying too now, i know how it's feel cause i lost my father too and i tap the corner of jia shoulder while i comfort tzuyu in my arm after several minute we decide to go inside mei qi room, the room colored all white, the most scariest sound cover the silent, the machine travel around the bed, the smell of antiseptic all over the room

Tzuyu go to beside the bed and hold mei qi hand, it's hurting me so much seeing this view,  i know they over, i know they are childhood friend and i know tzuyu do that because she worried about mei qi conditions but still why i can't get rid this feeling inside me

"mei qi~aa please wake up, it's me tzuyu I'm here" tzuyu said while holding mei qi hand 

After several minute i get enough of seeing this view,I'm only hurting myself, i excuse myself to go outside but suddenly tzuyu said

"mei qi, you wake, this is me tzuyu do you remember? " mei qi wake up
"tzuyu?" mei qi look confused like she don't remember tzuyu
"yeah it's me tzuyu your childhood friend aren't you remember me?" tzuyu said and mei qi look like she trying hard to remember thing
"tzu...yu aa it's that really you?" mei qi cry and she look like she start remember about tzuyu
"yeah it's me mei qi, it's me tzuyu" 
"i miss you tzuyu why you leave me?"suddenly mei qi hug tzuyu *ok have enough of all this drama, I'm out*

But tzuyu suddenly hold my wrist
"i miss you too mei qi~aa please don't cry and i want you to meet someone"
"who is it?"
"it's my girlfriend myoui mina" 

when tzuyu said it suddenly mei qi look like have an ache in her head, she hold her head and scream, tzuyu release my hand and go to mei qi same as jia cause they start freaking out same like me, i start running outside and call the doctor

When the doctor come he told us to came out, tzuyu look guilty and same as me until jia said

"she always like that, don't felt guilty it just her that can't move on and love you too much that's why it's better if you don't know all about it cause it just burden you especially you mina, you must be think that all of it was your fault and maybe you should leave tzuyu for mei qi" i and tzuyu shock by what jia said cause she really like reading our mind
"it's true mina you think like that?" tzuyu ask
"honestly yeah, cause she look like she need you more than me, i don't want to leave you or give up on you but you look you really care about her and...." before i could finish it tzuyu said
"don't you dare think like that, i love you ok, and only you, i worried about her because she my friend and she a precious person for me and you, you still the only one for me don't you dare to leave me" tzuyu said and look like she ready to tear up and i hug you
"there's no way i leave you, i will stay with you even if you leave me, the only possible way to make me leave you is when the time come and god take me"
"pabo yaa i will never leave you and i don't want live without my pabo mina"

Jia pov

What should i do now?

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