Tzuyu pov

After i finish call mina, i wipe my tear, control myself and go back to meiqi room cause i don't want her to know that i cry, i will just make thing more complicated between us

"I'm sorry, i gone to long" i show her a best smile i have but her expression flat nothing like usual 
"stop lying tzuyu"
"huh? What are you saying? " i confuse 
"i heard everything"
"meiqi, it's not like what you hear" i said panicky 
"no tzuyu i know what i hear, you should go, you should go to your happiness " she didn't cry or show any expression 
"but meiqi i can explain..."
"no, nothing you can explain tzuyu, go now"
"but.."
"go away tzuyu, go to her, go now before i can't let you go anymore " now she crying * what should i do* i came to her to comfort her
"meiqi~aa" i want to hug her but she push my hand harshly 
"didn't i told you to go"
"JUST GIVE ME A MINUTE OK, JUST GIVE ME A MINUTE TO COMFORT YOU, I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE YOU LIKE THIS, I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE YOU ALON LIKE THIS, I WILL GO AFTER THIS, PLEASE THIS IS FOR THE LAST TIME SO PLEASE LET ME" i said with higher tone then i use to, this is the first time i speak to meiqi or anyone else with this tone
"...." 

she didn't reply so i decide to come to her, i tap her back while caressing it, she began to hug me and cry uncontrollably *now i make the person i promise to never make her cry because of me, crying now*

"you are too good tzuyu, you are to good" she cry while punch me uncontrollably, i make her stop and hug her
"I'm sorry meiqi, I'm sorry, i didn't mean to, I'm sorry"
"......" she didn't reply and suddenly she wipe her tear and release her hug 
"my time is up tzuyu, go now, she waiting for you, promise me make her happy, and please forget about me and don't you dare to felt guilty cause non of this is your fault " she said while smiling
"thank you and sorry meiqi, i promise to make her happy, i won't, you are the memory i want to remember for the rest of my life, i won't forget you, good bye meiqi, no no goodbye, see you again" i said as i leave now and go to my house 

I take a plane to korea as fast as i can cause i want to meet my love as soon as i could

Meiqi pov

*Now tzuyu gone, i do a good job right? I let go my first and last love, i let her go, you do a great job meiqi* i said in my mind as my sister jia coming now

"where is tzuyu? And why you crying" she came to me and have a worried face
"cie cie, i do a great job, i let her go, aren't I'm a good girl" i can hold my tear anymore
"...." she tap and caressing my hair "you do a great job meiqi, I'm so proud of you"
"jia cie cie, can you take me to park and buy me an icecream?"
"but..."
"please" i give her my puppy eye
"arasoo"

Jia pov

I take her to the park infront of hospital, she didn't want to take a wheel chair, she said she want to walk, I'm really proud of her

When we arrived i let her to sit in the bench and i go to buy icecream after a minute, i came back and meiqi lean her head on the bench, i run toward her cause i scared she felt sick or hurt again

"meiqi are you hurt?"
"no I'm not i just felt my body so heavy and that's my ice cream right, thank you cie cie" i know she hurt, she just pretend she ok, she always pretend when she hurt, and here I'm couldn't do anything
"no problem meiqi~aa, if you hurt tell me ok"
"ok hehehe. Cie cie i want to walk and she the view"
"ok" i help her to stand but she can't 
"sorry cie cie, wait a minute ok i will try to stand up" 

*damn now she can't even stand up, but she still smile, she still smile while trying so hard to stand up, what should i do she can't even stand up anymore god you really are so cruel to a good girl like meiqi, what she is do wrong in her life, * i try to help her but she won't let me cause she said she can do it so i just tell her to hop in my back the first she didn't want but i force her to, so i piggy back her

"meiqi do you want to go back?"
"no i don't want to, the hospital is so boring " she lean her head *i know she getting weak and weak*
" jia cie cie thank you for everything, thank you for bought me the ice cream, thank you for take me here, thank you for granted my wish, thank you for everything you gave to me, i can't do anything without you"
"what are you saying meiqi of course i will do anything to you"
"thank you and please don't forget me cie cie" 

i cried cause i know this is for the last time, she know she don't have many time, i know she felt that way cause i can feel she can't feel or move her body cause she just drop her favorite ice cream, she drop her favorite thing that she will never drop it in thousand time but she drop it niow

"i won't meiqi~aa i won't "
"aah, it's really felt so good when you know there's someone will remember you when you gone"
"don't say something like that"
"cie cie, I'm tired can i sleep?" she asking me, she ing asking me, i would never let her to cause i know she will never wake again but she've been in pain all this time, this is the time i guess 
"sleep meiqi, i will carry you no matter where you want to go, i will stay beside you, so you don't felt lonely, i would never leave you"
"thank you cie cie, good nite, see you and i love you cie cie" 
".....i love you too meiqi"

i can felt her hand start falling, her heart beat stop, i cried, i can't hold it anymore, i carried her in my piggy back as tight as i could, i scared she will fall.

We in here seeing the view she love so much in the place she love so much, she have her favorite icecrem, aren't i do a great job? I walk slowly cause i want to remember this moment the time when i lose and realize the person i love so much.

My job as sister done now, i proud as a sister that can give her sister everything she want for the last time, and i proudly admit i love my own sister 

-meng jia 

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