Jongin's POV

"Careless, careless. Shoot anonymous, anonymous. Heartless, mindless. No one. who care about me?" I sing the lyrics of 'MAMA' as the boys and I are practicing for our debut stage in 2 weeks. Ever since I saw Sora with Jimin I just can't get that image out of my head. What could they've been doing behind those doors? Did she cheat on me?

"MAMA! Answer me, why did the people change. Did they notice the existence of that time. I have forgotten how to just hear, love and care, no longer but lost. Turning their backs while working while living." I try to focus on the lyrics but as I dance harder I get madder and madder. Did Sora even care about our relationship? How could she ever go back to the guy that hurt her so much?

"Full of envy behind that anonymous mask. Even after seeing the end, you’re still full with hunger. Are you satisfied now?"

I stop dancing and collapse to my knees as my thoughts consume me. How could she betray me like that? She was acting like everything was okay just before she left because all she ever does is act. She's not real.

"Jongin? Are you okay? Are you hurt?" Joonmyeon and the rest of the boys stare at me in confusion.

"Uh, sorry. Just have a lot on my mind."

"I guess we can take a break then." Joonmyeon tells us. I nod and take a seat alone. I watch as the boys talk about songs and other things that has to do with our debut but I'm not focused on that. I stare aimlessly at the ceiling until I hear her voice.

"Hey, mum made you guys some lunch." Sora walks in with a tray of food and puts it on the table. The boys go ahead and get some food but I decide not to. I stare at Sora waiting for her to catch my eye. When she finally does she comes over and hands me a sandwich.

"Here, it's ham." She tosses the wrapped sandwich in my lap and takes a seat beside me.

"How are you feeling." I ask carefully.

She shrugs. "Better I guess."

"You just went home then?" I question. I glare at her but she doesn't seem to notice.

"Yep, went right home and took a nap."

"I have a question."

"What's your question?" She asks.

"Let's say hypothetically, that you were hiding something big from me. Would you tell me?"

Sora blinks a couple times before clearing . "Yes, of