CH 19 - Kyuhyun
KISMETHe was walking ever so slowly to the library. This was his everyday path for some weeks now. He stays there until Sungmin ends his class, while helping Kim Jongwoon with his Math. Today though, he feels different. He was even a little nervous as he walks by this familiar corridor. His mind has been on his duet with the said man the day before. LSM said that he saw emotions as Kyuhyun sang, but only when he sang with Jongwoon. How? Kyuhyun and emotions? Preposterous! But then he knows deep inside that it was true. He gets all these feelings from Jongwoon when the older guy sings alone, how much more if they were singing together? Kyuhyun was actually embarrassed that his 'emotions came off during that performance'. His mind says that it should never happen again. But a huge part of him was ecstatic knowing that that will not be their last duet.
"Cho! Are you ok?"
Kyuhyun woke up from his thoughts. He was walking towards Jongwoon's usual table looking at nothing in particular. Jongwoon might have seen him in that state.
"Are you okay? You seem out of it"
"Yeah yeah, I'm good." As he sat down his usual seat, just beside the other.
"If you say so" Jongwoon said with a shrug. "By the way, uhmmm do you want to start practicing our duet?"
Kyuhyun's face would have been neutral but his insides were in panic. He wondered if Jongwoon knows that it's what has been flooding his mind ever since! "Uhh, uhm... Sure"
Jongwoon looked away from him. He heard him sigh. "Just tell me if you aren't up for it. Onew and Luna has a great fighting chance anyway..."
'No no no I want to sing with you' his mind yelled inside of him. Did he looked like he wasn't interested at all? Yeah probably he went all out in trying to look as if he doesn't care. "No, uhmm... I wanna do it. If you still don't know by now, I actually am very competitive. I wouldn't hand it to the Lu-New couple just like that you know"
Jongwoon chuckled at that. "Lu-New... So cute! Haha"
Kyuhyun was smiling as well. "So, when should we practice?"
"How about we use this same time too? We can use the VAS room"
"Using your presidential powers for personal gain, I see." He said with a smirk. "I approve!"
"Whatever" as Jongwoon looked down again at his readings.
"By the way, here's some equations you can work on" he continued, as he gave another sheet of math equations to solve.
Jongwoon sighed but took the paper anyway, with a muttered "Thanks".
Kyuhyun took out his psp to play while Jongwoon answered the math problems he gave. It's a good thing that Jongwoon never questioned nor of putting effort into this whole tutoring thing. If it was him, it will be very easy to tease someone who makes the effort of writing all these math equations just to 'help' and tutor another. Kyuhyun, for one, would have never thought that he'd be doing this. He was never the helpful type. But he found himself wanting to come up of math problems to give to Jongwoon just so he can see the latter's face contort in confusion as he tries to answer it. Just like now. He glances at the older guy every once in a while, but never longer than 2 seconds because that would be creepy. He tells himself that it was just for his amusement. Jongwoon's cute face amuses him. "Yeah, there, I said it", his mind told himself.
"What number?"
"Uhmm... This one, number 3..."
Kyuhyun moved closer to the other. He explained about how to answer the problem that Jongwoon was stuck on. He was pointing at the paper here and there while was hovering above in the upper right side the smaller man. Enjoying that combination of sensual musk, cinnamon and coffee-scents that Jongwoon has. He hates coffee, but why does it smells good now?
As he was near the end of his explanation, his hand accidentally brushed with Jongwoon's hand. And there, his heart went. Beating crazily mad. He has to get away and go back to his seat.
'What the heeeelll', was all he can rumble in his mind over and over. As Jongwoon continued answering, Kyuhyun cannot help but look at him. Longer than usual. He was still behind his psp but he wasn't actually playing anymore. He was just pushing and clicking random buttons to make it look like he still was playing a game. No, he was just looking at Jongwoon. He now stared at the other, it would probably be really impolite already. He realized how smooth Jongwoon's skin was. And that he actually wears eyeliner, '...and wow it suits him well' he thought. His jet black hair looked soft. His lips plump and naturally pinkish.
He got a right there and then. 'Why noooow?!', his mind screamed. He unconsciously put his hands in his face, dropped to hit the table, and let out a small growl of frustration. Of course a startled Jongwoon saw and heard him, and so he asked if Kyuhyun was fine.
"Yeah I'm fine" he said as he abruptly lifted his face off the table.
He saw Jongwoon's right hand raised going to his forehead. It was too late when he realized that Jongwoon reached out to feel if his forehead is in a hot temperature, to check if he's sick. As Jongwoon's hand touched his skin, his heart thumped again wildly he's afraid the other person can hear it above the thick silence in the library. He unceremoniously backed away a little from the touch.
"You are hotter than normal Cho, you should go to the clinic"
'Wake up Cho Kyuhyun! Be yourself!' He nagged at himself. "Of course I am hotter than most. No need to go anywhere else", He said with his signature smirk.
"I mean hot like sick" Jongwoon rolled his eyes. "Are you sure you're ok? You look flushed and your temperature---"
"Know what? I'll just go to the restroom. Yeah..." He said as he lifted himself from his seat, getting his sling bag too. He looked flushed, his body temperature is going up and his raging won't go away. How brilliant.
"You won't be back?" Kyuhyun realized that it seemed like it, because he was bringing with him his bag. But it's only because he can't walk in the campus with his hard-on now can't he?
"No, I'll be back. I'll check on your work so..." He said as he was walking away.
He arrived at the restroom in the library where there was no other people. Good, he thought. He put his bag in the counter and he went to the sink to wash his face.
He looked at his face now in the mirror. 'What's happening to me' he asked himself. He was by just looking at his face and his lips and... That has never happened before. Of course he gets a when watching scenes in television and movies. He gets a when he's making out with his boyfriend, or with his girlfriend before. But not just by looking at someone, no. And that hand-brushing? What the hell was that? Why was his heart beating fast? Maybe Jongwoon was right, maybe he was a little sick.
He took some tissue to dry his face. He felt calmer now so he decided to come out. He was still away from their table when he saw that Jongwoon was joined by another. Sungmin was there already.
He took small steps while just looked at the two. Then his mind came up with a crazy ual vision of the 2 pleasing him. He stopped his track, and went back jogging to the restroom again. A holy-thre*some. 'What a sick sick bastard that I am' his brain was nagging at him.
It took him a lot of time and effort to be able to calm down again. "What is tis time of the month? Why do I feel like an animal in heat" he told himself. Good thing there wasn't anyone around.
As he went back to the table, he didn't sit down anymore. He just took hold of his boyfriend for them to go already. He doesn't want to look at Jongwoon's lips anymore. He heard Jongwoon saying goodbye to them.
Kyuhyun glanced his way but removed his eyes away from him abruptly. "Yeah bye, see you tomorrow at the VAS room" and he dragged Sungmin away.
Sungmin clarified what he told Jongwoon so he explained that it was about their duet. He just continued to drag Sungmin, and so the latter asked where they were going. They arrived at staircase C, where it was a little dim and lacking of people. When they got to the place, Kyuhyun then turned to his boyfriend and kissed him.
Sungmin just went with the flow, of course, as it was never Kyuhyun who starts these intimate moves. The make-out session was hot.
"Should we continue this to your place?" The smaller guy voiced when their lips disconnected to get air.
"Yeah yeah, let's go"
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ual frustration, yes that was it. He just needed . That was why he was all weird earlier. Kyuhyun was now in his computer game after one-round of and a little cuddling.
"What do you want for dinner, Kyu?"
"Anything's fine" not looking up from his game. But he heard the refrigerator open and close.
"You should really start buying real food in the grocery... You know I'll cook for you... If there was just anything to cook in here"
"Nah don't worry about it. Let's just order take-outs. What do you want, chinese food? Pizza?"
Sungmin was now beside him, looking at his game, head in his right shoulder. "Uhhh, maybe I'll just... Hmmm... Go home?"
"Okay" he replied.
Sungmin removed his head from his shoulder and he felt him looking his way. "Oh, right..." Sounding a bit of disappointed. 'Did he want me to tell him to stay?' He mused. But he was so into the game he was playing, that he let that thought slip away.
(End of CH)
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Anyeong!
I wanted to post the 20th CH (Jongwoon's POV) together with this but I do not have the time huhu... I had an exam last night. Plus another one this Saturday. Whew... But I have to. Because it's in my head for quite some time now. Actually the main story up until the 30th chapter is already ready, in. my. head. Kekeke... I just need to write them. But that takes a bit of time huhu
Also, I still have Of Photobooks and Novels and A Time To Blossom Anew looming over me. LOL. ^^
Anyway... Uhmmm... Anybody there? =)
- TMFG
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