ლ Taeyeon ლ

               "I thought you runaway. " Jiyong mumble as he buried his face on the crook of my neck while embracing me.  

                  "I was about to. "  Well,  I really did plan to runaway but I can't seem to do so. Why?  I don't really know how or when it happens but I can't survive without Jiyong.  I became so attached and dependable on him that I'm beginning to hate myself.  I wasn't like this before.  I'm a survivor!  I guess the pregnancy brought out the worst in me!  

              "What made you decide not to! " He hesitantly asked.  

                I became silent for a moment before I answer him. "Our baby. " I sigh as I rub the small bump that signifies his /her existence.  "I don't want out baby to be born in this world without a father,  without  a complete family.  I don't want our baby to experience what I been through and I think I trusted you more than myself.  That even though I saw Kiko clinging onto you like that, which makes me hate you and feel cheated.  I still want to believe what ever you have to say,  at the back of my head;  I still believe that you love us so much to hurt us. " 

                 "Ohhh baby.  I'm sorry. " Jiyong wipe the tears that started to fell of my eyes.  I didn't even notice that.  "I love both of you and I would never cheat on you or do something to hurt you baby. " 

                 "I know Jiyong. I'm sorry if I hurt you with my words. " I cup his face and caress his cheek, noticing the stables growing.  "Now go clean up while I'll prepare our breakfast. " Though reluctant, Jiyong let go of me.  Like he was afraid that I would vanish once I am out of his site.  Walking to our room, he keeps on glancing back to where I stand. I could only smile and shake my head.  

                   "Hello.  Can I talk to Taeyeon. " I was on Jiyong's room at Kwon's mansion when the phone rings.  I didn't know why I decided to pick the phone up when the phone call couldn't even be mine.  

                  "This is Taeyeon.  Who's this? " I don't know why I suddenly got nervous and regret answering the phone.  

                   "This is Kiko. " The moment I heard her name,  I almost slam the phone but I didn't. Because the curiosity I have on why she called me was much more stronger than the anger I felt for her.  "I need to talk to you. " 

                  She asked to meet me early in the morning the next day.  I wasn't able to inform Kwon umma,  Kwon appa,  Dami eonnie or anyone in the mansion.  

               Kiko was sitting on the far corner of the coffee shop and drinking her coffee.  I clear my throat with a sound to get her attention the moment I arrived near her,  she seems to be in a deep thought to notice me.  

              "Oh,  you're here. " She was a bit startled but still smile awkwardly and gesture me to sit opposite of her.  " Sorry for the short notice and for asking you to come this early. " 

             "Hmmmm." I just hummed in response since I really don't know why she wants to talk to me.  Will she be asking me to leave Jiyong so she could have him all by herself?  Or she would threaten me and force me to leave Jiyong?  What ever it is,  I think her only goal to meet me was to make me leave Jiyong!  

                "I'm sorry for what happen yesterday. "  

                What?  What is she saying?  

                "I know that Jiyong doesn't love me anymore and loathes me to death. Nothing happens yesterday,  well except for me forcing to sits on his lap and clinging onto him like a leech!" She laugh bitterly